Chapter 3

/ Okay, we will get to the yaoi soon. And if the way the story is viewed on your computer looks weird bare with me. I use a little row of those star things to show transition of time and change of scenery and it doesn't show up. I also use the tab button to indent my paragraphs but that doesn't show up either. Oh well. I will make an extreme effort to put yaoi in this chapter, and to make it longer. I'm babysitting so I can only do so much at once with a 10 month old hanging on my legs. /

Disclaimer: I own nothing, if I did there would be yaoi in each book. : )

Kyo decided he couldn't stand in front of that door forever so he swallowed his fear and turned his wrist. To say Yuki was shocked was an understatement. He nearly fell out of his bed at the sight of the neko.

Kyon felt the same way. For a few moments it seemed as if the world had stopped for him. All he could see was the rat's beautiful porcelain skin and the diamond's that seemed to be falling from purple gems down cheekbones that seemed heaven sent then to two perfectly formed pink rose petals. As horrible as it was to say Akito was right. It was indeed a beautiful sight to see tears fall down the nezumi's face. He could have stared at that face for an eternity, Yuki had other plans. The cat was snapped out of his reverie by a pillow that collided right smack in the center of his face.

"What do you want!" Kyo considered his words carefully, for once, because he didn't want to let his cousin know he'd been ease dropping. He bent down to pick up the pillow, to buy himself time.

Damn I must look stupid. I'm bent over in the middle of his room and he's crying. If he doesn't die of embarrassment he's gonna kill me. Kyo cleared his throat and stood. Damn! How can this be so hard? For all I know that queer likes Akito.

"If you don't have anything to say leave." Kyo hadn't expected such a placid tone. He'd thought for sure the rat would be screaming, or fighting for him to leave. That's when the neko finally looked up again.

There was so much hurt in those eyes it almost didn't seem human. Not human was the last thing Kyo thought he would use to describe his cousin; him definitely but not the perfect pet rat. Not human was a term he thought belonged to his name. "I was wondering if you were ok." That wasn't so hard. At least he didn't try to…Oh shit! He's gonna hit me1 Here it comes-

But it didn't come. When Yuki slid out of his bed he had the suspicion that his cousin had been ease dropping. He put his hand up in a way that screamed 'I'm gonna smack you' but he didn't lower his palm with force. Instead he came down gently and put his hand against the now warm cheek of his cousin. It was just like how his mother soothed him.

(Flashback to Kyo's past. Before the time of Yuki's flashback)

"Mommy, mommy." A small orange top was pulling on his mother's sleeve.

"Yes?" She patted his head the way a mother was suppose to, even though she hated the contact.

"Can I go outside?" His mother whipped around faster than she had ever moved before.

"No," she bent down to her son's eye-level and put her hand against his cheek, "no you can't go outside. You're way too cute to go outside. I don't want to share you with anyone." His face fell a little before nodding.

"I love you mommy." She didn't say a word.

(End of flashback)

A pale thumb wiped away a salty tear. "Kyo, Kyo did you hear me talking to myself?" The cat nodded, still lost in his memory.

"Do you know why?"

"If you're asking why we have to hate each other," he nodded, "I don't know. Maybe we don't have to." Without thinking Kyo pulled Yuki in for a kiss. Something he'd been denied, something he though he'd always be denied. He was afraid that the nezumi would pull away and reject him.

That didn't happen….

Yuki was already half naked under Kyo. He was trying to be quiet but the neko wanted to be sure this wasn't a dream. He wanted Yuki to make lots of noise. He bent his head and the rat cooed at the feeling of warm breath against his nipple then gasped at the feeling of a tongue and teeth. He felt slim fingers tugging at his orange locks and bit harder. "K-Kyo…"

The cat forced his cousin to lay flat on the bed even though he loved the feeling he got when he felt those hips arch onto his. He heard a whine and decided to not be so mean. The cat nipped at the nub once more then worked on Yuki's pants. The cat was such a tease, pulling the belt out slowly then ghosting over the zipper and button. "Kyo s-stop it. Please, its starting to h-" Kyon pressed down hard against his cousin's erection. "Hurt!"

The dog spit out some of his tea and looked to his old friend. "You don't think?"

"Well Yuki is my little brother after all. Good thing your little flower decided to take a shower with the radio blasting.

Another sip of tea. "Oh yes we wouldn't want her innocent ears to hear the noise of such naughty boys."

Sorry that's all I can do for now. R&R