Yo! People another update, how's everyone doing? Exams are here God how much I hate them ARGH anyway
Well about Kira and Yzak ganging up on Asuran, you see Kira is his best friend it's true he hates that Asuran is leaving his sister but he can't force him and as his best friend he has to understand and about Yzak well you'll see in this chappy nothing much though so don't get your hopes up lol, besided K and Y can't stand each other.
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Chapter 7
Cagalli got home around 3 in the afternoon; it's been a long time since she met Andrew she was glad he came now. He reminded her of her mother, told her that she must strong and said "It's not like it's the end of the world, I'm sure there's someone else for you. Plenty of fish in see eh?" he said to her trying to cheer her up.
But she didn't want any of them; her heart beats for Asuran. She let a long sigh. An image of a ruby eyed male flashed through her mind. She shook her head then smiled, he's been really sweet with her, she's never opened up to anyone this soon.
She yawned "Musht get shome shleep" she said through her yawn to no one. She stretched herself and went to the bed, putting the alarm at 5 pm. Sleep didn't come as soon as she expected the second her head touched the pillow, she started thinking about Asuran again she clutched the clothes over her heart. She thought all of the things that she would say; she would apologize about her reaction, she would say she understand I still refuse though… no need to burden him with that he's got troubles of his own. I wonder how's he doing as she drifted to sleep
(A/N: Don't you guys want to know how Asuran's been doing: D)
The day before wasn't much, he did just as he told Cagalli, prepared for his trip. He also finished some business his dad told him to as always. He looked calm…almost cold to anyone saw him however inside he battling with himself, how he wanted to tell his father off but he couldn't. It's not because he cared about his father, it was his mother, he'd die before he'd let any harm get to her, that's why he obliged.
Cagalli he hoped she'd understand, forgive him. He couldn't wait for tomorrow to come so he could see her, how should he act, what should he say to her. He hated himself when he remembered he caused her tears, her pain. He decided he won't tell anyone about it not until he met with her and resolve things, he wondered if she'd tell them or not.
The promised day came (A/N: sounds like a prophecy lol), Asuran being Asuran was there 15 minutes earlier. Damn it, I'm early he smiled to himself when he remembered his princess not for long, but she'll always be the only one I've ever truly loved he figured she'd be late.
He entered the Café and walked towards the usual table they'd take, to his surprise Cagalli was already there, scratching her head through her hair, she'd always do it when she's nervous or frustrated. He smiled and thought about the things he'd miss about her, her blush, her unlady like snort when there was something funny, her smile, her voice, her kiss, her touch everything about her made him happy, just being near her always made his day.
Cagalli felt someone watching her she lifted her gaze to fall upon Asuran, their eyes met, she smiled full heartedly when she saw him, she was glad he was smiling too. She got and approached him as walked to her, she engulfed him in a warm hug, he returned it and then kissed her forehead. She intertwined her fingers with his and sat next to each other, still smiling.
"Cagalli…" He intended to start but her forefinger came on his lips
"Let me start" she told him, her eyes fell to the table in front of them
"Asuran…I'm sorry if I said some things that were hurtful, I didn't mean it it's just that…" she said in low voice and then sighed "I didn't want to lose you, but I…" her throat felt sour, she still doesn't want to lose him. He squeezed her hands to tell her to take her time "I know this is something you have to do, I wish…" she shook her head.
God he hated to see her in pain and her eyes showed pain "I'm sorry Cagalli" then he told her the conversation with his father and apologized again.
"Don't be it's not your or my fault, I just want you to know no matter what you'll always…always" she looked at him tears showed in her Amber eyes "Have a friend in me"
"Cagalli…" please don't cry he hugged her protectively "I never wanted us to end" he said to her softly
She held onto his shoulders don't make it harder Asuran, please
His hand went to her chin and lifted it to have her lips meet his. He kissed her gently; she kissed him back as her hands encircle his neck. They parted and let their foreheads rest on each other.
"Asuran…"
"Hmm" as his hand played with her hair
"When are you leaving?" it was hard for her to ask and even harder for the blue-haired to answer
"The day after tomorrow" he replied
The couple gave no heed to the stares and comments they were getting they were in their own world.
"Did… did you tell anyone?"
"I told Kira and Lacus" she couldn't bring herself to tell him that she told Yzak since she knows how he feels about him, neither about Andy she wanted to surprise him tomorrow and no way was she going to tell him she confided in Shinn. No need to go into details it hurt to lie to him but its better or so she thought.
"I see"
"Umm Asuran tomorrow at Kira's a small goodbye party for you, is it ok with you?" she told him
He sat straight and looked at her with his loving emerald eyes "I'd love that…the least I could do to you" he said to her
He bent to capture her lips in another loving kiss, that's when Shinn and his little group entered. They were chatting, laughing loudly; the Café was quiet but no more thanks to them.
Both Asuran and Cagalli looked to see from where came the laughter well Asuran half annoyed and Cagalli because she thought she heard Shinn's voice. Shinn was looking at them, she blushed she didn't want to see him kissing Asuran Why? She doesn't know.
His eyes show hurt but he hid it immediately Shinn. He smiled, she smiled and waved at him, he nodded in acknowledgement.
Asuran couldn't help but feel jealous her smile was one that only reserved for him who's he? "You know him?" he asked in monotone voice, trying to cover the jealousy he felt.
"Yeah, remember Milly and Dearka's engagement he was the one that gave me a ride" she said and couldn't help but smile as she remembered their conversation in the car
It suddenly dawned on Asuran since he will be out of the picture Cagalli will find someone else to love. He was frowning, the blonde was concerned was it something I said she said to herself
"Asuran…" he was in deep thought "Asuran" she called again and shook him gently
"Sorry…my mind just drifted, is it ok if we leave and go to your place"
She nodded and smiled as she pecked his cheek "Come on" as she stood and extended her hand to him, he took it and intertwined his fingers with hers.
Shinn was eyeing them from the corner of his eyes, he couldn't help but frown Rey noticed it "Oi Shinn something wrong" the blonde male asked
"Nothing…" wanting to avoid the subject "so what are you ordering" the raven haired said
Cagalli was trying her best not to look at Shinn why? She kept asking herself because you don't want to hurt him…why would he be hurt…he likes you baka…don't stop sheignored the voice in her head. The holding hands couple exited the Café, on their way they bumped into none other than Yzak.
"Hey Yzak" "Jule" greeted the blonde and Asuran
The silver haired ignored the other male and his eyes only fell on Cagalli "Cagalli" as he smiled down at her
What the hell was that for? Asuran noticed the ignore and it made his blood boil she told him Yzak used to ignore Asuran always but when he became Cagalli's boyfriend he always acknowledged him with a "Zala" or a nod but right now he was acting like he wasn't there
Cagalli noticed the tension that was rising so she decided it's better to end the encounter "Well Yzak…"
"YOU TOLD HIM" he yelled at her as his hand left hers to point at Yzak "You said only Kira and Lacus"
Cagalli was surprised by the outburst "Asuran…" Yzak's eyebrow twitched no one yell at Cagalli
"Oh I get it" he said his voice dropping with venom "You ran to him so he would take you back"
"No Asuran" she was shocked. Yzak was clenching his fists at his sides and watched silently
Asuran didn't know what got over him but why did she lie to him, why did she tell Yzak, he wasn't on good terms with him so why?
"I can't believe you, of all people you pick this idiot" he told her angrily
"Asuran please stop" she reached to touch his arm "He found me…" he pushed her hand away "Don't touch me bitc…" before he could finish his sentence a fist collided with his face.
He fell on the ground; Cagalli gasped "No Yzak"
Yzak leaned on Asuran held his collar "Insulting me is one thing but Cagalli that is just something I don't forgive" He raised his other fist to punch him again. Asuran closed his eyes waited for the contact but it didn't come Cagalli was holding Yzak back "Please Yzak" as tears strolled down her cheeks
She didn't mean to hurt Asuran by lying to him, she didn't want Yzak to hit him and her tears was caused by the words that came out of Asuran, she couldn't believe he'd say this to her.
Yzak stood up and so did Asuran, the blue haired turned his back without another word and went the opposite side, Cagalli watched him with sad eyes.
"Don't you dare cry for him, he doesn't deserve it" he wiped her tears away
She looked at him "You didn't have to hit him" she said to him as tears kept coming down
"I'm sorry I couldn't hold it" he hugged her he didn't want to be the cause of her tears
"It's my fault" she told him "If I told him everything from the beginning that wouldn't have happened"
"Cagalli" he wanted to say something to make her feel better
"I'd like to be left alone" she smiled weakly at him
He nodded "Take care of yourself" with that he left her.
She made her way back to her building Asuran that's not how I wanted us to end
She entered her apartment went to the couch hugged a cushion Mother give me strength make me get through this and she sobbed she fell a sleep crying
Asuran kept walking he was angry at himself. Why couldn't he control himself why did he say those things that hurt his love? He kicked a can that in front of him hard "Damn it" He wanted her to remember about him good things especially with his last days with her, he never treated her bad why did he do it now then?
The bell to the sleeping blonde apartment kept ringing with pounds on her door, she woke up frustrated. She glanced at the clock 10:30 pm who would be? And man was persistent grunting she got up and opened the door without even bothering to ask who was at the other side.
"Cagalli" came his shaky voice she looked at him it was Asuran, there was traces of tears on his bruised face, her heart sank, she never saw him like that before. She was speechless.
He got in and closed the door behind him "I'm sorry" tears began flowing from his emerald eyes "I didn't mean it, jealousy blinded me Cagalli" he hugged her and fell to his knees she hugged his head that was at her stomach now "I don't want to leave you, I want you Cagalli, I love you" he was crying hard his tears wet her shirt. His sight was heart breaking, she hated seeing him like that "Asuran…" you're suffering too, Asuran it's your decision, I love you too I want you to stay but…
She kneeled in front of him gave him her best smile as she wiped his tears with her small hands, he held her hands and kissed them "It's ok Asuran I know and I'm sorry for not telling you"
Then he leaned and capture her lips passionately, she wrapped her arms around his neck and deepened the kiss, his tongue tugged at her lips, she invited him willingly he smiled into their kiss pleased by her actions, his hands caressed her back, she shivered at his touch, their tongues were dancing together, she felt a sensation at her lower abdomen she moaned in his mouth. He stood supporting her with him breaking their kiss he lifted her bridal style and smiled at her, she smiled and started kissing his neck he groaned at the sensation that was sent through his body. He kicked her bedroom door open and laid her gently on the bed, he got on top of her and started kissing her he went down at the soft skin of her neck and was nipping at the delicate skin.
He loved the taste of her kiss, the softness of her skin, he felt himself growing. As he was kissing her neck soft low moans escaped her swollen lips. And then she remembered her dream about Shinn, of all the time that she had to think of him it happened now when Asuran was on top of her, the small voice in her head came back Are you sure you want to this?...She wasn't she's just doing it to comfort Asuran, it felt wrong to her then don't do it but what about Asuran doesn't she love him? Stop before you regret it
Asuran stopped when he sensed that she wasn't reacting to his action "Something wrong?" he asked her softly
"I…I don't think I can do it" she said and turned her head from him not wanting to look him in the eyes. (A/N: Bwahaha did you think I'd let him have her :P) He smiled at her and moved himself to her side, lifted her face to look at him.
"I understand" his loving eyes showed it all, he loved her he would never force her; he kissed her forehead "But can I ask one thing of you"
She waited for his request "Is it ok if I sleep here with you, holding you"
She nodded and smiled at him; he lifted her head and put one arm under it while the other arm brought her closer to him. Cagalli arm encircled his waist and she snuggled closer to him, they held each other "Good night Asuran" "Good night my Princess" and they slept peacefully for the rest of the night.
Asuran woke up the next morning; Cagalli was still in his arms. He loved her smell Peach her warmth, her soft lips, her tender skin, he didn't realize that he was getting hard on his thoughts and when he did he groaned how much he wanted to take her last night. He decided it was best to get up.
He stood, Cagalli groaned at the loss of his warmth his emerald eyes took in the small figure of the blonde that his heart beat for and smiled at the peaceful face, he searched for her cell phone, took out a paper wrote down a note and placed the phone on it so she'd notice it when she woke up. He kissed her forehead and left her apartment.
End of Chapter 7
Ta da hope you guys liked it, I've got two exams this Tuesday, one on Thursday and another one next Sunday wish me luck, I hate my professors for this semester except for one, Thank you for reading and please do REVIEW for it is very much appreciated. Tell me what you think people.
