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Chapter 12

The black haired man arrived home around noon he finished his classes for today. He sighed throwing his books on the floor. Shinn saw the blinking red light of his answering machine wonder who. He didn't get many messages since most of the people he knew here would call his cell phone Aunty Talia, he pressed the button to listen to the machine.

You have one message

He slumped back on the armchair and began untying his shoes

"H-hi Shinn…" The female voice was shaky, he stopped what he was doing "its Aunty…" she choked "Call me it important"

Beep End of message

Shinn's heart sank what could've happened? He picked his phone immediately and dialed her number.

"Hello" Talia answered

"Aunty T it's me" he didn't know that his voice gave away the panic in his heart. Talia burst crying when she heard her nephew

"Aunty please calmed down. Tell me what happened?" he asked her wanting to know what would make his aunt cry like that. He feared the most…

"Shinn…Gilbert…" She sobbed

The young man was terrified of what to come "What happened to Uncle?" he raised his voice he was getting anxious

"Gil had a stroke…" she sniffed

"How's he now!" please let him be alright

"He's in a coma…Doctors say he's still in the danger zone and he might…might" she couldn't continue the sentence she cried again. Shinn felt horrible for not being by his aunt's side in this distraught

"Everything will be fine, Uncle will be fine he's a strong man aunty T…I'm coming on the first flight…please calm down aunty for me" he begged her

The blonde he loved dearly flashed through his mind Cagalli

"Really?...but what about your studies sweety?" Talia asked half heartedly she needed him with her

"It'll have to wait, I'll call you as soon as I arrive, bye aunty"

He called the air line when he hung up with his aunt. Luckily the next flight to Onigoro is in an hour he can get there in time the airport is 30 minutes drive he just have to leave quickly.

Shinn tried to call Cagalli but there was no network coverage

"Damn…" he yelled in frustration "Of all the fucking times"

He decided he'd pack for now and try again later, he got all the things he needed in his suitcase and when he tried again he got the same response. He took his luggage to his car. Before getting in and driving for the airport he took a piece of paper and wrote something.

He ran to the apartment building and he put it in Cagalli's mailbox, he remembered that Cagalli mentioned once that she rarely check it. He cursed himself he should've slipped it under her door. He didn't have the time to write again so he ran up the stairs to Sting's unfortunately he got no response from knocking or ringing the door. He kicked the door before he descended the stairs he had no time the flight was in 40 minutes

He caught glimpse of the janitor he made his way to him

"Excuse me, excuse me" he tried to get his attention but the janitor didn't answer him so he went and tapped his shoulder. The old man turned

"Yes!"

"Tell Miss Athha that there's a letter for her and I'm sorry for leaving" The older man nodded and Shinn dashed out of the apartment promising himself to call Cagalli as soon as he can with that in his mind he left for the airport.

The older man was walking toward his room when he frowned by the look on him he was trying to remember something. What did the boy say?...something to Miss Athha yes… yes he nodded to himself and kept trying to remember the message what was it again? Sorry for leaving and something else…what was it! The old brain cells weren't functioning like they were when he was younger he tried to remember but couldn't so he figured it must've been a goodbye poor Miss Athha second man in the span of weeks

"I better write it down before I forget completely about it" he said to himself

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Few weeks ago in London

Asuran has just arrived home for two days, he felt miserable, pathetic, like a low life. Never had he imagined he'd do such a disgusting thing to Cagalli if only she let me

Emerald eyes glared at him through the mirror of his bathroom.

He had gone insane when he saw his woman looking at another man the way she used to look at him. This was no excuse to what he had done. But what about him? He loved her still loves her with all his heart but leaving her was something he had to do, he has an obligation toward his family.

"Cagalli…I miss you" he saw her smiling face in the mirror, his hand went to touch it but only felt the cold surface. He fisted his hands; he saw his face and no one was with him he was alone again.

"Damn it all" he smashed the mirror with his clenched hand

Glass shattered all over, blood trickled from his knuckles his head fell and he started crying, calling her name, chanting it like a desperate prayer. He wants to be with her, to hold her, to kiss her, to hear her laugh, to feel her touch, to listen when she complains about silly things. Asuran never met someone like her and he is more than sure he never well. He fell to his knees in front of the sink his hands holding it.

"Come back to me Cagalli…I never meant to hurt you…I love you…"

He saw his tears fell on the hard cold floor, his throat became dry from all the crying, his eyes never so red and puffed. He heard a faint knock from his bedroom door. He stood on his feet, running the water he splashed his face a couple of times, grabbing the towel from its holder he made his way to the door drying his face. He knew it was his mother and he didn't want her to be worried about him they have enough problems already.

Before opening the door he covered his cut hand with the white cloth

"Mom…" he smiled at the woman he came from

"Asuran why don't you come sit with us?" Lenore asked him giving him her motherly smile

"I'm sorry, please excuse me mom I'm still tired…" he apologized

"That's ok son…I just missed you I guess there'll be other times. Are you feeling well?" she asked concerned his face was all pale and red.

"I'm fine don't worry about me like I said I'm still tired" he told her

"Call me if you need anything" she said

"Good night" he kissed her forehead "I love you"

"I love you too dear" she remembered the reason she came here "Oh sweety tomorrow we'll dine with the Hawkes at their residence" she told him

"What time?"

"Around 8:30" she informed him

"Okay mom, good night"

"Sweet dreams" his mother walked away as he closed the door to be alone again thinking of none other than Cagalli…

"Good evening Patrick, Lenore so nice to see you again" greeted Mr. Hawke

"Good evening Chris"

The Zalas have arrived at the Hawkes mansion for dinner they were greeted by Mr. and Mrs. Hawke

"You must be Asuran" smiled Mrs Hawke

"Yes Ma'am" he smiled and extended his hand expecting a regular hand shake instead he was hugged by her

"Such a handsome young man, I see you take after your mother" Mrs. Hawke said when she released him

"Thank you Sara, where are the girls" asked Mrs. Zala

The five people walked together to room where two red heads were standing.

The girls came to them when they saw them entering "Hello Aunty, Uncle" perked the red head with the longer hair and shook their hands

Her sister showed a disgusted look at the way she was trying to impress them why don't you just propose

"Hello Meyrin, don't you look beautiful tonight" complemented Lenore. Meyrin was Lenore and Patrick favorite red head and they were hoping their son will take a liking into her.

The shorter haired shook their hands but without a word just smiled, more like forced a smile.

Then Mrs. Hawke turned to Asuran "This Meyrin…Meyrin this is Asuran"

"Hi Asuran" she said in a high pitch she wasn't hiding how thrilled she was to meet him he's cuter than the picture finally a man for me her parents told her that she was the favorable choice of his parents

"Hi Meyrin, nice to meet you" he tried to pull his hand back but she was clinging to it with hers he smiled nervously. To save himself from the situation that nobody seemed to notice he turned to the other girl

"And you are?" he smiled at her

The other girl just eyed him standing next to her sister she had no intention of saving him. Her mother nudged her

"This is my eldest Lunamaria…forgive her manners" introduced her Mrs. Hawke

"Can't you see this airhead is holding onto to him" Luna said pointing at their hands

Meyrin glared, Asuran smiled this Lunamaria reminded him of Cagalli

"Lunamaria…" her mother gasped , her father gave her a warning look. The Zalas shrugged.

After getting rid of Meyrin, he took Lunamaria's hand in his "Pleasure to meet you Lunamaria"

Luna blushed his hand was strong and warm; his eyes were the most beautiful shade of green eyes she'd ever seen.

"Thank you" this time she pulled her hand back just because he's handsome, doesn't mean she'll agree to this besides she loves someone else. If only her parents didn't force her she wouldn't be here in the first place.

The parents left the young ones alone; Asuran sat on the sofa after Meyrin dragged him by his arm. She was sitting next to him; there was only little space in between them. The younger sister kept talking non stop about herself. Apparently she's into this more than he or her sister is.

The other girl was standing by the window gazing at the stars she seemed so distant as if she was thinking of someone she cared about a lot. Asuran sighed as Meyrin laced her arms around his arm.

This is going to be a very long night…Asuran thought to him self

End of Chapter 12

I want you guys to DECIDED which one Asuran should MARRY Lunamaria or Meyrin (I know what to do in both cases I just want to know what you want)

So please vote for Luna or Mey…

Don't hold back one fry me or barbeque me whatever you like I am freezable as well XD. I'm not sure when I'll be able to update but I will as soon as I can.

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