Lily dropped her bag on her bed before heading back down to the common room to meet the guys. Only James was there, she sat down on the couch next to him.
"Where're the other guys?" she asked, trying her best not to yell.
"YOU of all people should know, Evans." He spat.
"GOD DAMNIT, POTTER!WHAT HAPPENED TO THE SWEET GUY THAT YOU WERE OVER THE SUMMER?"
He looked shocked.
"Lils, go out with me will ya?" He said in a soft voice.
Lily sighed, tears forming in her eyes and streaming down her cheeks.
"I can't. I've caused too much trouble in your life, and I know I'll cause more." She said, shaking. She pulled up her sleeve and showed him the fresh cut on her wrist. She hiccupped, "K-Kevin…" She whispered.
James grabbed her wrist, being as gentle as possible.
"Lils, I know Kevin died, but you promised you wouldn't cut yourself!" He exclaimed.
Lily just trembled and more tears poured down her flushed cheeks, dripping onto her arms.
"Lily, do you remember what I said during the summer? On the dock?" He asked.
Lily nodded.
"I said you never caused any trouble in my life, last year made me realize I love you, Go out with me!" he pleaded, and – to his surprise—Lily nodded and fell into him.
He hugged her and she lay in his arms gently falling asleep, James fell asleep soon after, Happy, sad and confused about why Lily would ever hurt herself….
Lily and James woke to laughter in the Common Room, standing above them, were the most of the Gryffindors, laughing and pointing, Sirius even took a picture.
Lily jumped up, ignoring them and walked out of the portrait hole; James didn't see the razor glinting from her pocket.
James sighed before sitting up and heading down to breakfast, which he ate happily with Sirius and Remus, planning a huge prank.
After breakfast he started his search for Lily.
He found the in the room of requirement, blood splashed in a puddle around her.
She was leaning against a wall, and looked up when he came in. There were 5 deep gashes down her arm, and she slashed another when she saw him. She became very pale, and if possible, paler than before.
"J-James? I- I love you..." She choked out, before closing her eyes and letting out a deep breath.
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A/N: Cliffy…..New chapter is up, a little longer than before; Review and Bob will give you a kiss.
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B/N: Okay, so you guys can see where the mood from the chapter came from. Special look in the direction of the reviewer, ginnyatheart, Blue loved your review…she told me so. I'm feeling pretty depressed too…excuse us while Blue and I go join Lily…just review, we'll be back soon…