Sorry for the wait, My internet isn't working, Damn it! Anyway, heres the 11th chapter of the Black roses, it's considerably longer than the rest, so I hope you like it.And to all those who reviewed, Bob sends you his love, but I am afraid to say, he is no longer with us.

( Bob was my imaginary Pink Kitty! Sob )

This chapter and all other chapters are now dedicated to Bob! I miss you sooo much!

I am not very good at writing 'Death' chapters or 'On the verge of Dying' chapters, so I thought I'd spare you the pain of reading a terrible chapter by writing this one, Lily was rescued by Sirius, The Black Roses are back, and Lily and James are together, yet they are keeping it a secret and only I know why. So….Let the 11th Chapter begin!

Chapter 11:

Lily strummed her Electric Guitar, Sirius was pounding on the drums and Remus stood in front of him, playing his Bass Guitar with passion. James stood next to Lily, Playing his guitar and Singing along with her.

' My pain can not be washed away, cannot be tooken, no matter what you say…'

Their voices blended together to make their song, The crowd cheered as they finished, and Sirius, Remus, Lily and James made their way off the stage. James pulled Lily into the darkness, slipping his arm around her waist. Lily smiled slightly.

"Lily?" James asked.

"Yea?" Lily answered.

"Meet me in an empty compartment on the train back to Hogwarts, okay?"

Lily nodded, before slipping away from him.

'I can't believe Dumbldore let us leave in the middle of the school year just for a concert!' She thought happily.

She grabbed her suitcase and ran out the door, hopping into a car. She was soon followed by James, Sirius and Remus. A muggle driver drove them to the train station where they hopped out silenty. Lily smiled, glancing back at the guys before running through the barrier.

No one was on the platform, considering the fact that it was the middle of the school year. Lily hopped on the train, she heard James and Sirius yell as they ran through the barrier. She walked down the train, looking in on various empty compartments, before settling down in the usual compartment.

Lily had just sat down when James burst in grinning. He sat down opposite Lily.

"Hello Lils, can I ask you something?"

Lily nodded.

"I love how you dress, but please, please! Can you change you hair back to the beautiful color it used to be?"

Lily sighed in relief before replying, "Of course!" She leaned over and kissed James- who was thouroughly shocked at this- before grabbing her suitcase and heading out the door.

Remus sat across from Sirius, waiting for both James and Lily to find them.

"Moony, I think something is going on between ol' Prongs and Lily-Flower." Sirius stated.

Remus rolled his eyes. "Come on, Sirius! You always think things like that."

Sirius glared at him. "But, Moony, you didn't see James pull Lily away from us at the concert AND put his arm around her waist."

Remus shook his head, but he never got a chance to reply, for Lily walked in. She gave Remus a hug, and sat down next to Sirius. " Don't I get a hug?" Sirius pouted.

"Of course you do! You saved my life one month ago!" Lily exclaimed, pulling Sirius into a bear-hug.

"Lils, are you and James…Together?" Sirius asked hesitantly once Lily sat back down next to him.

Lily sighed. "No, I would NEVER go out with James." She replied with fake confidence.

Sirius shrugged. They all sat in silence for a moment. Lily drew her wand from her pocket and tapped her head, muttering a charm. They watched her hair turn red, but it kept it's layered hair-cut.

James walked in, and upon seeing Lily sitting next to Sirius, sat next to Remus.

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Lily woke up before the sun rose, and took a shower. She pulled on her fishnet stockings, and her jeans, wich she had cut to look like capris with ripped knees and safety pins and writing all over. She also slipped on her converses before putting on a pink tube-top over her bra, and then a black v-neck shirt on top.

She quickly pulled her red layered hair into a messy bun, whisps falling gently over her eyes. She then applied her make-up, before glancing out the window at the now rising sun, and walking down the stairs.

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James lay near the portrait hole, aleep, head on his shoulders and drool dripping from his mouth.

Lily smiled before grabbing her bag and jumping over him, opening the portrait hole and slipping outside.

She walked quickly through the corridors, before climbing out a window near the lake.

She sat there in silence for many moments. Those moments dragged into hours. She missed class, but she didn't really care, she never knew she could think for hours about her life and her relationship with James.

"Hello Lily!" A voice called, Lily was unable to ignore the voice, she had never heard it before, so she turned around.

A tall boy stood not far from her, he was smiling, but only a little. He had light blonde hair that flipped over his eyes, sort of like James, and wore baggy black jeans that were covered in chains. He wore a plain black hoody, Lily even saw that he had a composition book (from a muggle store ) and it was completely covered in stickers and writing.

Lily made a mental note of everything about him within a minute.

"Hello." She said calmly, patting the grass next to her; a signal for him to sit down, wich he did.

"I'm Ian." He said.

Lily smiled.

"You obviously know my name, but, to be 'proper', It's Lily."

"I know, some people told me."

"Oh." Lily fingers lingered over a small razor in her pocket, but she pushed it out of her mind.

"What else did these 'people' tell you?"

"They said your like me..."

"In what way?"

Ian shrugged.

"I dunno'." He mumbled, before adding very quietly, "Do you cut yourself?"

Lily tensed, again thinking of the razor in her pocket.

"I used to…" She lied.

"You still do don't you?"

Lily had no reason to tell this 'Ian' guy what she did or did not do.

"Look, I gotta go, I'll see you later, Ian." Lily stood up and swung her bag over her shoulder, before waving, and walking off back to the common room.

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Author's biography (wink,wink)

So that's it, it took me a couple of days, so it should be good, review and…I'll make another chapter, that's a good present right? I'll make another chapter anyway, but it would make me very happy if you reviewed and told me what you think. Please!

Getting better by the chapter!(Hopefully) I am beginning another LJ story on here soon, look out for it, k?

Much Luv , Gir

Konny has gone and killed herself, she will not get online, that's how I came to that conclusion, hope you liked the chapter, Bye.