Here is Chapter 11. I want to thank all of my reveiwers-
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LittleBlackDove- Yes, Lily is fucking messed up, She may get better (who knows? ;P). Shes not
really a cow to James. Shes just going through a very rough time, and James is trying to make her
promise not to cut herself, which is difficult to her;Yet so far she had not inflicted any wounds on her
wrist for two chapters.
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This is not the last chapter, I just thought it was about time that I thanked some of my reveiwers!
Chapter 12-
Lily raced through the halls until she reached her destination; The common room.
James lay on the couch, staring sleepily into the fire. He sat up and rubbed the sleep
from his eyes when Lily came in.
She bit her lip and gazed around the room. A couple of first years lay here and there,
but other than that it was quit empty. Lily pulled James' hand, causing him to fall off
the couch. She groaned.
"God-Damnit, James! Are you messed up or something?"
James shook his head 'no'. Lily just rolled her eyes and pulled him up off the ground,
Wich was very difficult considering the fact that he was a guy, and led him up to his dorm.
She collapsed onto his bed with a sigh and quickly retold the events of the day, dawdling
on the part about Ian's questions; but leaving out the part about the razor in her pocket and
her many thoughts about it.
After she finished, she looked over at James, who had a sympathetic look on his face.
He sat on the bed across from her.
" Well, Lily, seems like you had an interesting day," Lily snorted.
" 'Dunno who this Ian guy is though."
He stood.
"Sorry to leave you alone, Lils, but I have to go."
He walked to the door, pausing only when it was ajar.
"By the way, I am kinda messed up right now. Blame Sirius." He grinned, before continuing down
the stairs.
Lily lay there for a few minutes, before sleep overtook her. Her eyes closed and her breath slowed.
She drifted into sleep, not realizing what had just fallen out of her pocket and onto the floor.
James entered the common room very late that night. He crept upstairs and collapsed on his bed, next
to Lily. He wrapped his arms around her and fell asleep without a thought.
Sunlight streamed through an open curtain, casting dusty light across the sleeping pair.
Lily Evans awoke with a start and sheilded her eyes from the peircing light of the sun, and at the same time
manuevering her way out of James' grip.
She fell to the floor with a THUD, her red hair fanning out over her shoulders and something very sharp cutting
into her leg. She let out a yelp from fear and pain, for she was only used to that kind of pain in her wrists .
James woke and saw crystal-like tears forming in Lily's eyes. He rolled out of bed and pulled Lily up off the floor.
"What the hell are you doing here?" He demanded, his voice oozing with sleepiness.
Lily winced and twisted around in order to get a better look at her wound. A razor, her razor as a matter of fact, was
sticking into her leg; blood was trickling away from the wound. She bit her lip and turned around.
James gasped, but didn't bother asking who's razor it was. He grabbed his invisibility cloak and quickly wrapped it around them,
before escorting Lily to the hospital wing.
James stood outside the hospital wing, contimplating a very hard decision.
I love Lily alot- I think...- How can I love somone who is constantly trying to commit suicide?
He asked himself that question over and over again. He wanted to stay with Lily but felt that to be impossible; He never got to answer
his question because at that moment Lily stepped out of the hospital wing. James gasped, this Lily looked nothing like the one he had escorted
to the hospital wing in pajamas. I mean, these were definitally not pajamas!
Lily was dressed in a strapless black dress with layers and layers of red and black fishnet that fell just above her feet; which donned shiny black
converses covered in elegant white lilys. Her red hair fell in loos ringlets that framed her pale face; which had no makeup except some eyeliner and mascara;
That, James thought, makes her even more beautiful!
She grabbed his hand and led him to the entrance hall where she planted a kiss on his cheek before running off into the rain.
James, of course, wanted to kiss her more. So he ran after her with a smile. He finally tackled her. She rolled over so that she was laying on him. Her mascara and eyliner
were running down her face and her hair had a stringy look to it - it made her look more beautiful than ever before.
And so the couple lay kissing in the rain...
A/N: This is NOT the last chapter!It is official, Konny (Beta) has retired or some shit like that. So i need a new beta. Reveiw if you want to be it. Reveiw please wether
or not you want to be the beta!
B/N: NONEE!CUZ KONNEH IS DEAD!