Author's Notes: This chapter is kind of angsty, but next one will be funny. Hope you like this one too!

Thanks to Menecarkawan for beta-reading!


Chapter 11

Complicated

Larissa was completely taken aback by Draco's accusation. She had definitely not expected that one. "Whoa! I was just... I was just using girly techniques to get the snitch without any trouble!"

"By flirting with another guy?" Draco was blind with jealousy.

"I can't believe you're jealous just because of that! It worked, didn't it? Gryffindor won and that's what's important!"

"No! What's important is that I cannot stand you throwing kisses and winks at another guy! I can't stand it! Do you understand? Yeah! I'm jealous and don't want to ever see you do that again!"

Sa swallowed, disbelief showing all over her features, but her eyes hardened. "You're overreacting! I'm not going to start anything with that guy. I don't even know his name! I just used particular charms to win the game easily, that's all!"

Draco was panting with rage and his hold on Sa's wrists became stronger. "Okay, so you won't start snogging that guy, but you won't do that again either! That's an order!"

"An order? What do you think I am? Your house elf? Do you really think that people have to obey you? Who do you think you are, Malfoy? Just because you belong to one of the richest wizarding families doesn't make you everyone's master!" Sa knew she had screwed up by talking too much, but anger was boiling inside her.

"Ha! So now I'm a pampered and spoiled brat, Potter? I don't even know what the fuck I'm doing with you! Go fuck anyone you want and see if I care!" With that, the Slytherin boy freed Sa's wrists and stormed out of there.

Sa could feel her heart beating rapidly and her whole body trembled. She wasn't even sure of what had just happened. Ron came out of the locker room and noticed that she looked a bit out of it. "Hey! You alright? That was great! We'll be celebrating in the common room! You coming?"

The girl didn't reply and let her body fall on its knees, still shocked. Ron quickly got down and grabbed her by the shoulders. "What's wrong? Do you need the hospital wing? Are you hurt, mate?"

'Hurt.' That word rang inside her with an echo. Yes, she was hurt, but not physically. She blinked looking at Ron as if she didn't know him. She grabbed him by his collar looking into his eyes, making him open his eyes wide. "I think we just broke up..."

Ron removed Larissa's hands from his robes and placed them on her lap. "That's great news!" Ron's blue eyes could twinkle with happiness. "Then there's more to celebrate! Come on!"

Sa removed her hands from Ron's and looked at him with angry tears. "It hurts! It hurts so much and you want to celebrate? Why don't you just stick up that celebration of yours down your arse, Ron! I love him and I think I've really hurt him and now he hates me!" Sa ran away from there quickly drying her angry tears. She ran and ran and when she stopped, she noticed that she had somehow gotten to the edge of the forbidden forest. There she dropped on her knees and screamed. She screamed with tears coming from her eyes until she could scream no more. She was there for a while, until she heard someone behind her back. She quickly stood as she found herself face to face with Pansy Parkinson. "What do you want, Parkinson?"

The girl stepped forward until she was face to face with Larissa. Larissa was only about one inch taller than the Slytherin girl that was looking at her. Pansy suddenly grabbed Sa's face, making the black haired girl flinch. She brought her lips to Sa's and kissed her. Sa's eyes went wide with shock and she pushed Pansy back, breaking the kiss in seconds. Pansy smirked. "You are no real girl. I heard Draco call you Potter in The Three Broomsticks, but I thought it was some sort of code between you two. Today you played Quidditch as Seeker. As a matter of fact, I kind of was behind the Weasley girl's accident. I wanted to prove a theory, and then you came to the rescue, on your Firebolt. Larissa McGonagall had a Firebolt and didn't try out for Gryffindor's Quidditch team? Draco calls her Potter? She has black hair and bright green eyes? I still wonder how this happened though. I also wonder what kind of spell have you used on Draco. First, you transform into a girl and now you have him crazy about you. I am going to tell the whole school that Larissa McGonagall is Harry Potter in disguise."

Sa took a deep breath before speaking. "Prove it!"

"What?"

"Prove that I am... Harry Potter! Do you have any real proof?"

Pansy grabbed Larissa's breasts, making the green-eyed girl gasp. "These are real, but are you also real down there?"

"Hey! First, you accuse me of being Harry Potter and now you want to see my private parts? You really are mental!"

Pansy simply got her hand between Larissa's legs and her eyes went wide. "Where is it?"

"There's none, Parkinson, because I'm not a boy," stated Sa, removing Pansy's hand.

Pansy wasn't going to give up easily. "How did you do it?"

"Frankly, I have no idea what you are talking about and if you keep harassing me, I am going to report you to the Headmaster and your Head of House. I didn't know you liked girls, Parkinson, but I'm not interested in having anything with you."

Pansy looked horrified, but quickly glared. "I won't give up easily, McGonagall. I don't have any proof now, but I'll get it. You'll see. I am going to prove that you are indeed Potter."

Pansy left the Gryffindor girl and was immersed in thoughts. She was sure that McGonagall was Potter, but she had to prove it and that seemed difficult. There was only one way to prove it and she smirked. She knew what she had to do and if her theory was, in fact correct, she was going to reveal the truth and everyone would see it with their own eyes.

Sa was a bit worried. She suddenly thought that she had to tell Draco about Pansy's suspicions, but then remembered that she had fought with him. She cursed in her mind as she ran towards the school and quickly got to Gryffindor's common room. Automatically some students grabbed her, lifting her up in celebration. She thrashed and screamed until they put her down. She ignored the questions about what was wrong with her and simply got into the girls' dormitory. She was surprised to find Hermione in there, probably avoiding the crowd. "Hermione, Pansy is suspicious. She heard Draco call me Potter in The Three Broomsticks and after today... Shit!"

"I wasn't the one to convince you of playing... You did that to yourself."

"Great! Is today the day of insensitive people against me?"

Hermione dropped the book she was reading on her bed and walked to Sa. "Something else happened?"

"I think Draco and I broke up."

"Already?" Hermione couldn't believe it. "How did that happen?"

Sa told Hermione everything and the bushy haired girl gave her a sympathetic look. "You should have just apologized and leave it. I'm sure that you two didn't break up. You just quarreled."

"Then how come he told me to go fuck whoever I wanted to and to see if he cared?"

"He was just furious and his mouth let slip things that he didn't really mean. Go to him and apologize."

"Me? Apologize? Never! I will not do that! If he wants me back then he should be the one to look for me!"

Hermione rolled her eyes. "Well, maybe this is for the better. I don't know. Perhaps by June, you'll finally be Harry again. About Pansy, don't worry. She won't be able to prove anything. Not even I can."

XxXxX

The weeks passed and Sa was having problems with all of her classes. Draco and her weren't speaking at all. There weren't even mild helping hands in Potions and Sa was failing miserably. She was even having problems with the simplest charms and Professor McGonagall even had a talk with her about what was wrong. The teacher reported to the Headmaster that Harry/Larissa was suffering from mild depression and they simply assumed that it was because of the girl curse. Hermione started to tutor her, but Larissa's mind always seemed to be somewhere else.

By mid March things became worse. Sa started to look pale and wasn't handling any food. On March 20, she fainted in the middle of Defense Against the Dark Arts. She had dropped weight and always felt sick so she ended up in the hospital wing by the first days of April. Hermione had come to visit her that day. "So? How are you feeling?"

"Like shit." Sa then looked at Hermione and frowned. "My period didn't come."

Hermione smiled at her. "You've been depressed and stressed. Stress can do that. In 3rd year, I missed my monthly visitor for three months in a row because of the many classes I was taking! It will come back next month probably. You'll see."

"Didn't know that about stress..." Sa was thoughtful and suddenly felt sick again and retched over the cube Madam Pomfrey had provided.

Hermione looked worried. Larissa had been too sick and the bushy haired girl wondered if it had something to do with the curse, but she had gone to Dumbledore and he had told her that it couldn't be possible. For the time being, Pomfrey hadn't performed any thorough check ups on the black haired girl, but was going to do so by the next day if Sa didn't get any better.

That night Sa couldn't sleep. She remembered her quarrel with Malfoy and cried. She figured that her hormones were all over the place and thought that maybe her period would come late.

The next day, April 4, Madam Pomfrey started the thorough examination on Dumbledore's request. She had been desperately waiting for that request because if Sa kept losing weight she could die. The Healer started to examine and she looked shocked at what she was finding, but shook her head and started all over. Again, the magic strands showed the same result, but she shook her head again and muttered to herself: "I must be doing something wrong." Sa looked at the nurse blinking several times and the nurse continued. Like the previous two times, Pomfrey got the same result. "But this can't be!" She studied Larissa's face before saying. "You are not sick, you are pregnant."

Larissa started to laugh hysterically before suddenly asking: "That's a joke, right? Good one!"

The nurse whispered: "I am not joking. That is the result I get, Mr. Potter."

Sa stared into the nurse's eyes searching for the possibility of the woman lying to her, but there was only truth there. "Shit. This can't be happening." The girl dropped onto the pillow and pulled the sheets to cover her face. "I'm fucked."

"Miss McGonagall you are scaring me with that language, but it's true that this is extremely troublesome. I don't know if your body will be able to handle a pregnancy. You might lose the baby so don't worry. I will have to speak to the Headmaster about this situation because he has been looking for a way to change you back to your true form. This complicates things. Who is the father, by the way? He will have to be informed."

"No!" Sa appeared from under the sheets and sat on the bed. "He can't know. I don't want him to know."

"Why?" Poppy sat on the bed and placed a hand on Larissa's back, looking at the girl with concern.

"This is my responsibility. We broke up and I will not involve him in this. He can be happy that way. I don't want him to think that I'm using this to get him back. He will not be informed."

"He might discover it anyway..."

"Then so be it, but I will not be the one to tell him and I forbid for anyone to tell him on my behalf."

"Will you at least tell me who he is?" Sa shook her head and Pomfrey sighed in defeat.

XxXxX

Draco Malfoy had been extremely worried about Larissa. He had acted as if he didn't care, but the truth was that he desperately wanted to know how she was faring. He had to control his impulses in helping her in classes and the day she fainted in Prof. McDowell's class he wanted to run to her and take her to the hospital wing himself, but didn't. It had been very difficult to act cold and in the end, he had resorted to spying on Weasley and Granger. He would never admit it, but he had bought Extendable Ears in the Weasley twins' shop the year before. He had been using them a lot lately to hear Granger and Weasley to see if they mentioned anything about Larissa and in that way he had learned about the girl that was truly Potter losing weight and not being able to keep anything in her stomach. So far it had seemed like the girl was sick, but that day he was horrified by what he heard. It seemed that in the morning, Sa had been examined thoroughly and Granger and Weasley had just come out of the infirmary looking extremely pale.

Ron looked at Hermione with a fearful expression. "I can't believe he's pregnant! Harry Potter is pregnant! And carrying Malfoy's horrendous baby! Of course he would get sick when he has such a thing inside him!"

"Ron, it's Larissa and you are being silly. She is suffering from morning sickness or pregnancy sickness, whatever you want to call it. It has nothing to do with the father of the baby."

"Whatever, 'Mione. I'm just glad he won't be telling Malfoy, plus that bastard Malfoy wouldn't care about the baby anyway. He turns Harry into a girl and then gets him pregnant. What a psycho!"

"Please Ron, I'm sure Malfoy didn't plan that."

"Why the hell do you keep defending him? What the hell is wrong with you? He even calls you Mudblood and you defend him?"

"He hasn't called me that in quite some time, Ron. Just drop it."

Malfoy had lost the little bit of color he had on his pale body. So Larissa was pregnant and she wasn't planning on telling him? Why? Why did she want to hide such a thing? He suddenly decided to confront her and entered the hospital wing. Sa was there, having some special soup the house elves had prepared on Pomfrey's instructions. She was trying to nurture Larissa with food that the girl would keep inside. The girl was also able to eat buttered toasts.

Sa's eyes traveled to the doorframe and she gasped. There was Draco standing by the doorframe and looking pissed. She started to consider the possibilities, but everything told her that it was impossible for Draco to know already. She had just found out that morning and Ron and Hermione were the only ones that had been told. Not even Pomfrey knew who the father was, so how come Malfoy was there? "What are you doing here?"

Draco approached her and sat on the bed, shocking Larissa. He sighed, trying not to be angry. "Why did you want to hide it from me?"

"I don't know what you are talking about."

"Don't lie to me, Potter. I heard Granger and Weasley."

Larissa wanted her life to end right there. How could those two speak about it out loud? Her train of thoughts was interrupted: "They weren't talking aloud. I used Extendable Ears."

Sa looked surprised: "You have?" He nodded. "Great. Just leave. I do not need your sympathy. You've fucked me for life."

"I won't leave you like this and I'm sorry I haven't spoken to you during all this time. That was stupid of me."

"Please, Malfoy. If you hadn't found out you wouldn't even be here apologizing. I don't need you." Larissa felt as if she was stabbing herself when she spoke to Draco like that, but she didn't care. She thought it was for the best. She didn't want to be hurt.

"Stop that already! I said I won't leave you and yeah, perhaps I came sooner because of what I found out, but that doesn't mean that I haven't cared about you all this time. I've been spying on Granger and Weasley since before today."

Larissa's eyes had become wet, but she didn't want him to see her cry so she lowered her face and spoke with a broken voice. "Just go, please. Don't do this to me. I'm scared. I..."

Draco pulled her to his chest and she cried between his arms, her face against Draco's chest. "It's alright. We'll face this together. I'm sorry."

Sa removed her face and looked into Draco's eyes. "Madam Pomfrey says she is not sure if my body will handle a pregnancy. My body might get rid of the baby."

Draco considered this for a minute and asked: "Do you want that to happen?"

Larissa shook her head: "I'm still confused so I don't even know what to think. I am supposed to be a boy and now I'm a girl, and then I get pregnant and I have no idea when my bloody life got even more complicated than what it already was." Draco nodded at her babbling and held her tight. He didn't know what to do, but he was sure of two things. He wouldn't be able to eat that day and he wouldn't be able to sleep that night. This was too much for him and he had a feeling that the baby wouldn't die, but how was he to become a father? Money was not an issue, but still...


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