Anthem for Anthy (by Saionji)

Was it reality? Or just an illusion?
Our love, my feelings?

My sweet bride, oh what souless beauty!
I lost myself in mysterious eyes, a doll with an ebony heart.
To have touched perfection made flesh, it corrupted my soul.
Roses are meant for love. Was there love between us?
Thorns... small daggers piercing tender flesh, betrayal stabbed my heart.

A tender rose, what else to do but shelter it - roses have thorns
A silent bird, what else to do but shelter it - birds have wings
Keep it from flying, from my grasp - too late, gone...
The choice was never mine, you belonged to another
Princess without a prince, could I not be your lover?
What had she I did not?
Could I not belong within your cold heart?
Drowning, drowned, gone...
Memories fading... was it all dreaming?
All I have left are empty pages, a book with no ending.