There is no sanctuary for me in this world

There is no one to embrace me, or sing me to sleep

Salt tracks of dried tears, untended wounds

And I know that I'm trapped, that I'm in far too deep

I search for the cracks, my lips whisper the words

My eyes stare at the floor but my heart's far away

Every night lying still in the cold creaky bed

I find myself farther from the lies that they say

The walls and the chains, the whips and the jeers

My father's bruised face, wet with his tears

I know that they're lying, I know this is wrong

I have to get out of here and find where I belong

They give me books, give me scrolls, words to memorize

They think that I'll serve them, they think that I'm tame

Let them think what they will, I know my own goals

I've worked hard and got far and I'm good at this game