I saw something drop onto my table and went to go see what it was. It was a letter in unmistakable hand writing--
My dear sister,
I love you so much. I am sorry that I was never able to gain the courage to tell you when I had the opportunity. That is my only regret and I will never forgive myself for my inaction. You were my first reason for existing, my main hope for happiness.
Had I known that that would be the last time you would ever see me alive again, I would have admitted to it. I would have taken your hands into mine, looked down into your twinkling brown eyes and professed my undying care for you.
Don't grieve for me too long, sister, now that my time has come. Know that I always loved you and always have- always will. Two years has parted us all our lives but never will it seem as far as now.
Maybe I, like the rest our family, was meant to go young while you- you were meant to go on living. We always knew that I'd go before you; just never thought it would be so soon. But no matter the situation, sis, I'm going to miss you.
Take care of your self my dear. Take care of both you and Harry. Watch out for Sirius, lucious, Remus, and Gwen, we both know they need it- all of them. But mostly sissy (heh do you remember when I always used to call you that as a child? I do), watch out for yourself and please, I know it will be hard, don't worry too much about me. I'm up with mom and dad and our sisters- I'm with my Lilliey flower.
My dear sister, I love you so much and had I known that would be the last time id see you I would have said I love you and not 'fine its your life, you fuck it up'. I would have hugged you, not hit you. I would have told you to be strong- I knew it was coming just not this early. If we had known that there would never be another chance for us to make up, we never would have fought- and just so you know sis, your right, I'm wrong, and I should have just shut my mouth when I didn't say what I should have. I wish you all the luck in the world and may you always be happy with him- he is of course my best friend and will treat you right.
So here I say goodnight, good night and goodbye, my dearest Alianne.
Love to you always,
your big brother-
James
I took the letter in my hand and smiled. Then i went to the phone and dialed my best friend.
"Hey Gwen it's me."I whispered "yea I'm fine. I just got to say good bye."
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