Wen1: To make matters worse Forge (that evil son of a b--) got all the details of them.
Slcikboy444: This is just the beginning my friend >:D and don't worry Jean and Scott will get their much deserved revenge.
Diaz F: Sadly, I am an evil person so I can tell you right now Jean will not do a mind wipe on anyone. By the time I finish with them there will be too many people to count.
marvlix: Are you psychic like Wen? I won't say more 'cause I don't wanna give anything away.
Thanks to jacx (please update your stories asap), Telepathic Angel (i love your name and i love your stories and please update), and Vanilla Strawberry.
This is just a little in between chapter. You will not find out about the damage 'til the next chapter. Hahahaha!
Disclaimer: I own nothing...blah blah blah. The song is Kelly Clarkson's not mine.
This takes place two days after Tabby, Lance, Toad and Pietro planned to spread the word of Jean and Scott's video. It's just enough time for hundreds of students to purchase the tapes.This is in Jean's POV
Oh and Pietro fans sorry but I forgot to put him in the last chapter. Sorry!
It's around ten o'clock. Logan's gonna check in on me in a few minutes. I gotta hurry up.
Now that I finished writing the song I have to see how it sounds. I sit down at the piano and concentrate so that I can play the drums and the guitar without problems.
I will not make
the same mistakes that you did.
I will not let myself
cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
the way you did, you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
to never let it get that far
I will not make the same mistakes you did. You let my father get to you. You let him break you in so many ways, both physically and mantally. I've learned not to let anyone get close to me. I vowed not to love. Love was your weakness, and I was sure it was mine. Love, was how I came along. I never even saw a wedding ring on your finger.
Now the drums and the guitar kicks in
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you I am afraid. Afraid of being hurt like you were. That's why I dated Duncan, I knew it would never get that far. I wouldn't let it. He was safe. Scott was something else. He was real. He is my only love. I've had so many doubts in life. I doubted Professor Xavier, I doubted Scott, I even doubted myself. It was all because of you. But eventually I took chances and those chances blessed me. Now I have a family.
I lose my way
and it's not too long before you piont it out
I cannot cry
because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
a smile, a laugh, every day of my life
my heart can't possibly break
when it wasn't even whole to start with
Now that I try to remember, I never saw you crying. Only when you thought I was asleep I heard you in your room. You were crying like a baby. It hurt me because you were always so happy around me. 'Don't you want me,' I would ask myself so many times. I guess now I'll never know.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
you should have known better than to lean on me
you never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
and now I cry in the middle of the night
for the same damn thing
It's amazing how no matter how hard I try to be different from you we end up being more alike. We both fake our happiness around those we love. It's not fair. Only Scott knows when I'm faking. Because of our link.
I only cry in my own room, like you. I never break down in front of anyone...not even Scott. I don't want him to worry.
How could you lean on me? I was only four. I had no clue what was wrong or why you were crying. We were both too young to be witnesses of my father's cruelty. You were only eight teen, my age, when you died.
Now that I think about it, you never cared about me. If you did you would've left that terrible place we called home. You would've left my father. But you didn't, because no matter how bad he hurt you, you never stopped loving him. It's not fair.
Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Now look at me. I've changed so much from the pickpocket, to a lunatic, to a person who has her health and a family that loves her. Time flies when you're not around. But now I feel guilty, because I abandoned you when you needed me. I ran as far away as possible. I don't even know where your grave is. I feel guilty because when I was 8 or something kids were running around singing 'Don't step on a crack or you'll break your mother's back,' I went right ahead and stepped on all the cracks. I know it's childish but it makes the guilt so much worse, because it wasn't your fault now that I think about it.
It was evil cupid's fault. You were so in love with my father you didn't care about me, you didn't even care about yourself. So you died. I tried so hard to forget you and my father, but love makes you do crazy things. So I told Scott, and now I'm having visions. I keep telling myself it's just a coinsidence, but deep inside I know it's not.
It's all because of you...my mother.
I hope you guys liked this chapter. The song is called "Because of You" by Kelly Clarkson.
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