OMG! I can't believe some of you guys think I'd hurt Jean! tsk, tsk, tsk. Well, I can't help updating so soon, but I don't hear you guys complaining so this is how it's gonna be.
jacx: Nothing bad is gonna happen to Jean. Don't worry. ;D
Diaz F: Jean and Scott are 18, but Logan can never handle the fact that they're adults. ;p I know Forge deserved more than that but I like Forge, if I kept writing then I would've ended killing him off, the only person I would ever kill off is e-m-m-a f-r-o-s-t. My hatred for her runs deep. >:p
Wen1: It's never a good idea for a pissed off telepath/telekinetic to get drunk. Don't worry though. Oh, and no one will kidnap Jean in this story, but the sequel is totally different. I just wanna stick with the summary, he sequel will be waaaayyy deeper. ;D
jenskott: Everyone keeps saying that they all deserved a lot worse and I keep telling them 'If I had kept writing then I would've killed them off and i like all the characters, they're all important in my stories, the only person that I dispise so much that I would kill her off is e-m-m-a f-r-o-s-t. My hatred for her runs deep. >:p
Thanks to Telepathic Angel
Disclaimer: I don't own nothing.
Jean drove downtown, past Broadway and soon left the lights of New York City behind. She wore an expressionless face. She kept driving straight ahead making few or no turns.She wanted to drive away until they all forgot...until they forgot...what she did...how she lied for so many years. She wouldn't be able to face them...they were her friends...her family, and she lied...for so long.
After a while Jean reached a familiar road, she felt drawn to it...she felt like she had walked down here before. She turned on the radio.
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
but it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'til then I walk alone
After a while she reached a little deserted house on her left. It was her little house.
'Oh my god.'
Jean parked her car and walked to the porch. For a minute she just stared at the doorknob. She then unlocked the door with her telekinisis and stepped in. The house was bare, no one left anything behind.
She walked to the foot of the stairs and looked up to the door at the top. It was a little open, it was as if someone forgot to close it. Then she remembered the death of her mother and looked down to the floor. There was a large, dark red spot on the floor where she was standing.
Jean stepped back until her back hit the wall that closed the door, leaving her in total darkness, for the windows were covered with cloth. Her left arm hit something sharp and pointy that pierced the skin, it was a nail that was hammered in place. Some of her blood dripped from the point.
She let out a gasp bacause of the dark and a small whimper because of the nail. Jean then heard the door at the top of the stairs creak and, even though she didn't sense anyone, she ran out, afraid. She quickly got in her car and drove off in the same direction that she came from.
Meanwhile...back at the mansion
"Poor Jean," Warren said.
"I can't believe it," Rogue was speechless
"Well now you know," Scott got up and walked to the door but Logan stood in the way.
"Hand it over, Cyke," Logan said.
"No way," part of him was respecting Jean's privacy but the other part didn't want his penis cut off by an angry Wolverine.
"I need to see it to see what kind of punishment Forge and the rest of the mansion need," even though Logan would eventually get it out of his hands he gave it to him willingly so that they all got grounded and worse.
About two hours later
The whole mansion (except Jean) stood outside of the Professor's office where Logan, Ororo, Hank and the Professor where watching the 'movie'.
"Ve are sooooo grounded," Kurt looked terrified. Everyone nodded in response.
Either the tv was turned up loud or Scott and Jean were, because they could hear their moans from outside the room. After that they heard
"Let me at 'em," Logan was growling and lauched himself at the door.
"LOGAN!" Ororo, Hank, and Xavier both yelled at him to be quiet, either they didn't want him to kill Scott or they wanted to watch Scott and Jean.
"I think Scott's punishment will be worse," Amara said with a smirk.
"Shut up," Scott was not in the mood. After a few moments of silence Warren asked the stupidest question ever.
"So what's it like with Jean,"Warren asked. All the guys turned to Scott.
"You are, like, the most insensitive person in the world," Kitty said with a look of disgust on her face.
"Yeah homme, you can clearly see what's it like by watching the tape," everyone shot him and Warren evil looks.
"Ya' jerk," Rogue hit him.
"Ow! Chere, please! Remy sorry, he could not resist, it was so easy."
After a while the door opened and they heard their punishment
One hour before.
Jean walked to the owner of the small store she was in. She looked like she was crying, her face was flushed and her eyes were puffy. The man in the front desk had black hair, blue eyes and few piercings and tattoos on his body.
"What's the occasion," he asked.
Jean thought before answering, "A death in the family." He looked at her with a consoling look on his face
"I've got the perfect thing," he looked at her fiery red hair and pointed to a picture on the board behind him.
"That's cool. That's the one," she payed the man and walked to the back room with him.
Some time around 12:30 am
Jean closed the door to the mansion as quietly as possible, hoping not to wake Logan up. She didn't want him to find her with what she had in her hand in a bag. She heard Scott talking in the living room. She tried to tell him that she was home through their link but he blocked her.
Logan, Ororo, Professor Xavier, Hank, and Scott were sitting on the couches obviously waiting for her. Logan was wearing a mad experession on his face, he probably saw the tape and gave Scott hell for it, because Scott was still somehow red because of the embarassment. Ororo, Hank, and the Professor looked disappointed and sad. They all turned to her, Logan's expression lightened up a little.
"Where did you go, we were worried," Ororo walked over to her and embraced her. Logan did too, while Scott just sat there, scared to move close to her after what Logan told him.
"Why didn't you tell us," Professor Xavier asked. He felt so miserable that one of his favorite students that he considered his children, didn't confide in him.
After a few moments of silence Jean answered "It's because I dug myself into a lie, and I didn't know how to get out. I didn't know when was the right moment. I kinda thought that maybe if anyone noticed that my parents didn't show up during any orientation then they might figure it out, but no one ever did." Jean sighed, she sensed the rest of the mansion's residents listening in from behind the wall. "Guys come on in, sit down, this concerns you too." Slowly and silently everyone came out from behind the door and sat on the couches.
"I thought we told you to go to bed," Hank said.
"We heard Jean come in and came out...all at once...you should be more quiet, Jean," Warren said.
"It's fine...it's about time I told you guys the truth," she thought of where to begin. She started from the beginning, from what she remembered. After she finished recalling what happened to her she told them what she did about it.
"When I first came here I was totally tramatized. I heard the voices of lunatics and psyhcopaths, I thought I was one of them." She looked over to Scott and smiled. "But if it weren't for a tiny kid I would've ended up pretty messed up...When I got over that I started thinking about my parents...I started making up thoughts about my mom and dad. I used to picture them reading me to sleep and eating dinner together...I made up so many memories that I actually started believing them..."
Tiny tears started falling from her cheeks. "...You know what's really pathetic? I used to make up memories about myself." She felt like they didn't understand and elaborated. "Like parents' got tons of stories about their kids. You know like 'Wasn't it cute when Suzy couldn't say super-cali-fucking-whatever.' I mean like people remember a lot of weird shit."
Jean felt their surprise at cussing so much, but she couldn't help it. Whenever she got angry or sad she cussed about everything. "Well, I kinda felt that maybe I used to do some cute or funny stuff. But the truth is...no one was really there watching. No one cared. My dad was a fucking beer addict and my mom was his bitch...I as stuck in between."
Jean finished and knew that Miss.Perfect was over. She hugged Scott, who was sitting next to her, and buried her face in his shoulder.
After some minutes of awkward silence passed, "Guys you should go to sleep," Ororo said. They all left the room in shock, they hugged Jean and went up the stairs.
"I'm so sorry Jeannie...I'm gonna go catch some shut eye," Logan walked up to her and hugged her tightly. He took in a deep breath but ended it abrubtly, he sniffed again. "Jean what do ya' got in yer' hand?"
"Ohhh...Logan I...I was gonna...oh here" she shoved a two bottles of beer in his hands. "I was gonna take them up to Scott since he probably had a rough day and..." she trailed off.
"Nice choice Jeannie," he had to admit she had good taste in beer. Ororo smacked him upside the head for that comment. "What did I do?" He turned to Jean "I'll let this slide this time." He hugged her goodnight again but this time he smelled another strange thing "Jeannie..you smell like...a tatto parlor...and it smells like the guy that drew on you hit somewhere south." Jean blushed the color of her hair.
"Logan..."she started whining "...fine...I got a tattoo."
"Where! Cause I don' see it an' that's a bad sign."
"It's not that bad. Calm down, look." She turned around and showed him her lower back. Logan let out a loud sigh of releve. So did everyone else.
After saying their goodnights, they all went to sleep. Jean went to sleep in Scott's room. She said she felt more comfortable there. Thankfully there wasn't any school the next day and no Danger Room sessions.
Tomorrow was another day
So there it is. There's still a couple of chapters left so don't worry. Oh, and there's gonna be a sequel. Check out my new story on my profile called Begging Always Helps. It's really funny. :P
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