Keely had been walking around for what seemed like hours. She wasn't sure why she was walking but for some reason she couldn't think of anything else to do. She realized she couldn't stop. Something was forcing her to walk somewhere, but she had no idea where. She hung her head low watching her feet walk upon the narrow road she had been on for about five minutes when she heard it, people crying and a man talking in the far distance.
She looked up and for the first time took in her surrounding, a graveyard. She looked at the crowd of people wearing all black. He eyes widened as she recognized her mom, Via, Owen, Pim, Mr. and Mrs. Diffy. Then it hit her, she was watching his funeral. Her heart began to race as she closed her eyes begging to be somewhere else. " I waited for you" She opned her eyes to notice she was no longer at the graveyard but at a park. THEIR park. She turned around to see Phil standing behind her "but a part of me knew you wouldn't show up"
So many emotions hit her as she saw the boy she had loved for four years, the boy she would love forever. She felt sad and afraid, but at the same time it felt so natural to be with him again. " I couldn't, I couldn't say goodbye" Phil shook his head " I know. It's ok" Phil stepped closer and saw the unsureness in her eyes " Its ok Keels its me" this calmed her down. Phil always knew how to do that. He always knew how to make her feel comfortable. They both sat down on the grass. It was silent until " I'm sorry I didn't go" he looked into her eyes " Its ok, really, your going through a lot." Keely shook her head " no its was stupid, I was being selfish." " but you can be…..selfish I mean…right now must be difficult, you should be thinking about getting your life back" Keely thought to herself 'but I don't want a life without you'
She smiled to herself " do you remember the time I was getting really bad cramps and felt really sick?" Phil grinned remember that time " yea, I went over to check on you" "but all I could do was yell about wanting milkduds." Phil shook his head, they were both laughing " I think if you could you would have turned me into a milkdud and ate me!" Keely dropped her jaw and hit him "HEY!" "sorry! But you know its true" Keely began to laugh again " yea your probably right, to bad your wizard wasn't around" but then her heart melted as she remembered what happened afterwards " but you walked to the rain to get them for me" they both became serious. Phil shrugged " it was nothing" " but it was. You were always there for me when I needed you" Keely looked down at the grass " I should have told you then that I ….." Phil took her chin and met his eyes with her " I know"
Keely looked at him confused " you do?" "yea" he took a sign and looked at her face noticing how beautiful she truly was. " I hear you you know….every time you talk to me, every time you cry…..every time you feel alone your not, because I'm with you….I've always been with you" Keely began to feel tears in her eyes. " so that note… it was you?" he gave her his cute boyish smile she had known to love "it was me"
she stood up and looked down at him "but its been a whole month, why didn't you let this happen sooner?" Phil began to stand up " I thought maybe you could get over this on your own" Keely could believe what he was saying " This? THIS! Your acting like I failed a math test! Your dead Phil! How am I suppost to get over it?" she was right he was gone and it was a lot more complicated. It wasn't something to get over. But it was also something you couldn't get over on your own and he knew that " but you cant keep pushing people away Keels. You cant do this alone" Keely shook " everyone just feels sorry for me, they treat me different" " what about Via ? I saw how happy you were today. You know I haven't seen the girl I loved in a long time, but today she came back"
Phil caressed her cheek as a tear slid down. " but I'll never exactly be the same person, not without you. I don't want to be without you" They both hugged feeling the spark they had both had that night in the car. The spark they secretly hid from each other. But this time they knew how they both felt. The held each other for several minutes before letting go " I want you to try. I know it's hard, but I want you to try to live your life." " but how can I when…" "please" she knew he was right, she knew she should at least try, but it was so hard. Keely shook her head " I'll try" Phil smiled knowing she would. He took took her hand" you know when you really need me, I'm going to be here" Keely smiled back " I do know"
Then she woke up. She looked around the room to find a piece of paper on her dresser drawer it read 'always' she smiled and looked at the clock 7:15, she had to get ready for school, but most importantly she had to find Via. She HAD to apologize .
So their it was. Oh and I realized that I never mentioned this before but they are about 17/ 18 now. If you caught on by the fact that Phil was driving the night of the accident then great, cause I wasn't sure if anyone would. But anyways please review.