Chapter 13: Fate Drives Us Insane...

Draco threw Harry's shirt off of the bed carelessly. He smiled, then stopped, half bent over, his breathing warm and shaky.

"Are..." Draco stopped, lifting his head, "Sorry." he added and started to get off, his belt clinking as he moved.

"No..." Harry said persuasively. "I want to…" Harry was breathing heavily as he pulled the blonde back down onto him.

Draco frowned at him, but the contact, the electricity as their skin met made his body quake and his frown twisted into a grin as he moved down, kissing Harry's stomach, tracing the small scars from years of work and camp life that slightly marked his skin, with his lips, enjoying every moment, soaking in it all.

Harry tangled his hands in the blonde hair that was once quite short but now was longer. "Draco..." Harry whispered blushing by his actions.

He only made a small murmur as he nipped at the skin around Harry's belly button, hands slithering up his body, his own arms and hands humming and shaking excitedly.

Harry tried to unbutton the other boy's pants, maybe rushing but he wanted to hurry and he shuddered as Draco continued to lather him with kissed.

Draco smiled as Harry's hands struggled and sat up, helping guide his fingers, then kicking them off "Better?" he joked as he moved back to his

kissing and nipping.

Harry smiled like he just achieved something. "Yes…" he said excitedly. "Stop…Teasing me ..." he whined.

"Why? It's fun." Draco hesitated but then he licked the lightning bolt shaped scar on the black haired boy's head. This made a moan escape from the bottom of Harry's throat.

But as he did, Draco sat up again and played with the buttons on Harry's loose jeans, his hands shook and he cursed himself for it.

Harry smiled and removed the jeans that had been bugging him all night. Now they were only in there underwear kissing on the bed almost afraid to continue. It was like of course they both wanted to, but the excitement of this whole thing made each of them almost scared of it.

The blonde boy smiled as he traced his fingers up the black haired boy's side, moving his hips from side to side and kissing random spots on his skin, then biting, then licking then kissing again, one hand tackling Harry's own hand, holding it above his head as he bent down and kissed him, trying almost to mold their lips as one.

Harry pulled at the other boy's boxers making a snapping sound. "I'm ready..." he whispered in his ear, between kisses and moans.

The punk boy stopped, heart skipping and nodded, but yet didn't move, his hand that had been tracing so slightly went in search of Harry's, he wanted to just know he was still there and as he found it and squeezed "I..I a..." he mumbled and finished "Right..." but still he couldn't move, why? He loved this boy, his boy but...he was afraid...

"You...don't want ...to...?" Harry asked sitting up a bit as he lay underneath the blonde.

"No.." Draco said and shook his head "I...do...but I am afraid..." He admitted wiping his forehead with the back of his hand.

"I am too...but. I love you I want you to... I love you ..." Harry groaned and lay flat under him. Harry had always wanted to be right here, but he pictured it totally different.

"N..no." Draco bgan his mind was just racing, he also had thought about this moment. But it didn't feel like a beautiful real life version of his fantasies. "I am half drunk, haven't seen you in months. And you're almost half drunk...we can't." He finally said, sitting up "Not now." he mumbled.

"I don't care!" Harry yelled at him desperately, he really didn't I mean he didn't want to push Draco away and he thought this was the only way to keep him closer. "Please ..." he cried out to him holding his other hand out.

Draco frowned and bent down, kissing him once and then sighed "Fine." he muttered, the more persistent side pushing through " I love you." he added as he stripped himself of both his last articles of clothing and what little restraint he had left. I mean it wasn't that hard for him.

Harry felt his love on him and blushed a scarlet red filling his face. He didn't have to say it back, he was sure Draco had memorized how he felt about him. Harry could already feel himself fall back into the pleasure of this boy.

Draco smiled and shuddered excitedly as he moved, his hands teasing at Harry's own garments, "Your turn." he purred bending down and kissing his stomach.

It was Harry's turn and this time he was ready. He pulled off his boxers, they were ordinary plain ones but to Draco they were anything but ordinary.

Draco smiled and moved up, noticing now that Harry was almost as tall as him and kissed the smaller boy's lips, rocking his hips, afraid yet blinded by what he hoped was love.

Harry gasped between kisses. "I.Love.You" Harry told him over and over. Each word was a long sentence as Draco plunged into the boy below him.

Each word pelted at Draco's mind, telling him how wrong this was. Was this really lust or love or both? The question was suddenly blinded as his instincts fought back and he groaned as he moved down, crushing himself against Harry, hands tangled ruthlessly in the boy's black messy hair.

Victoria had expected gunshots, but the sudden and vicious moaning made her blush as she passed the room, deciding it best to get the shot glasses later...

Every part of them seemed connected, lips, hands, chests...everything, moving in a wild rhythm that changed so often.

Their words slurred, and hands clung above their heads, holding onto the metal bars of the bed posts.

A single moan silenced any other noise emitting from the room, two voices mixed as one that now fell apart.

He held Harry's hand and smiled, his blonde stringy hair clinging to his face and his eyes closed in pleasurable pain. "I..." was all he got out as he drifted away, falling into a heavy sleep.

Harry felt his heavy body fall on him making Harry's gasp from the weight. "Draco..." he whispered in his ear tickling the hairs and kissing his neck Harry fell asleep his arms wrapped tightly around Draco strong and definitely naked body.

His words twisted in Draco's mind, twisting into screams and fearful words, he couldn't see himself only the gun...and only Harry...what did it mean?

"Wake up you two!"

The voice was definitely in the room.

Draco opened a eye and almost yelled, he would have shot his gun but...it was laying in a heap with his clothing, along with the blankets.

He struggled to cover Harry as Victoria laughed "Good morning."

She said, her eyes closed, though she could hear him scrambling. "Just leaving some food." she said and backed out, and Draco finally noticed the plate sitting on the bed side table.

He noticed how hungry he was and bent down, biting Harry's ear in a playful manner, and growling, teeth still closed on his lobe "Wake up…" his words vibrating up the sleeping boy's ear.

"Wh-what huh...?"Harry asked clinging to him remembering everything a smile placed on his exhausted face. "Oh..." Harry mumbled and his voice almost sounded disappointed.

Draco frowned "What's wrong?" he purred pulling his head away.

Harry mumbled and forgot what he was saying as he felt his hands touch Draco's warm silky skin. "Nothing..." he giggled sitting up but he was blocked from the body that was above him.

Draco smiled and kissed his cheek, then grabbed the blankets wrapping them both up in them. He bit at Harry's stomach before crawling cat like out of the bed and sitting cross legged, -he has no modesty to hungry- and pulled down a piece of toasted bun and bit into it happily.

Harry lay there watching him. A sigh escaped from his dry and swollen lips. Harry let out a small giggle as he watched him eating. Lying down on the bed so he could wrap her arms around Draco's neck and stole a piece of toast that he was about to put in his eager mouth.

"Hey!" Draco whined and stuffed the rest into his mouth then chewed and swallowed, then coughed a "Ha!" and took on of Harry's hands in his and squeezed it, then shivered "Is it me or is it cold?" he wondered.

"It's you..." Harry grabbed the rest of the blanket and wrapping them around his own shoulders and sitting next to Draco on the floor. "I'm warm." he teased resting his head on Draco's shoulder.

The cold boy snuggled closer and whined "It's because you stole my warmth away from me!" Then Draco relaxed his head on Harry's and rested a hand on the other boy's knee, running his thumb in the shape of a heart, then a circle and other random shapes.

Harry closed in eyes forgetting Draco was cold. He crawled up onto him, pushing his bent knees down. "Relax." He lay on top of him kissing his chest warming them both.

"Mmmhh..." Draco mumbled as he wrapped his arms around Harry and yawned "Its easy with you snuggling me." He said sarcastically.

"I hope so..." Harry said while poking his cheek. "Remember Draco...?" His voice seemed sad as she touched a scar on his chest. "Kai..."

"Y...yeah..." Draco said and glanced away "I remember..." he mumbled, eyes glazing over. "I will always remember..."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to bring it up…" this broke their snuggly moment. Harry stood up taking the blankets with him leaving the blonde cold and alone. He dressed slowly his body was thin and frail his skin so pale and fine.

"So you going to find Sam?" Draco asked as he grabbed his own clothing, secretly wishing the answer was no. Once dressed wrapping his arms around Harry's waist and whispering "I can kill him for you if you want." he teased and snapped his teeth shut with a click next to Harry's ear "Just like that."

Tears started to burn in Harry's eyes anger and all that he had done came back to haunt their "perfect" moment. "Draco..." he pushed his arms away from him. "You are so different..." he stated again crossing his arms studying him like he was a freak. "Remember...oh forget it you won't..."

"What?" Draco said raised an arm since the other was busy putting his gun on its holster "I was kidding! And what won't I remember?" he snapped.

Harry looked at the gun and tears started to come back. I mean why couldn't he just forget everything and give his life to Draco? Give everything to him, last night was the best nights of this life but…see there is a but and he just didn't know how to except a doubt that big. "You know what? You won't if I told you a thousand times; you're too busy playing cops and robbers with your friends..."

"I ain't! It's my life!" Draco snapped and clicked the gun into its place "Now tell me!" he added.

"Well...you told me that you wouldn't be like this...I don't know I was expecting you to at least not almost kill me!" Rage that had been built up forever exploded. "You said you'd protect me, you said you loved me, you said you would never hurt me, you said I made you worry when I hurt myself...I-I thought you cared!" Harry didn't know where all this was coming from but he did have an idea that this wasn't how he thought it would be or how it would work out.

Could he give it another chance or was he about to just walk out the door not knowing where this all was going to end up? Either way the nightmare continued and fate was driving him insane.

TO BE CONTINUED...

Author's Note: Yes, No Maybe So? Ugh, I hope you liked it, it took me FOREVER to write and update, well forever to me is like what? 3 days? LoL guess not that long haha well long to me next chappy coming as soon as YOU REVIEW. Thanks for reading chapter 13 of last chance I hope you enjoyed it!