I still don't own them...

Ok people I can't think of any particular direction for this to go it sooo I might just kill everyone off in one big sweep of an epidemic, or I'll let them live on I their merry little lives. I'm very happy with my out of character sesshomaru. Deal if you don't like him, eat me. (Oh and on a side note, I wouldn't be able to say something to your face CAUSE YOUR TO MUCH OF A PUSSY TO WIRTE YOUR NAME YOU IDIOT!) Sorry it slipped.

Moving on to a brighter side. I don't like this fic as much as my other ones, it was great when I first started writing it, but I'm still suffering severe writer's block. And I can't think of a purpose or direction for this story.

I left rin off at yet another village. And returned to patrol my lands with kanna. We're unstoppable. I smirked as I thought this. Kana walked over to me and grabbed my hand, pulling me to her. I smiled down on her. She was beautiful. As I thought this, a shocked expression washed over her face, and she fell onto me. I could smell her blood. As I laid her on the ground, I could feel her spirit leaving her. I reached for the sword of life, and I was surprised when nothing met my grasp. I looked to my side. My sword was gone. "How could this be?" I said just above a whisper. No other demon could touch my sword. Tokijin was gone too. Where did the go. I sniffed the air had no sent other then my dead mate's blood. I could feel her soul had left her, there's no chance for her now. I began to dig, the only thing I could think to do now, dig a grave for my lost love. I lowered her into the grave, and looked at her face one last time. How could it be, that in the time I knew her that she'd change me so much. Things would be different now. Nothing, will ever reach my heart again. Ever. I placed a rock on her grave as a marker, and put some flowers down that rin had given me earlier. I began to walk away, leaving the only one I had ever loved behind. I jumped and began to fly, stretching my senses for my sword.

It took me 3 days to locate my swords. I had gone back to the village and told rin to stay there, and I told her that if they did anything to her while I was away to tell me. That was 2 days ago. I sensed them deep in a forest, all the way on the edge of the eastern territory, bordering the north. Circling around them from above, I could see them clearly. They where in the center of a clearing. I hovered there thinking of what kind of trap this must be, and set by who? I know of no other demon with the ability to touch the sword of life, and no pitiful human would dare....I growled. I could smell a demon, a couple of hundred yards up. I used my whip of light to test of there was a shield guarding them from me. Nothing happened. I jumped and landed with grace. Walking up I grabbed tokijin, and then I reached for tenseiga. Picking it up, I tucked it into my sash and unsheathed it to inspect it. Seeing nothing wrong, I placed it back into its sheathe. I turned to face the demon that had just entered the clearing, giving him a cold glare.

"I see sesshomaru, that you have found them good job." He said. I continued to stare.

"Name yourself." I said coldly.

"I am Fudo. I am a bear demon, I specialize in fire."

"What do you want with me?"

"Long ago, your grandfather, dai, came into my lands, training your father." He was walking towards me; I had my hand on tokijin, ready for an attack. "They found their way to my cave and killed my family. My mate, my cubs, and left me bleeding." His eyes flashed. "Dai told me that this was punishment for being a poor demon, weak in power. He bragged about his son, and the power that he possesses. I remember lying there in agony, while his poison ate away at my skin, and as my heart broke. He left me to die; only I didn't. I healed and grew in my powers, grew until I was a match to you, sesshomaru. My original target was that human girl you seem so fond of, but sense you where alone with your mate, I took her life instead." He was about 5 feet away from me now. "So sesshomaru, how does it feel to lose what you loved?"

"I feel nothing you fool."

"Ah yes I should have expected something like this from you."

"You know nothing of me."

"Is that so?"

"Yes"

He went to charge me, but he was slow, I can see how my grandfather defeated him so easily. I snapped my whip out at him; His right arm, where most of his energy was held fell severed, to the ground. Almost immediately, it burst into flame and was reduced to a pile of ashes. His eyes flashed. "It takes more then that to bring me down." He said charging me again. I dodged, but barely, I slashed his face with my poison claws. He stopped to catch his breath as the skin on his face dissolved from my acid. "Why don't you use your left arm?" I glared at him as I drew tokijin.

"I have no left arm." I said as I pointed tokijin at him. I threw a large blue energy orb at him. Once the light had subsided, all that was left were pieces of burnt flesh, a dagger, and a small green crystal. I walked over and picked up the jewel. Is this what is created from a soul over run by bitterness? I placed it in a pouch attached to my sash. I walked over to the dagger wondering how something as weak as a dagger could survive that. I picked it up and was slightly surprised at the energy that ran through it. I ventured into the woods and cornered a small demon. I stabbed him. He yelped in pain and as soon as the sound left it, it's body went rigged and fell to the ground. It was indeed very powerful. It trapped the soul of the demon inside its body, with out letting it die. I placed that in the pouch too and tied it shut. "Pathetic demon thinking he could take on this lord sesshomaru" I muttered. I jumped into the sky, and flew to retrieve rin.

I soared over the village where she was and I saw her walking around with a boy. I felt a pang from deep within, and wondered what it was. I decided to get her later that night. It landed and jumped into a tree and fell into a light slumber.

I walked along the path leading to the village, singling out rin's scent from the other humans. I found her staying in the headman's house. I entered quietly and moved along the hall to her scent. I entered the room where her scent was the greatest ad heard whispers, a giggle and more whispers. I entered silently, standing behind whoever she was talking to. He was a young boy about 18, his hands where worn and callused from working in the fields, there where so intrigued with each other that it was several minutes before rin noticed me standing there. Her eyes widened and she smiled really big. The boy, confused as to why rin suddenly seemed so overjoyed turned around and his eyes suddenly filled with fright. He drew a breath in, preparing to scream. I moved swiftly putting my hand over his mouth, thinking that his death had come, he fainted. The boy was a coward, but if he made rin happy...

"Come rin; let us talk to this boy away from the village." She nodded excited to see sesshomaru again and jumped up and hurried out after him.

We where sitting by a stream. I was as well cause rin said it might make him less frightened if I wasn't towering over him. I leaned against a rock, dozing waiting for rin to explain everything to him. I listened to their conversation for where I sat.

"So he's your father kind of?"

"Yeah I was dead and he revived me and took care of me."

"Why where you at our village then?"

"I had come of age to find a suitor."

"Oh...what was he doing when you were with us?"

"I don't know he probably won't tell you anyway."

"oh." He looked over in my direction. "He looks kinda mean..."

"Only to people he doesn't like...well he doesn't like anyone, except for his mate. She's really nice." I felt another emotion swelling in me. Was it me or did I hear sadness in rins voice...it was almost jealousy. I silently laughed at my self. Rin thinks of me as a father, nothing more. I was so lost in my thoughts that when I tuned back in, rin was waving a hand in my face, and the boy was snickering quietly. I glared at him. He whimpered. I smiled slightly. He was a weakling. I pulled rin aside.

"Rin do you really like him?" I asked her, looking into her eyes.

She shifted her eyes, she was nervous, I could smell it. Her actions spoke well enough for me. I walked over to the boy and placed my finger on his head. He didn't remember e, and tomorrow morning, he'd wake back in the village, and it would seem to him that as suddenly as Rin had appeared, she's disappeared.

"How'd you know I didn't like him lord sesshomaru?"

"Your actions spoke for you." I said as I held her and jumped into flight.

"Lord Sesshomaru were are we going?"

"We're going to visit inuyasha and kagome" I answered softly. I looked down at her. There was this look in her eyes. I wasn't imagining it was I? I have to be... Rin doesn't love me. I looked up into the stars and she snuggled against my chest and fell asleep wrapped in my boa.

So tell me what you think. The rating will rise due to the author's bad language?!? Dirty dirty girl!