Chapter 4:Forbbiden...

When she felt his hand aound her waist,she knew in a way what he wants to do.And she got scared.Not by him.Not by his move.By herself.He grabbed her waist and pulled her to him,ready to kiss her when she maked a move and left his trap.

'No Kurama.'

He looked at her with his amber eyes,not understanding.It wasn't this what she wantedHe looked down.He was used with women,it was nothing new but the other he wasn't.He was very difficult in this situation.He was keepping every feelling only for him,inside him,to afraid to show his affection in any sense.His mother was an exception.And now,pushed by his demonic side,he maked a move that he will do it in months,or even more.

'Why not?'he asked feelling the other he aching for an answer to the question.

Hotaru stayed with her back at him,to shy to look back.

'Its better.I like you but we are taking things to fast...and...'

'But?'

'I don't want to hurt you.I don't want to hurt people I love and care anymore...I died once...but I wonder why I revived...Why does humanity needs me?My power?Is that all?I can give so much more...but they never gaved me the oportunity to show it...So...I allways go...I leave before I could ruin everything...'

Kurama looked at her and in a way udnerstood her.Ince you have such power,as he does to,normal people start looking at you like you were a freak.Hotaru turned and gaved a beautifull smile.

'It was nice...to see you again,Kurama...'she said and he returned to his red head form.His now green eyes were watching her fake smile and felt her pain.'Please don't look me anymore...'she said and jumped over the balcony.

'Hotaru!'he cried and rushed to the edge of the balcony.

But she was no where to see.

'Damn...she's fast...'

Hotaru runed on the streets,to her house and let her tears fall.Why was she crying?He didn't do anything...O yes he did...He showed her how much she misses a normal life...to have a boyfriend...many friends...to be...loved...

(next morning)

'Hotaru!Time for school!'

She opened the door only to see a worried Haruka in the dorrway,wearing a white half opened shirt with a red scarf on a arm and also white pants.Haruka saw a very unlike Hotaru...her hair was free on her shouldeurs and was wearing a blue navy t-shirt with a free shouldeur and some black jeans.

'Taru,its late.You're gonna miss...'

'Tell me Haruka.'

Something was wrong.Hotaru allways said to her with the 'papa' ending.

'What?'

Hotaru looked into her eyes.

'Is it true that I am forbidden to have a personal relationship?'

Haruka went all white,just like her clothes.

'Na...Nani?'

'Answer me,please...'

Silence.Then Hotaru showed her a medalion with a small inscription.

'Where did you find that!'Haruka yelled.

'In your car...last days I thought...The message is for me...And I knew what it means...I am not allowed to love someone more than a friend...'she said while her eyes were showing her huge pain.

'Taru...'Haruka tried to hugg her but was pushed away.

'Don't touch me!'Hotaru yelled.

Haruka looked in shock.Hotaru never,but never yelled at her before.

'Don't ever touch me!Lier!Lier!'she cried and runed away to the exit of the house.

Haruka followed her closely but Hotaru was as fast as her.Soon,she had lost Hotaru.She stopped in the middle of the park and looked all around.But she was not there anymore...

With Kurama...

Kurama walked into the classroom and sat in his desk.He let his head in his hands and closed his eyes.Why was he like this?He usually acts strange,but he allways takes things easilly and treat them with coldness.This time...was different.He had to find her...But how?

'Botan...yes...she can help me...'

After classes,he got out of the highschool and walked into the garden.

'Botan,please come...'he said and after a few seconds in front of him appeared the beautifull fairy.

'Kurama,you called me?'she asked with shinny eyes.

'Hai.'Kurama gaved her a smile and Botan smiled back,trying to hide her blush.He was for sure the most beauifull man in the world.

'You remember I asked you yesterday to take me to the Spirits World?'

'Hai...'

'Can you help me again?To find what I look?'

'Don't know,I...'she was about to say no but in the moment he tooked her hand in his she couldn't stop herself staring into those gorgeus green eyes.

'Please..'he pleaded .

She let her head in the ground and said a low 'yes'.He then,gently,as he was all the time,in specially with her , rised her chin.

'Thank you,my Botan.'he said looking into her eyes and kissed her hand.

'How...how...'she almost lost her breath.'How can i help you,Kurama?'

He showed her a ribbon.

'Can you find her with this?'

"Her...her...is a her...I knew that...but I didn't wanted to believe it...He is inlove...with another...He loves...another...And me?What about me,Kurama?You say all the time my Botan but not in the way I say my Kurama.I love you...can't you see?You're looking into my eyes but you don't see it don't you?My love for you..."

'Sure Kurama.I'll look for her spiritual energy.'

'Thank you,my little fairy.'he said and haved her a wink.Then he smiled again and this time she knew that if she would of been standing,she would had fall.

'See ya!'he said and turned,shaking a hand to her,over his shouldeur and resting the other one in his pants pocket.

A tear rolled on Botan's cheek as she let her blush and dreamy eyes free to express themselves.She watched his shape dissappearing in the view and looked at the ribbon.

'If this makes you happy Kurama...At least I have your friendly love...At least that...I can see you when I want too...My Kurama...'

I know it was short,but this week i was very very busy...sorry...Does anyone have any ideas to continue this story cause its not what I wanted to be...Hmpf...