(A/n: this chapter will be a bunch of diary/journal entries so you can skip but you might miss some important stuff like a big fight! So please don't skip this is a REALLY important chapter. I am serious I didn't make up the plot of the end of the chapter!)

Dear Diary,
It's me, Lily. I have been writing in you for awhile and you still don't have a name. I guess I'll name you. How about Rose? I like that. Okay, Rose, there

is a lot of catching up we have to do. James Potter is a git. I hate him! He is so stupid! Do you know he stole you today? Lucky Petunia ripped out all your pages up till

now when she was mad at me. Anyway, when I found out you were missing I went crazy. I ran around the dormitory screaming at the top of my lungs, "Journal?

Where is my journal!" Emma says it was quite funny and Katy says I looked like a bafoon and someone should steal you more often. Humph, I disagree. Anway

when I found out Potter had you things went from bad to worse. I hunted him down and pointed my wand at him. Instead of being smart and just accio-ing it I hexed

him until he gave it back. By the time I had you back I was ready to cry. Why does Potter always have to be so mean. I thought he got the message last year. Well I just

remembered you don't know about last year. It's a long story but to make a long story short I gound him hexing Severus and got really angry at him. He asked me out

and I said no. Then Severus called me a mudblood and I almost cried. Then James made him apologize and I got angrier. So, it wasn't pleasant. Potter just drives me

crazy sometimes. I mean he never knows when he is taking things to far. I feel a little bad for him I guess. I mean if you can't realize when things have gone too far then

you may never realize how to take things seriously. Anyway off the topic of Potter and onto my friends. The latest news is Katy broke up with Felix. Poor guy. I wish

Katy could actually go out with a guy for longer than a month. Sighs, whatever. Emma is just Emma. She's still going out with Ted, who I hate, but I am pretty sure if I

told her I didn't like him she'd be devastated. And then there's Jerry. He's nice. I like him a lot, but sometimes I think he should consider his career more. I mean he's

graduating soon. Really soon. And all he wants to be is a comedian. A comedian! I mean come on how much would that salary be? 100 galleons every two months? 100

galleons may seem like a lot. But, not for two months. Anyway I did some research to see how much money he'd get. If he had a main location he'd get about just as

much as I said. If he had a main location and traveled he'd get double that in a month. I guess it's pretty good but I'd much rather get paid by the day and not by the

month or so. I have to break up with him before he leaves but, not anytime this month. It's the middle of March. It's almost Spring Break and it's too close to the Holiday

break up with him. After that we have exams. And he has NEWTS so I can't do it then. But maybe after NEWTS. Yes, that's exactly when I'll do it. After NEWTS and

exams. I have to go soon. Wel, more like right now. I hear shouting coming from downstairs! What could be going on at 1:00 in the morning? I'll write soon, Rose. -Lily Marie Evans

Dear Diary,
Unfortunately for me it's Emma. I don't want to write in this stupid diary but Lily thought it would be a great way to get out my feelings and express

the inner me. The only thing I will be expressing is my strong hatred for Lily Marie Evans. Tomorrow morning she'll wake up to find her beautiful red hair has

mysteriously turned green. Emerald green. She'll have a fit of course, but it is entirely worth it. Unless maybe I am being a tad bit too harsh. Am I? Nah, she'll get over it.

Eventually. Anyway, you may ask why she wants me to get out my feelings. Well, it all started in potions this afternoon. I was sitting there minding my own business

when along comes Sirius. Don't get me wrong Sirius and I get along great. But, today I was really pissed. Someone spilled pumpkin juice all over my homework. So

when I showed my teacher she didn't believe it had once been my homework and gave me detention. The nerve of that evil ass woman. Why would I lie and do my

homework and then spill pumpkin juice all over it? Why? Anyway so Sirius comes over and he starts talking about our latest Quidditch game. Well we lost because

James wasn't there so Ravenclaw had more points above us when Katy caught the snitch. So they won anyway. He claims it was MY fault. MY FAULT? I didn't do

anything wrong. He says I should've aimed at the chasers instead of the seekers. "Well, Mr. Black," I said to him standing up, "I believe it was YOU who said to lay off

the chasers because YOU would get them and that I should get the SEEKER!" And then he said all arrogantly, "If I had said that why would I have come over here?" and

then he walked off. Well I don't know why he came over there even though he said it! MAYBE IT WAS BECAUE HE IS AN ARROGANT NO GOOD JACK ASS!" Excuse me

I got out of control. Sirius is a great guy he really is but sometimes he really doesnt know when to quit. Oh, well. So that is basically why Lily decided to give me this

"diary" which she had taken the liberty to name "Bernard." What kind of person names a diary Bernard? A stupid person is the answer. She could have named it Bob

or Fred, but no she had to name it Bernard. Well, "Bernard" I hate you and your stupid white pages. I am freakin sixteen. No sixteen year old girl writes in a diary called

Bernard. Sometimes that Lily Evans really pisses me off. A lot. Okay, wow that felt great getting that all out. Wait, no I can't say that. That was Lily's whole reason for

giving me this diary. So I could get out all my feelings. So if it felt great I may end up being a thirty year old woman writing in her diary constantly and writing about

the old days. Oh, Merlin. What has the world come to? Insanity is what it is? I am going Insane. This diary is going to be the death of me!

No Lily Marie Evans is going to be the death of me.
-Emma -the-fed-up-lunatic- Prewitt

Dear "Diary,
This is Katy. I am writing in Emma's diary, or shall I say "Bernard?" I pity you Emma. Anyway the reason I am writing in it is because I was looking for

my Charms book when I accidentally stumbled upon this. Well I found it so "interesting" that I just had to open it. Well I saw someone had been writing in it. Naturally,

I read what they had wrote. Well I got to say Emma I agree you are a lunatic. And Bernard is most Definently a terrible name! I hereby rename this "Diary" Katy Jr.!

Haha Sucker! You can't change the name either because I wrote Katy Jr. in permanent marker on the cover. Well that was fun. I can imagine the outraged look on your

face when you find out what I did. Anyway I can't believe we did it! Did what? Well my friend I mean that we actually acclompished our goal of becoming Animagi. At

last our hard work has paid off. You are no fun though you're just a stupid chocolate lab with the same eyes you have now. But I am a panther! I am so proud. I know

what Lily would be. A tiger. But unfortunately for her she wasn't smart enough to think of becoming illegal Animagi now was she? laughs evilly Maybe we should

have asked if she wanted to join? But, she probably would've threatened to tell on us. So I guess it was all for the best in not telling her. Anyways you'll never believe

what I saw! James and Sirius are in this huge fight. Peter is standing there like a frightned little kid. James is shouting on the top of his lungs. Sirius is apologizing like

crazy! Anyway they went up to the dorm because apparently the fight was "personal." But, I'll find out what it was about. You'll also never believe what I found out.

Remus is a werewolf. That's right, Mr. Lupin is a werewolf. I always should've known. I mean he disappears once a month. At first I felt bad telling you. And then I

realized you probably knew because you are obsessed with the Defense Against the Dark Arts lessons and probably found out after his bogart form? Or maybe it was

the lessons on werewolves. Which ever one it was I know you know so give it up. Alright? I know now so there is no denying it. I plan to tell him I know tomorrow. You

know it must be hard being a werewolf. I can't even imagine how painful it must be. Once a month during full moon he has go through that never ending pain. I feel so

bad for poor Remus. But, I am sure sympathy isn't what he wants. Do you think he told Erica? I hope he did I mean she wouldn't care if he was a Vampire for Peter's

sake. I can tell that she loves him. It's so obvious. Almost as obvious as it is that he loves her. They are so cute together. I mean they are so much in love with each other.

It kind of reminds me of the way James feels for Lily. Except she loves him but won't admit it. So I guess it's not really all that similar to begin with. Oh, well Lily will

learn eventually that James can't hang around forever. Anyway I hear you coming up the steps so I got to stop writing and hide Katy Jr!
-Katy, not Jr.

Dear Journal,
This is so stupid. I don't see why I have to write in you. It's not my fault that I thought James and Sirius should write in journals. It's true they keep

annoying me with all their little secrets. I needed them to stop annoying me. And now they make me write in a journal. Well I better get started. I am Remus Lupin.

Today is full moon and I have to go to the Whomping Willow soon. I would stop writing there but freaking bloody Potter is watching to make sure I get at least a page

in. So I cheat. I double space. Hey, in my defence it's easier to read that way. Well anyway James is a prat. A prat who is head over heels in love with Lily Evans. Lily

Evans in a sixth year like us. She is a prefect and way out of James' league. WAIT! NO! PRONGS! COME ON THAT'S MY STASH OF CHOCOLATES AND YOU KNOW IT!

Excuse me I'll be back right now I have to go get my chocolates back from James. Well, I am back. With my chocolate might I add. I am so satisfied. I always win when it

comes to James. He challenged me to Wizard's Chess winner takes chocolates. I won of course. Well he didn't take it to well, but that is his problem. Maybe I sound a bit

too harsh. Oh, well. Back to Lily and James. You see as much as James loves Lily she hates him. He loves her a lot, therefore, she hates him A LOT. I think you get the

point. Anyway now I'll move on to Sirius. Sirius is a very interesting character. Not person, character. He is quite unusual if you don't mind me saying. He wrote a book

once. It was called The Art of Breaking Up by Sirius Handsome Black. Well he scratched out Black on our copy of course after remembering his family disowned him.

Sirius is a great guy and all but sometimes he is slightly dramatic. He actually cried when James turned his hair pink and cut it so it was a mohawk. James had to

apologize for three straight days before Sirius forgave him. Then there's Peter. Peter is well Peter. Don't get me wrong, he's a nice kid. It's just he has a couple "ratish"

qualities to him. Like he is obsessed with cheese. When he smiles only his two front teeth show. He's short and slightly chubby. Then there's my lovely girlfriend Erica.

Erica is the greatest thing thats ever happened to me. I love her so much. After full moon, even though she doesn't know I am a werewolf, she always knows how to

comfort me. I have a feeling she might know though. About my being a werewolf. She most certaintly doesn't know that Sirius, James, and Peter are Anigmagi of course.

(James is a stag, Sirius a dog, and Peter a rat.) Erica is just perfect. She gets good grades and she has good looks. She's on the Quidditch team for Ravenclaw and she is a

prefect. My friends say she is an over-achiever I say she's everything I've ever wanted and needed. Of course I get the feeling it is only going to last until summer starts.

I'll probably end up breaking up with her or maybe she'll suprise me and break it off with me. I don't really know. But, for know everything is perfect with Erica. And I

tend to keep it that way for a little bit more. Must go now!
-Remus J. Lupin

Dear Diary,
It's Sirius. Moony made me write in you and quite frankly I don't want to but whatever. I shall name you Padfoot Jr. That's my nickname, "padfoot."

Well there is no time for small talk I have done something terrible. You see I was walking down the hall when I saw Snivellus. Naturally, I pulled out my wand and

hexed him but then he said something. I didn't hear him at first but then pure as day he said, "How's your little mudblood friend?" Well I knew immediately he was

talking about Lily and I wasn't very happy about that. So I hexed him again. And then he said, "What about your precious friends, Remus, James, Lily, Katy, Emma? I

might just have a plan on attacking them." Well that got me even angrier I threw several more hexes at him but he just didn't know when to quit. "Her parent's are

dead," he whispered. I froze so he continued, "The mudblood's parents have just been killed today." I was more angry than I have ever been furious I sent him a lot more

curses. "Lupin will be dead too, perhaps when he disappears today he'll die. Where does he go again? To his sick mum?" Snape sneered.
Well by then I was out of my mind. I shoved him up against the wall, "Do you want to know where he goes every month?" I held my wand to his throat, "Go to the

Whomping Willow after dark and press the knot on the trunk. It should freeze. Then follow the passage way. You'll see where he goes then!"

Snape frozed he managed to gasp out, "Fine, Black, I'll go along with your little joke, but if I end up injured you'll be expelled."

Then he managed to shove me away from him. He took of in the direction of the dungeons before I could realize what I had done. Remus is going to kill me.

Remus is going to kill Snape! Anyway as fast as lightening I ran to the Gryffindor common room. James was sitting their lounging around. "Prongs, you'll never believe

what I just did!" I yelled frantically.

James smirked, "Did you nick food from the kitchens again padfoot because it's not that amazing!"

I sighed in frustration. It was way after dark I noticed when I looked out the window. Then I turned to him and said, "No, I told Snape to go to the Whomping

Willow and press the knot on the trunk!"

James looked at me wide-eyed and before I knew it he took off. In a hurry I followed him. We arrived at the Whomping Willow just after Snape went through

the passageway. James quickly followed him, but I was too stunned to follow. I heard a low growl. The growl of Remus in werewolf state. Then James and Snape

emerged. It was too late the Whomping Willow had already unfroze and it began to beat James and Snape. It knocked Snape unconcious, but James levitated him out of

reach. I quickly helped James out of there but I could tell James and my friendship had been ruined. With my head bowed low I turned to see Dumbledore waiting for us.

He signaled for us to come with him and I thought to myself, "Goodbye Hogwarts, I am going to be expelled. I am so sorry, Remus. James"
-Sirius -the-doomed-

Dear Prongs Jr,
Me and Sirius headed to Dumbledore's office with Snape. He motioned for us to sit down and we did as we were told. Snape had just woken up and he

was livid. Dumbledore looked very disapointed. Sirius sat there ashamed and he bloody well should be. He sits there like an idiot. He betrayed his own friend. Remus

deserves better. He will never live it down. He won't be able to stand the fact that he almost killed Snape. Anway Dumbledore said all gravely, "What happened?"

Sirius said, "Please Sir, it was my fault."

Dumbledore looked at him uncertaintly and Snape said, "Black and Potter decided it would be funny to tell me to go after Lupin! Lupin is a werewolf! He and

Potter and Black should be expelled!"

Dumbledore looked at me and Sirius. Sirius once again said, "Sir, James had nothing to do with it. You see I was walking when I met up with Snape here. He

called Evans a mudblood and that angered me. So I was going to stick up for her and then he insulted my other friends. After that he told me that, well that Evan's

parents are dead."

I gulped. Lily's parents, dead? Dumbledore looked at Snape, "Is this true?"

Snape scowled and denied what was obviously true. Dumbledore asked to see him afterwards. Then he asked Sirius to continue his story, "So I got mad and I

told him to go to the Whomping Willow and press the knot," at those words Sirius bowed his head.

"Well I am afraid that I am going to have to expel you," Dumbledore said.

"What, Sir, it was provoked!" I shouted. I was angry at Sirius but I didn't want him expelled I would deal with Sirius later.

"Well, I may let him off but there will be a month of detentions during lunch and at night until mid April. And i will take 300 points from Gryffindor. You

are also banned from the Quidditch team unti next year," Dumbledore said.

Sirius nodded and we stood up. When we were back in the common room I yelled at Sirius. "HOW COULD YOU! LETTING REMUS' SECRET OUT LIKE

THAT!" I screamed furious.

Sirius looked like he was about to cry. But being stupid I led him to our dorm and continued despite the fact I knew Remus would forgive him after only a

little scolding. "YOU IDIOT! YOU ALMOST KILLED SNAPE! YOU BETRAYED REMUS!" I screamed furious.

This time Sirius let a few tears fall before getting himself together. He still remained silent, "I think it's safe to say our friendship is over," I hissed furious

before climbing into bed and drawing the bed hangings around him.

-James-the-furious-Potter

Dear Padfoot Jr,
Remus will never forgive me. James will never forgive me. I've lost my friends and my family. I've lost everything. -Padfoot

(A/n: what did you think? Was it true to the story? Did you think I portrayed it enough. Was the punishment too much, or not enough? Did you think James was too hard on Sirius? REVIEW PLEASE!)