Part 6

From the hospital they drove to Cameron's apartment to get some things that she would need before going back to his house.

They didn't know that this journey was a start of something good and bad although you have to get through the bad to get to the good which is what they are going to find out.

House sat with his eyes on the road almost in a daze, trying not to look at the person beside him although every few minutes he took a glance when she wasn't looking.

"House"

She said aloud, interrupting his personal thoughts which he hated but in this case he didn't mind.

"Can..um will you come with me?"

She stammered , asking in a soft almost childlike scared voice.

He wanted nothing else but to protect her , hold her when she cried cradle her when she sleeps.

These thoughts were a long time coming never wanting to admit defeat upon his own defenses and let the barrier he had built come falling down.

"Don't worry, I'm going to be with you every step of the way, I'm not going anywhere"

He meant every word that found its way out of his mouth, as he stopped the engine of the car outside her building.

He turns toward her, notices that she is on the verge of tears. Taking her chin into his hands he bends down and kisses her forehead and pulls her into his arms.

His hands fall around her back and she pulls at his shirt, as she cries uncontrollably ."Shh, Its okay"

Trying to make her feel safe with his words.

In his heart this was killing him because it had been a long time he allowed a woman into his heart every since Stacey.

Stacey .. For a long time he hated her, while loved her at the same time because of what she did to him. Not only because that she walked out when he needed her the most but the fact that she didn't care enough to stay.

After she left he cut off everyone, but Wilson from his personal life and become a self obsessed Bastard which he had heard a lot .

Stacey meant nothing to him anymore, he neither loved her or Hated her but still insisted not letting anyone into his heart, scared of getting hurt again.

That is until she entered his life, Allison Cameron never understood or knew how House really feels about her because he wouldn't allow her to know.

At first when he hired her, she was just a pretty smart doctor whom he could look at now and then. But as time went on it became more and more until the moment they went out on their date that she blackmailed him into. Okay well, he didn't say no and he didn't want to.

During the night, he felt himself being pulled in and had to do something about it, which of course was when instead of answering her question about how he feels about her which he pretty much avoided , he simply told her why she was going out with him not that he believed a single vowel out of his lying mouth but that was the way it had to be before things got worse.

When Cuddy informed him of Cameron's accident, near - death experience for the first time he was scared of losing a single person in his life and he certainly couldn't let that happen.

She has a hold on his heart whether or not she knows it or not and there wasn't anything he could do about it, he has tried of course but to no avail.

When he thought back to the nightmare she had to endure which ended up with her being in the hospital, he just wanted to be sick.

Thinking about someone some bastard touching her, doing all those things to her made him want to do things that would land him in jail.

Just at the thought of someone else touching her made his skin curl.

Cameron broke from his hold wiping her eyes from the tears that drained her pupils she looked up at him their eyes drilling into each other their lips so close together that if she closed her eyes she could imagine them touching.

A huge pause wavered between them for what seemed like hours before one of them said something.

" Ah, I guess.. We should go in now"

She motioned slowly, taking her eyes away from his before her emotions took all self control away from her.

He simply nodded sadly as if he didn't want to let her go.

They got out of the car and made their way inside, some parts were closed off for police investigation.

"I don't recognize this place. HOW CAN I NOT REMEMBER WHERE I LIVE"

She started to yell at herself, not him, she didn't know exactly what happened to her just something horrible that put her in hospital and no one would mention what happened if they knew to her.

"I know, it will come to you everything will you have to get it some time for your memory to come back"

He opened the door for her which was unlocked and motioned for her to walk in with him.

She looked around once she got inside the door, but this was like being inside a strangers house no real belonging and that scared her.

"Come on, lets go into the bedroom so that you can pick out some things and even though you wont recognize your own things just take anything it doesn't matter to me what you wear because you would look great in anything"

He didn't emphasize on 'anything' he didn't think she needed to hear his smartass comments from him right now especially she wouldn't get it now she has lost her memory.

"Okay"

She grabbed a bag that was in the corner of the room then opened her drawers and throwing in some underwear and then heading to the closet where she chose some random clothes.

While he went into her bathroom and took some necessities and girly things which took a lot of guts for him to do, pausing when he reached her girly things before snatching them and shoved them into the bag when he walked back into the room.

"All done?"

He asked her, watching her move around the room as if she was trying to decide if she had forgot something.

"Yep"

She smiled, just as they were about to leave the room she dropped them bag. Bending down to reach it she noticed some blood that was on the floor then out of nowhere she got a blinding headache.

Thoughts and images ran through her brain.

"Talk and you'll be dead."

A man slammed her on the bed, tying her up. She forced herself not to cry or yell out because she was afraid he would be good on his word.

"Cameron"

A voice says, although she isn't sure where it is coming from.

"Cameron, can you hear me?"

"Did you hear what I said, one word and I will slit your throat Cameron"

The voice seemed familiar but he was in a ski mask that she couldn't put two and two together.. But he knew her name.

Does she know him? He know her?. Why would anyone want to hurt her.

The ripping of her clothes and the feel of him tearing her up inside made her yell and scream and she does because the pain is too unbearable that she is unable to keep it in any longer.

"What did I tell you, shut the hell up"

Getting his knife, she feels him slicing her wrists then cutting open her stomach and as if that wasn't enough he pulls her legs apart pushing himself down into her again.

"Cameron, what's wrong?"

This time it was House that she heard, she sat up and saw his eyes.

"No, Go away, Let me go"

She screamed at him, moving away like a scared kitten.

"Cameron , please"

But she kept going, crying and trembling not really understanding what was going on around her because one part of her was still stuck in her flash, wondering if there was truth to it.

"I'm dirt, stay away from me, I'm dirty so dirty, your better off without me you deserve more"

He couldn't believe what he was hearing, what the hell happened to her she was fine was minute then the next its this.

"No, I wont, Listen to me when I tell you this Your worth more than I can ever give you I don't deserve you not the other way around and I'm NOT leaving you, ever get that through your head now tell me what happened"

Cameron's eyes were red from crying, now swollen but she managed to look at him and what she sees is honesty and love? But whatever it was she believed him.

"I'm sorry"

He took the strands of hair from her eyes, caressing her cheek which was red.

"He..rap..ed..me"

Taking a breath, she swallowed, her voice giving up on her.

"I saw it, He tore my clothes and.. Oh god .. Why, why did this have to happen to me. Then blood everywhere, my wrists, my stomach "

Now she was bawling remembering every detail while wanting to forget she even remembered it although she had fears that it was the only beginning and that it was only going to get worse from here.

House became angry by the second, not at Cameron but at the Bastard who did this and also himself because he blamed himself . He could have stopped it, but he knew that he couldn't possibly have known this was going to happen so there was no way of stopping it but that doesn't mean he wished he could have.

"Oh Cameron"

He took her into his arms once again vowing to himself never letting her go and that he would hunt this sonofabitch if it was the last thing he ever did, he would do this for her.

"He knew me, said my name .. why?"

House's jaw dropped open in disbelief.

"What?"

"He said my name, like he knew me I don't recognize the voice but then again I wouldn't would I since I don't know anything anymore."

He couldn't believe this, this guy must have known her and did this on purpose and wasn't some random attack it was planned.

He then suddenly lifts her up from the floor, as they leave the place she never wanted to go back to again.

Once they were back in the car, he faced her.

"If you don't believe anything right now please believe this. I will get the guy who did this to you and make him pay and also you will never be alone again."

She didn't know what made her believe him, weather it was the way he said it, the look in his eyes but whatever it was she believed him.

"I know, thank you"

He smiled at her, before putting the car in drive and taking off for his house.

He switches on the radio, the song playing is exactly how he feels he knows this.

I have been holding on

To a love gone wrong its true

For too long

The hurt left inside me

Has made me wanna hide so much

But I don't

This rings true in his ears, Stacey the woman he once loved with his whole heart whom he pinned for such a long time hoping she would come back, till now for she no long has his heart, he has given it to someone else.

I'm not afraid of being alone

The truth is I'm alright

But something has been missing from my life.

The last line makes him look at Cameron who was looking out the window, although she has stopped crying which is a good sign.

Maybe tonight

Maybe I'll fall

Maybe he'll crash through my walls

Or she, in this case.

Maybe at last love will come back

And take me deep into his arms

This song is everything he wanted to say to her but never having the guts to, having built the barriers around his heart.

Before he knew it they arrived in his driveway, the sun was setting and Cameron had fallen asleep on the way.

"Cameron, come on wake up"

She blinked her eyes open, sitting up she looked around her.

Must be his place. She thought.

"Oh, I'm sorry guess I must have fallen asleep"

He took her inside, taking her into the spare room that he had, usually he had it full of Stacey's stuff but in the past week like he knew something, for some reason he got rid of everything that belonged to her deeming it was about time.

"You can sleep here, get some rest you must be exhausted"

She sat down on the bed, looking at him sadly.

"Where will you be?" She asked him nervously.

He loved when she got all shy and nervous made her so cute.

"Just next door, don't worry you will be safe here and don't be scared to come wake me up if you need to"

Nodding she took off her jacket as he began to walk out the door.

Going through her clothes in the bag on the floor she took out a blue silk negligee , after undressing and putting it on, she walks to the mirror looking at herself feeling so alone and scared.

Well, he did say if I needed to, to wake him up

And that she does.
Opening the door to her room, she walks to the very next room and slowly opens it to see House laying in bed.

Without a word she creeps to his side and whispers in his ear.

"Are you awake?"

She touches his arm , hoping he doesn't get scared that she was in his room and at his bedside.

He mumbles something before opening his eyes, House wasn't sure if he was dreaming or in fact she was in his room looking like an angel.

"Mmm this must be a dream"

Cameron half smiles and shakes her head and places a soft kiss upon his lips.

"Okay now I definitely must be dreaming"

The words escape him before he realizes that it wasn't a dream but Cameron just kissed him.

She tasted like sweet strawberries, making him want more and more.

"Woah, Cameron what the…"

His defenses came upon him.

"Oh, I'm sorry I don't know what came over me.. I just, well.. You looked peaceful.. And I don't know, god im sorry"

He couldn't help but smirk .

"Always knew I was god"

He winks at her, which makes her laugh for the first time in well. Ever since she can remember.

"Funny"

Looking at her smooth pink lips chapped together, his eyes wonder down to her full body.

He had never seen her curves like this before, but then again he had never seen her in anything but her clothes she wore to work and the hospital gown.

This was definitely affecting him more than he would like he wasn't used to feeling like this.

Her breasts were starring in front of him, nipples erected through the material making his body do'stuff' that he wasn't ready for it to but he had no control over his bodily functions.

But he couldn't be thinking like this, especially in her current condition, she was vulnerable and shouldn't be subjected to his manly needs.

"What brings you here?"

Cameron had never seen him look so gorgeous before , the light outside shone on him making him seem so perfect, well least to her.

She honestly didn't know what prompted her to kiss him like she did but she did know he tasted so good and wanted to do it again.

"umm, I was scared and I didn't want to be alone and well.. You did say that if I needed to, that I could wake you up and well …"

She started to stammer and paused in her words, he wasn't sure she was going to go on.. But she did,

"I .. um was wondering, if I can stay with you tonight?"

This scared him, but understood why she asked and he wanted to make sure she felt safe.

"You don't need to ask, come here"

He motioned for her to lay with him in the bed.

Climbing in she wrapped herself around his chest, not taking her eyes of him for a minute.

"Uh Cameron….."

But the rest of his words seem to have gone out of the window so to speak, for the next moment seemed to have gone on forever in his mind.

"Shh"

She didn't talk anymore because she pressed her lips around his, wrapping her arms around his neck.

House was startled at first when he felt her soft lips once again against his own but instead of fighting it like his instincts told him to, he just gave in.

At first it was soft and sweet, but then it became more heated and passionate as she pressed her tongue into his mouth exploring his mouth then reaching for his tongue before they began to explore each other.

He got lost inside her, although he couldn't believe this was happening no matter how much he had wanted it to, for so long it just seemed unbelievable that she would want to. He still couldn't see what she saw in him and he would never understand it when she could have anyone she wanted, why would she pick him?.

His hands ran through her hair as she rolled on top of him, then sliding down to her back and butt .

The kissing continued until he pulled away before things got out of control where it would be too late to turn back.

"Wow, Cameron"

Her heart was racing a million miles an hour now making her flushed at how much sexual tension there is between them.

"I didn't mean for that to happen, when I wanted to stay with you tonight"

She confessed, now embarrassed

He touched her lips with his finger before taking her chin into the palm of his hands.

"I know, it was a long time coming, tomorrow I am going to tell you a few things about you and I, but right now I think we both need some sleep"

She knew what he was going to tell her, and she herself had things to talk to him about tomorrow regarding that very subject as well.

She then laid her head into his chest and closed her eyes, feeling his heart beating and the warmth of his body.

"Goodnight House"

"Goodnight Cameron"

Woo.. I couldn't stop myself, I know its long.. But I hope everyone enjoyed it.

Two chaps in one day, im on a record.! Hahaha.

I think, im pretty happy with this chapter.

Reviews are welcomed. J