I'm sorry for the people who have begged me to update.. Worked Friday and Saturday night and I was so buggered when I got home that I wasn't in a writing mood.
Its Sunday 1:51am.. Hmm okay Monday early …lol.. Was my brothers birthday.. I had just finished writing this when I was going to go to bed.. But I found out my brother wasn't here, so I thought I might as well as post it. J
Thank you to Ellie 5121 , Houselove and jenloveshouse who gave me reviews from the last 2 chapters.. You guys rock.
Hope you guys like this. J
Its as if time has been frozen for these two people on a standstill as if nobody else was in the world but the two of them.
Cameron felt like she was in a movie where this scene was playing out with the two main characters but this was reality, her reality.
House had one hand at her waist and the other up at her neck needing to feel the closeness, their skin touching in one way or another.
He could tell she was surprised and shocked at her late response to his kiss but once she got over it which took a minute he felt her mouth open allowing him access to explore her tongue and the rest of her mouth.
As she began to respond to him her arms automatically wrapped around his neck bringing him closer toward her .
Minutes later they separated with lack of oxygen, out of breath Cameron was the first to speak.
"Wow….That was…."
For someone that could talk was great at it actually she was speechless trying to find the right words if there was any,
"Amazing I think is the word your looking for"
But instead he took the words right from her mouth.
Heh he should know he was just in there.
She just nodded in agreement while blushing seeing him smirking back at her still having his hand at her wait.
If he continues to do touch me I think I will explode
She thinks to herself feeling his touch at her bottom half of her body.
"Cameron"
The smile from his face turned and he became all serious while she looked up at hm once again.
"About before what I said…"
Oh god now he is going to tell me he wants to take it back and that he wants to go back being friends or whatever the hell we were, what was I thinking?.. Why did I kiss him back?.. Because you love him stupid..
She fought these thoughts at the back of her mind hoping in her delusion that she didn't say any out loud without noticing.
"You didn't mean them its okay"
Frowning turning away from him unable to see the alarming look upon his face .
"Cameron, no of course I meant them"
Taking her hands within his own making sure she looks at him before he continues.
"Oh..I just thought…"
"Listen to me, You wont remember this but I was once involved in a relationship with this woman.. Stacey she uhh left me after my accident and that pretty much killed me inside so I forced myself to shut off any emotion from then out.
And I had to protect my heart from being hurt again because I figured it would happen sooner or later as I compared everyone to her and assumed they would do what she did."
He could see genuine concern in her eyes and knew he was right about her not that he had any doubts , but well you never can tell .
"That is Until I met you"
Beginning to caress her cheek with one hand , clearing his throat and then continues on.
"You are someone I never expected to meet at first I figured you were too nice for your own good and over time it was affecting me, I was becoming Nicer which is something people do not describe me as when they think of the arrogant doctor.
You see once I had a feeling that I was beginning to feel something for you and I knew you liked me for some unknown reason I had to turn off everything. I had to convince you I was the bastard that everyone says I am and for which killed me when I looked in your eyes that night on our date as I told you some things I shouldn't have.
I didn't mean them it was just an excuse to get you to get away from me and it had worked, but then the moment you were laying in the ER I knew I couldn't lose you and had to face up to my feelings."
She didn't know what to say.
"Uh House…"
He just ignored her and continued because he knew if he didn't say this now he never would.
" You once asked me if I liked you at that moment I was scared out of my mind because I did like you nonetheless of what I had said, words you don't always believe."
This time she interrupted him and succeeded.
"So..um you do like me then?"
She asked him with hope in her eyes.
"No"
His face was blank for a minute.
"I love you"
She smiled, her lips curling at the sides her eyes shinning brightly.
This time he had stopped to let her take in everything he had said so far and wait for her response that's if she wasn't too speechless to form up some words.
"And I love you"
Initiating the next moment following his lead and bringing her lips forward planting them on his own for a second before she collapses.
"Cameron"
House checks her pulse trying to wake up trying to determine what just happened.
Her eyes were closed, heart rate was fine.
"Everybody likes you"
"Do you?"
She asks him, stepping forward now inches away from his face.
"I
need to know"
"No"
Her eyes drop to the floor in disappointment as she turns and walks away.
As if a hundred different memories flashing through her mind, from her childhood playing kiss chasey at birthday parties with friends to University from getting married her husband dying then finally onto working for Dr. Greg House.
The set of memories were the most clear, she could see every look every person and every word.
Everything comes flooding back to her like a lightening bolt making her head spin round and round as if she was on a rollercoaster.
"Cameron"
She began to stir her eyes flutter open seeing the concern look on House's face he wondered what just happened.
"Are you alright?"
He enquired taking his palm and feeling her forehead for some kind of fever.
"Yeah, I'm fine I think"
She thought she heard him let out a sigh .
"Good because I don't want anything to happen to you again"
It just occurred to her.
"Greg.. I mean House I remember"
His eyes widen in shock unable to comprehend what she just said was real.
"What?.. Did you just say that you remember..?.. What exactly?"
He couldn't help but ask these questions trying not to get his hopes up.
"Everything, I remember my whole life… and You"
She added the last part in for his benefit, waiting for a reaction.
"Do you really?"
Now he was mocking her which he knew he could, he shouldn't but that doesn't stop him .
"Oh yes"
"Maybe I should take you to the hospital for a checkup just in case"
She instantly shook her head and he knew she was stubborn , he didn't think she needed to but just felt like it to get her riled up.
"Okay okay, you don't need to go"
"So as I was saying before I went unconscious"
She smiled at him, he knew full well what she was getting at but he just felt like playing along for a bit.
"And just what would that be?"
He let out a chuckle. Man he loved playing her like this what he does best.
"You know full well…"
"Why don't you refresh my memory and I'm sure it will come back to me"
Cameron couldn't help but laugh at his pathetic attempt to get her to kiss him again. Always pushing my buttons.
"If you say so"
"I love you Greg"
He stays silent then raises an eyebrow.
"Who said you can start calling me Greg huh?"
Shutting her mouth she wonders if she went too far although she saw the smirk on his face.
"Oh come on ALLISON I'm just kidding, I suppose it would be okay."
He winked at her, while laughing again.
"Hey!"
As if on queue she suddenly cracked up in hysterics so much that her ribs started to hurt from laughter.
"Shut up otherwise your going to kill me"
Instead of making her laugh more, Greg planted his tongue down her mouth engulfing in her lips moving against his own.
From what was meant to be a sweet but violent kiss it turned into more that made them both wanting more.
The passion ensued their heart rates pumped twice as much as before, before he knew what he was doing Greg had his hands under her shirt getting off on her baby soft smooth skin, while she was beginning to unbutton his shirt.
"Wait a minute before things get out of control"
He was the first to speak breaking from the kiss.
"What's so bad about getting out of control"
She had sex in her eyes they both did and that was the problem, he wanted more for her wanted their first time to be special she deserved that.
"We cant do this, now here and not now"
Cameron was just confused not knowing what the problem was.
"If its something your not able to do.. Then.."
He then cut her off before she finished that sentence.
"Don't even think about it"
Covering her mouth with one hand.
"I can definitely do it, there is no problem in that area trust me on that"
Staring at him like she was a lost puppy.
" Then?"
She waited for him to go on and explain the problem because if it was up to her .. Well she was definitely ready, willing and able.
"I just want it to be special when it happens and not on the couch rushed because I want to take everything slowly cherishing every moment, savoring every minute"
She couldn't help but smile at her caring nature and tenderness.
"Oh, well. You know it isn't necessary"
But there was no arguing with him about this or pretty much anything it was usually his way or no way.
"Oh course its necessary , so tonight I'm going to plan something special so I want you to go shopping or something, unless you don't feel up to it?"
Slapping him playfully, she thought he must have been joking.
"Of course I'm up to it, who wouldn't say no to shopping"
Knew that would get her, works like a charm.
He smiled to himself.
"Okay, so go. Leave.. Now before I change my mind"
Standing up grabbing her bag from the table she walked through the front door, but not before looking back at him once again.
"I love you"
"yeah I love you.. And now go, move it woman.."
She rolled her eyes turned around and left.
Geez never thought it would be that hard to get a girl to go shopping.. And now onto the plan.
Grabbing the phone on the nearby table he dialed a familiar number having known it by heart for many years now.
"Hello"
"Yeah its me, Wilson get your arse over here now I need your help with something"
"Right now?"
"yes , now.."
"Alright .. Fine.. I'll be right there"
"Good, bye"
"Bye"
Placing
the receiver down on the hook he took his cane and walked over to a
chest of drawers located in the corner of the room.
Cookbooks..
Taking one out of the drawer he looks on the inside cover.
Greg,
Take care of these and remember never give away any family recipe's
Love
Mom.
Smiling at the memory of when she gave it to him right after college hoping he would meet someone special he would cook for and these recipe's would go on for generations.
Time to get to work.
And with that, he limps toward the kitchen.
