Here y'all go I sooooo sry that i had put anything up sooner for this story i was just on a roll for a while with Fatal Words. Well i hope you enjoy this ch and plz read and reivew because the more reivews i get the more and faster i write.! Thanks for Reading!

Bitter sweet Days

Over her freshmen year Kagome was lucky enough to find two people who were true friends. Most of the time when Kagome thought she had found another real friend she would find out that she was just being used, one time Kagome met this very sweet girl and every thing was perfect. The girl was named Ayame she was a bright person who was always smiling, and even though Kagome knew that Ayame was a fake person she was so desperate to have friends she didn't care. In many ways Ayame was so much like Kikyo, maybe that was why Kagome got so along with her, Ayame was also beautiful, she had the rarest color of hair, it was crimson, but not only was she beautiful but she too had this unknown attraction that boys just couldn't help but flock to. Ayame was a heartbreaker she was known to go through guys in a week length. Everything was going well that was until she was invited to the Ayame's birthday party but she was asked to bring along her sister. The girl ended up pretending to be close to Kikyo to gain popularity. Of course Kikyo being the perfectly nice person didn't ever reject the girl no matter how annoying she was. It was then that Kagome lost trust in most of her so called "friends". The only two people she could trust were her best friends, Sango and Rin. Sango and Rin were always there for Kagome and no matter what and for some reason they were different, they didn't seem to flock to Kikyo like the others did. And this to Kagome was a miracle in it's self. The trio was inseparable and it was the only thing keeping Kagome's spirit from completely dieing.

Kagome kept reflecting on her last year at Tokyo High as she walked to school.

Memories

It was spring Sango and Kagome were walking around a park searching for milkweed for their latest biology project, butterflies, or at least butterfly larva. The park was filled with their laughter as the contently talked about life and of course BOYS. It was taking forever and still they hadn't found anything close to milkweed as they gave up and were about to head home Sango screamed "Yes! Look Kagome over there is that milkweed?" and lucky enough for them it was what they had been looking for. Sango and Kagome were in such good moods when they aced their project since their larva was some of the rare to survive (since they were the few that fed theirs).

Kagome felt her stomach lurch as her nerves got the better of her, pressing the wrinkles out of her skirt. Kagome stood in front of her Science Fair Project hope she could just answer the judges questions correctly. As Kagome got more and more scarred she felt the slight tingle of tears in her eyes. Glancing over to her left she made eye contact with Rin and Sango and they all nodded at each other giving them all the reassurance that they could do this. The trio had been the few to make regionals. They spent the whole day enjoying them selves once the judges stopped coming to their table. The judges didn't seem to like any of their projects and to the trio they found this hilarious. They spent the rest of their time goofing off and laughing till they were all in tears.

Kagome felt a warm smile spread across her face that was probably one of the best days that year and Kagome would never forget it. But as one memory lead to another, from happy thought to happy thought, her memories took a darker turn as the pain began to come back….no matter how hard she tried to recede the memories they all burst into in mind flooding her with heartbroken pain. Kagome could really say that the memories were bad it was just with who they were with that pained her…

Kagome saw him walking towards her briskly and her heart began to beat rapidly. She was alone since she had left class early. He had sought her out when she was alone. She had heard people talking about how the heard he was going to do this but Kagome never wanted to get her hopes up. Besides she barely knew a thing about him. They had only begun to truly talk, about just more than the trivial things, a few weeks ago. There had always been the attraction but Kagome was afraid that he would be like the others, yet he seems different from the others. As he got closer she got more nervous. Kagome was putting her books away and trying to pretend she hadn't noticed him coming up to her when he finally reached her. Politely Kagome heard him cough to make his presence known.

"Hey Kagome!" Kagome felt her stomach flutter as he flashed her, his cocky smile that she just couldn't resist.

"Hey! How are you?" Kagome was trying her best to act as calm and normal as possible.

"I'm doing good, I was wondering though if I could talk to you." Kagome's mind was spinning and she could only nod. "Well I know I don't know you that well, but I think you're an amazing person and I would love to get to know you even better. What I'm trying to say is Kagome would u please go out with me?" You could hear the nervousness in his voice as he waited for her to respond. With those words Kagome's heart burst into a million pieces. It finally happened she had finally found someone who liked her, her! Not her sister but he really wanted to date her! Kagome held a huge smile as she took a deep breath to answer.

"Inuyasha, I think you're a really awesome and… I would love to." Inuyasha let out the breath he had been holding and embraced Kagome. Never before had Kagome thought she could be this happen and for the first time Kagome thought that for once she had found her Light in the darkness of her soul……

After a few dates Kagome and Inuyasha decided to go steady and never before had Kagome thought she could feel this way towards one person. Kagome and Inuyasha were always together, and like every couple they had their fights, oh boy did they fight. When angry with each other angryvoices soon turned into shouts and screams. Often the fight would end with Inuyashasprawled out on the ground in pain with Kagome stomping off in the background.But they always found a way to make up and to them the good times they had always over powered the bad and in the end it was worth it to them. They were just crazy about each other. The more time Kagome spent with Inuyasha the more she felt like the walls that she had built up, to protect her from getting hurt, were coming down. They had only been dating for about a monthbut they acted as if they had known each other all their life. Those two were always seen together, where everKagome went so didInuyasha.Soon Kagome thought she might even be in love…
It was after break and Kagome was so glad to be home. But mostly she was looking forward to seeing Inuyasha. As she waited for him outside by their favorite park she realized how much she had missed him. Right then she felt two arms wrap around her waist. A huge smile covered her face as she turned around. It was then that he pulled something out of his pocket. Just as Kagome was about to protest to him giving her something he placed his finger over her lips. "Shh, I want you to have this. While I was at America I found this and couldn't help but think of you." He handed her the small box. As Kagome opened the box she gasped. Inside was a beautiful bracelet, it was made of hand blown glass beads that were a brilliant color of blue. It was perfect, Kagome threw her arms around Inuyasha and he stroked her hair and she sighed in contentment.

"Thank you Inuyasha I love it, it's very beautiful."

"That's why it reminded me or you although it's not even close to as beautiful as you are." Kagome blushed at this and Inuyasha sat down with Kagome in his lap under their tree. Kagome lay back against Inuyasha and closed her eyes……

Kagome squeezed her eyes shut trying to push out the pain. If only she had known what would happen then she would never have said yes to him… But no matter how hard Kagome tired to stop the memories no matter how good they were as painful as being stabbed in the heart, and Kagome still thought she would rather be stabbed than remember these memories but they just wouldn't stop. Soon tears were pouring down her heart broken face.

Laughing Kagome grabbed Inuyasha's hand as she dragged him out of a store and right into another. No matter how much Inuyasha hated shopping he still went with Kagome this time just to make her happy. This warmed Kagome's heart and she really appreciated him for it. When she turned to look at Inuyasha she burst into giggles at the scowl on his face. Unfortunately for Inuyasha the spent the rest of the night shopping. When it was late Kagome was finally done and Inuyasha couldn't wait to get out of this hell hole. As he walked her to her car he suddenly stopped before they had reached it. Kagome felt a yank when Inuyasha abruptly stopped. She turned around slowly worried something was wrong. But when she turned around and looked into his eyes her heart began to beat wildly. Kagome felt Inuyasha close the distance in between them. If they hadn't been so close Kagome doubted she would have bee able to hear the soft "Kagome" he whispered. Kagome gasped at what he said next. "Would it be okay if I kissed you?" So caught up in the moment all Kagome could do was nod her head. Kagome then began extremely nervous this was her first Kiss! Afraid that she would be the worst ever she felt her stomach clench. As she slowly closed her eyes she began to lean forward. Soon they could feel each others breaths and Kagome's rang from the canon like pounding of her heart. And then it happened! Kagome's lips met with his. She couldn't believe this was happening if you had told her a month ago she would have her first kiss or even a boyfriend she would have called you crazy. Kagome thought her heart might burst from the raw emotion she was feeling. As quickly as it started it ended just as quickly. Kagome looked down and she let out the breath she didn't know she was holding. Coming down from her tippy toes she couldn't help but look at the ground knowing for sure her cheeks were blazing red. Inuyasha leaned close to Kagome's ear and whispered a good night as he opened Kagome's door. Kagome was in a daze as she drove home her thoughts whirled around like a tornado. The second she got home she ran upstairs and into her room snatching the phone and calling her best friends, Sango and Rin. Squealing and laughing was heard for the rest of the night at the Higurashi's house….

End Of Memories

Kagome shook her head trying anything to stop the pain. Soon she was brought back from the memories, and just in time before the most painful one happened. Kagome used the palm of her and to wipe away the unwanted tears that had streaked her face. Kagome pull out some powder and did her best to hide any evidence that she had been crying. Over the years of hiding her pain and sorrow Kagome had become quite the expert in covering up the signs of her pain. Looking up Kagome was a few minutes away from Tokyo High and already she was off to a terrible start. As Kagome put on her convincing smile she pushed all thoughts of Inuyasha into the back of her mind. She was going to keep a optimistic outlook on what today might hold. But deep down inside Kagome had a feeling things weren't going to be that different than they usually are. Today was going to be one hell of a fist day of school, just like every other year…
There you go! i hope u enjoyed this ch! plz review and i will try to update asap! luv y'all!