Chapter 18
You learn a lot about yourself when you are alone like I am. I found out that with out my love, my pride and joy, that I am empty inside. Oh damn me for just letting her go, I should have went with her, I wanted to go with her. But now it is too late. She is already in Lothlorien, leaving me in misery to spend my days with Lila. It has only been two weeks without her, and I have waited daily for any letters from her, but I have received none. Surely she is not suffering as I am, or she would have sent me a letter the moment she got there. I look like a mess spending all my time in this room waiting.
"You look like a mess, Legolas!" Pergolas announced scaring me.
"You do know you should knock before entering some ones bed chambers?"
"Of course, but I would not deprive myself of startling the prince, now would I?
"Is there a reason for this?" I said sternly.
"You can stop the attitude Legs, I am not your woman, but I am your best friend. And this best friend wants you to get up, get dress, and get out of this confounded room! You have been in it for a week! You know you need sun light, you are looking kind of pale."
"I am hiding from Lila, my room is the only room she can not enter without being invited in first. She insists on choking me with her presence. I guess since Andrial is gone, she feels now is her time to get my attention. But it is only making miss her more."
"That is it, if I have to drag you off that bed myself, so help me, I will!
"Ok I am up!" I jumped out of bed. I did not want another incident like the last time he dragged me out of bed!
"Good, after you eat something, meet me in the Archery training grounds ok?"
"Fine I will be there!"
"And do not try to stall, because I know of every hiding place you have here in Mirkwood. I helped you find them!"
"Pergolas, will you go! I said I would meet you, so I shall. Now leave me to get ready!"
"Fine, you can find me on the training grounds, after you eat something!" I rolled my eyes at him as he closed my door behind him.
After I knew he complete left, and was not listening on the other side of the door. I laid back down. I said I would meet him so I shall, but he did not give me any time limit. I laid there thinking of her. What is she doing now that she is home?
:*~In Lothlorien~*:
"Hey Andrial, what do you have there?" Annadel came in behind me.
"It is nothing, yes nothing to worry about!"
"Oh come on let me see, please!" She begged me.
"It is just a letter I am trying to write for Legolas alright?"
"You have to let me see that. Is it a mushy letter you are going to send to your lover boy!"
"Anna, please! I have been trying to write this letter for a week now. I'm trying to find the words to say to him!"
"Oh come on, it can not be that hard to tell someone you love them and miss them!" She snatched the piece of paper from me and began to read it out loud.
To my dearest love Legolas,
A day has not gone by that I was not thinking of you. I miss being wrapped in your arms and I miss hearing you say you love me while holding me when I sleep. Even though this past year hasn't really be the best time for me, I still miss being there in Mirkwood. It has been hard with out you around me, but it is even harder to say what I am about to say. Since being home my life has change, the rose in my cheeks have returned and I am a lot stronger. That is why I can not return to Mirkwood and marry you..
A/N: Please review I know you've been waiting for an update but this chapter is for you guys!!! Please R&Rn to me, but she didn't.
You learn a lot about yourself when you are alone like I am. I found out that with out my love, my pride and joy, that I am empty inside. Oh damn me for just letting her go, I should have went with her, I wanted to go with her. But now it is too late. She is already in Lothlorien, leaving me in misery to spend my days with Lila. It has only been two weeks without her, and I have waited daily for any letters from her, but I have received none. Surely she is not suffering as I am, or she would have sent me a letter the moment she got there. I look like a mess spending all my time in this room waiting.
"You look like a mess, Legolas!" Pergolas announced scaring me.
"You do know you should knock before entering some ones bed chambers?"
"Of course, but I would not deprive myself of startling the prince, now would I?
"Is there a reason for this?" I said sternly.
"You can stop the attitude Legs, I am not your woman, but I am your best friend. And this best friend wants you to get up, get dress, and get out of this confounded room! You have been in it for a week! You know you need sun light, you are looking kind of pale."
"I am hiding from Lila, my room is the only room she can not enter without being invited in first. She insists on choking me with her presence. I guess since Andrial is gone, she feels now is her time to get my attention. But it is only making miss her more."
"That is it, if I have to drag you off that bed myself, so help me, I will!
"Ok I am up!" I jumped out of bed. I did not want another incident like the last time he dragged me out of bed!
"Good, after you eat something, meet me in the Archery training grounds ok?"
"Fine I will be there!"
"And do not try to stall, because I know of every hiding place you have here in Mirkwood. I helped you find them!"
"Pergolas, will you go! I said I would meet you, so I shall. Now leave me to get ready!"
"Fine, you can find me on the training grounds, after you eat something!" I rolled my eyes at him as he closed my door behind him.
After I knew he complete left, and was not listening on the other side of the door. I laid back down. I said I would meet him so I shall, but he did not give me any time limit. I laid there thinking of her. What is she doing now that she is home?
:*~In Lothlorien~*:
"Hey Andrial, what do you have there?" Annadel came in behind me.
"It is nothing, yes nothing to worry about!"
"Oh come on let me see, please!" She begged me.
"It is just a letter I am trying to write for Legolas alright?"
"You have to let me see that. Is it a mushy letter you are going to send to your lover boy!"
"Anna, please! I have been trying to write this letter for a week now. I'm trying to find the words to say to him!"
"Oh come on, it can not be that hard to tell someone you love them and miss them!" She snatched the piece of paper from me and began to read it out loud.
To my dearest love Legolas,
A day has not gone by that I was not thinking of you. I miss being wrapped in your arms and I miss hearing you say you love me while holding me when I sleep. Even though this past year hasn't really be the best time for me, I still miss being there in Mirkwood. It has been hard with out you around me, but it is even harder to say what I am about to say. Since being home my life has change, the rose in my cheeks have returned and I am a lot stronger. That is why I can not return to Mirkwood and marry you..
A/N: Please review I know you've been waiting for an update but this chapter is for you guys!!! Please R&Rn to me, but she didn't.