A/N: Here's the fifth one. I know it's short, but seeing as it's something of a big happening, I thought it could stand on its own. Enjoy!

Dear Mr. Shepard,

I need to tell you about something that happened today.

I was in the jungle, getting food. You told me to get food for Sawyer. You remember that? Anyway, that's what I was doing, when I saw it.

I saw a horse.

I'm serious. And if it was stress, or lack of food, or lack of sleep, or whatever, fine. But this horse seemed very…solid. Very real.

I don't know what to do. You confuse me.

You especially confused me today.

I kissed you. It was wonderful. But it seems that at the moment, that's beside the point.

And then I ran, because I'm really good at running, running is something I can do. I ran to Sawyer. And the whole time, I'm asking myself what I'm doing, but I'm doing it anyway, I'm running to Sawyer, and then I'm there, and I'm telling him things, but only because he's asleep.

But then he's not.

I know I'm not making any sense, but the point? The point is that Sawyer can see this horse too. He can.

I wonder if you could.

I hate myself for that, and I'm not trying to question you (not really anyway), but I wonder if you could see the horse, even if it was standing right in front of you.

I wonder what you did after I ran off.

I wonder if you told anyone?

I wonder what in the world I'm doing, sitting here next to Sawyer. You haven't come back yet, and he's resting again. You'd be perfectly happy with his condition, he's doing just fine, much better than when he came in, obviously - he ate some mashed up fruit. He looks so peaceful this way, asleep. I could almost believe that he's not the guy that scares me out of my mind, the guy that pulls me two ways at once.

I want to talk to you, but I know if you come in I'll run.

I hear footsteps. I have to hide this letter and go - now.

- Kate

A/N: Thanks for reading, and please review!

Oh wait! Don't go yet:P

I just want to thank everyone who's reviewed up to this point, and who chooses to review now. Also, I want to say that, for those who've been asking, it won't all be letters. Some of it will involve live action, though that bit comes toward the end.

And for those of you who've been showing acute horror at the fact that Kate is unsure of her feelings towards Sawyer (I to show horror when this emerges:P), well, she's confused. But I wouldn't worry to much if I were you. :)