This was suppose to be a one shot but it did better then I thought it would so I'm making it to I don't know how many parts so this is number two. The song for this part is The Curse from Audioslave Out Of Exile. This is Rory's point of view and takes up after she started her relationship with Logan.

Help me I don't know what I'm doin

Help me before I fall to ruin

And if I'm blind I will lead you on

Come follow me now, before our time is gone

Shewas at another party with Logan she really didn't want to be here right now but she was. She knew this wasn't her and yet he still went along with it not knowing why. Rory knew the only reason she was with Logan was because he remind her of him when she kissed him she would think of Tristan.

And as you're laughing at this fool tonight

Let me rid myself of any line that I might use to trip you up

And as I'm howling at the moonlight, don't you kid yourself

I will be your luck and never your curse

The guys were always joking about the plastic necklace she wears all the time and the ring on her finger. She would never take them off no matter what they or her grandparents would say to her this is the only thing that remind her of him. She always thought this was her curse to still have feelings for someone at one time she hated or thought she hated but thinking about seeing him again gave her luck.

Help me I don't know what I'm saying

Sometimes the tongue can be betraying

And if I'm wrong, is that such a crime

And if you want, you can set my words to right

She just told Logan she loved him and don't know why she did. Her tongue acted before the brain did but when the brain did kick in she almost said Tristan she was in love with him without seeing him for years. She was happy when he didn't say it back to her but came up with an excuse she would've felt horrible if he said it back to her because she was cursed thinking about him all the time.

And as you're laughing at this fool tonight

Let me rid myself of any line that I might use to trip you up

And as I'm howling at the moonlight, don't you kid yourself

I will be your luck

Logan said the three words she never wanted to hear from him.She wanted him to take the words back but he didn't he loved her and she was in love with another man. She should've felt lucky to have someone like Logan but no matter what he did or said she couldn't kid herself she was in love with Tristan.

And if your eyes forget to well

And if your lies forget to tell

And if our plans forget to cross

It doesn't mean you're lost

Shewas laying in bed looking at Logan they were back together he was happy and she pretended to be happy but her mom told her the eyes told her lies that she was sad and disappointed.She was hoping one day she would see him again so she wouldn't fill lost anymore.

So as you're laughing at this fool tonight

Let me rid myself of any line that I might use to trip you up

And as I'm howling at the moonlight, don't you kid yourself

I will be your luck

Sheknew Logan still didn't really want to be in a relationship with her she wouldn't be the kind of wife he wanted or his parents. She was looking out of her mothers house at the moon and still felt empty inside without him in her life she was hoping she would love Logan like she did Tristan but she still didn't. She was hoping luck would bring them together one day.

If you're laughing at this fool tonight

Let me rid myself of any line that I might use to trip you up

And as I'm howling at the moonlight, don't you kid yourself

I will be your luck

Cause even at my worst

I will be your luck

Never your curse

Logan proposed to her tonight in front of the whole town of Hartford at her grandmothers and she felt the curse of not loving him. She felt like she had to say yes to him and she did and everyone was happy but her she felt like everyone was laughing at her she was getting into a marriage she didn't want a marriage that was one sided Logan loved her but her curse was not loving him who ever was with Tristan at the time was the lucky one not her.