We both looked like idiots smiling to each other. Wish he'd stop looking at me with those eyes of his. Such beautiful eyes. It just makes me melt all over inside. I told him I was over him. But...I'm not. I never was. He has no right smiling at me like that. But, who am I fooling. I love it when he does that. I love the attention, although I keep it to myself. I'm still in love with him as I have been since the very beginning.
What the hell was he doing visiting my mother? What the hell is he trying to do? All I need is for him to tell her about us. That would really go over with her. That is, if she even recalls anything.
I did remind him that he has a wife waiting for him at home. A wife who doesn't know where he is at times. I sometimes wonder how it would feel being married to him. Suppose he had met me first and everything was in a reversed situation. I would be his wife...and...and Addison was the young intern who he supposedly falls in love with. What would my reactions be towards her?
God, I hate myself for loving him. I know it's wrong. Isn't it?