CHAPTER 2

Dear Diary,

I had a dream last night. Sesshoumaru, the one I secretly love, was dying and I was holding his head in my arms and stroking his hair. Lots of tears were on my face. His chest was all bloody and torn up. He was breathing heavily and he was about to breathe his last breath. He looked at me, put his hand up and touched my cheek with a light caress.

"Don't forget me," he whispered.

"I won't," I replied.

"I love you my love."

"I love you too."

Then we shared a kiss. He died during the kiss. As soon as I noticed he was dead, I made a wail like a banshee. And then I woke up with tears on my face. Oh…I hear someone waking up…it is late enough for the others to be up so I have to go.

Rin hurried and hid her diary. She didn't want anyone to read it, especially Sesshoumaru. Once it was put away, she looked up to see Sesshoumaru.

"Good evening." Rin said with a smile on her face. "How are we doing the feasting tonight?"

"How would you like to do it?" He asked.

"I think we should do it how we want to tonight."

"Do you want to go and feast with Juan?"

"Juan? Who said anything about Juan? I don't like him, okay?" Rin replied a tiny bit harshly.

Sesshoumaru's eyes widened a bit. "Don't get to feisty."

"Why do you think I like Juan? Have I done something to make you think that I like Juan?"

Sesshoumaru shrugged his shoulders and started to walk away.

"Don't you walk away from me," Rin said grabbing Sesshoumaru with all her strength.

Sesshoumaru, being a male vampire, was stronger and tried to pull his hand away. However, Rin didn't let go and he pulled her into him. They stayed in that position for awhile, different emotions flickering in their eyes. They were about to kiss when they heard the others get up. They then both pushed away from each other and walked off into different directions.

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I walked away to the kitchen and pulled out a bottle of blood. We almost kissed were the words that went through my head. Does she have feelings for me? For the first time in years, I was confused.

It was weird for me to even start liking her. At first, she was just a clan member but then there was one thing that happened that changed everything…she ran into me with only a towel covering herself. She had just finished showering and forgot to take her clothes with her. She had just become a woman a few years earlier and was now in her permanent form. She said sorry and hurried on. Then she started being kind to me. She took care of me when I didn't feel well and I did the same for her.

Soon Inuyasha interrupted my thoughts.

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I can't believe it. We almost kissed. Does he like me or were we just caught up in that moment? I asked myself as I walked to the laundry room. The best place for peace and quiet was the laundry room. No one else likes to go there so I go there myself to think.

The first thing I started to think about was when I first started to like him. I finally grew to where I wouldn't grow anymore. He had gotten sick. We may be vampires but we still get what you call 'vampire illnesses'. Anyway, he was sick, I volunteered to take care off him.

Before I could think about anything more, Kagome came into the laundry room and asked where her clothes were.

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Once everyone was awake and dressed, they all met in the kitchen to discuss how they were to feed tonight.

"Feast anyway you would like to tonight." Was all Sesshoumaru said, then everyone left except him and Rin. "Aren't you going out to eat?"

"I thought I'd just drink bottled blood tonight." Rin replied.

"May I join you?" He asked.

"If you want to." She replied.

They sat in silence for awhile. Then Rin opened her mouth to speak. "Why did you turn me into a vampire, when you could have just gotten rid of me like you did the rest of my family?"

"I was curious. I never ran into a vampire hunter family that had a member that wasn't one. Also, I didn't feel right about killing a ten year old, so I turned you."

"Oh," Rin replied, "Thank you for having pity on me."

"So have you found people who you think might be your blood partner."

"Yeah, a few."

"Such as?"

"Juan, a few other day walkers I've run into," Rin said, you.

"Oh," Sesshoumaru said. "What's it like being able to go out during the day?"

"It's like being a human. Some humans will stare at what you're wearing or at your pale skin, but they never guess you're a vampire. One thing that you have to watch for is to not touch them. So I usually wear gloves, even though they stare at them."

"What do you do while everyone else is asleep?" He asked.

"Well, I usually clean up, run errands, and on Sundays I go to church. I don't do much, but I'm at least not bored."

Sesshoumaru nodded. "Do you wish you were still human?"

"In some ways, yes, but I wouldn't of have made good friends with the clan…or…with you."

"What were you writing in when I walked in?"

"It was my journal. Kagome said that is how she could keep track of things she wanted to remember and she advised me to do the same."

"What do you write with?"

"My blood since we don't have any ink and I keep forgetting to get some."

There was silence for a few minutes. "I'm sorry for attacking you yesterday." Sesshoumaru said.

"I'm sorry for this afternoon." Rin replied.

They looked at each other and once more, moved in for a kiss, but then once again, they were interrupted.

"That was good," said Inuyasha.

"What did you do?" Rin asked.

"We ate and then we went to a movie." Kagome said with a yawn, "Now I'm going to bed."

"Us too," Miroku and Sango stated.

Inuyasha nodded and they all left.

Rin looked at Sesshoumaru; "Well I best get to bed too. I have church tomorrow. Good night Sesshoumaru."

"Night Rin."

Rin walked up to her coffin, got into her nightgown and laid down to go to sleep. Sesshoumaru came up two minutes later, caressed her check, and gave her a light kiss on her forehead. He then went to his coffin and went to bed.

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