Damn you are so lucky, I almost forgot to update, i was like doing all kind of stuff and then I thought, it's sunday, damn I have two tests tomorow...I think I'm forgetting something...sunday...hm it's boring I didn't got to read one fanfic this weekend because of my bio project...hey wait I forgot to update lolll.

my mind is alway like that, 50 of my time I'm thinking about yugioh and my fiction. Anyway, nows the time to do what I don't do often since no one ask me question, answer review, and I did got quite a few this week thank you all.

Animefreak: well thank you for your review it was very nice, for the cussing, well I didn't really saw that much cussing in my story but we live in a society ful on cussing, but I'll try and pay a little more attentoin to it, however all the chapter's up to 15 are already writed because my exam are comming soon and I won't have time to write at all, but I'll try to do better in the chapter after that.

Random critic: I know it's sad, but that's what my story is all about, but when you look at it the other way it's Meyli's incapacity to accept Mokuba that really thorned the family appart.

svakee2000: Well thank you, I really apreciate knowing you're happy that I update fast, hey I'm a reader too and I absolutly hate long update, that's why I do everything I can to update fast, I also love taking advance in chapter because that way, no matter what happen I still can update and make you happy.

That's all now up with the story.

Chapter eleven: How a game can affect two lives.

"Everything? I have absolutely nothing; why do you think that I reduced myself to ask for help to a brother that doesn't even care about me?"

Just as Meyli said the last part she covered her mouth with her had as Tea's eyes went wide.

"Your brother? Wait, you're not talking about Kaiba are you?"

Meyli started to panic. "Just forget everything I said, no one was supposed to know."

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After a few minutes Tea was finally able to convince Meyli to tell her everything, on the condition to never tell anyone. So they went to Tea's home, for privacy.

"So, you never really answered me, you really are Kaiba's sister?" Tea said, giving her friend a black coffee. Sure enough her and Kaiba have a lot in common. Tea thought.

"Twin, more exactly."

"Twin!" Tea exclaimed, now this was totally unbelievable, not only did Kaiba had a sister but she was his twin. "And you're the older or younger."

"Younger, by about 15 minutes."

"Well that sure explain why he let you live with him. But where were you all this time?"

"After our parent died I chose to go live with our uncle, Seto decided to stay with his brother."

"I didn't know Kaiba had an uncle."

"Let's just say that he wasn't really present in our family."

"Why is that?"

"Well him and my father never got along, my uncle had this obsession to be better than my father, and they both loved my mother, but my mother didn't loved him, she chose my father and that's something my uncle never accepted. But he never gave up on my mother, he was totally obsesses with her, from what I heard he tried to agress her so we almost never saw him."

"Then why did you go with him?"

Meyli just shrugged her shoulder. "It was him or the orphanage with the brat and I didn't want him to destroy my life even more."

"Now that brings me to the other question, if you are Kaiba's sister then you're also Mokuba's so why do you hate him like that?"

"Because my Mother died giving birth to him when I was five."

"I see." Tea understood now.

"But why not Kaiba? Why do you think it's Mokuba's fault but not Kaiba?"

"Rock paper scissor."

"What?"

"At first Seto hated Mokuba also, just as much as I did."

"And what made him change his mind?"

"One day, about two months after our mother died, our father left, he said he would be gone for an hour, that the baby was sleeping and to take care of him while he was gone. But there had been an accident and the road was closed, it was the only way so our father couldn't come back before the next morning and no one could come take care of us, and you can't really expect a baby to sleep for more then half a day."

"And you knew how to take care of a baby?"

"Sure we knew, we just didn't want to take care of him."

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Meyli and Seto were both 'trying' to concentrate on the videogame they were playing, however trying was the key word in this sentence, after all, a crying baby is something extremely annoying.

"Why don't you go take care of him? He's been crying for an hour already." Meyli complained.

"Why don't you go, you're the girl after all."

"You're the oldest."

"That mean I'm the one who decided and I said go take care of him." Seto said.

"I have another idea."

"Like?"

Meyli held out her hand, there was a coin in it. "Head or tail, loser takes care of him."

"Fine."

Meyli threw the coin in the air. "Head." Seto called.

The coin fell on the floor. "Tail, you lose." Meyli said.

"Can't we do a two out of three?" Seto complained.

"No way, you lost now go."

"You'll pay me that one day." Seto said as he walked up the stairs

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"And after that?" Tea asked.

"I don't know, I wasn't there, all I can tell you is after this day Seto started to care for the brat. It's funny, how simple little things can change your life, just think about it, if I had lost then Seto would have my life and I would have his."

"But tell me, did you ever even considered giving Mokuba a chance?"

"Why should I give a chance to the stupid spoiled brat that killed my mother, she died because of him, my own brother let me down because of him, had he never been born then I would have never went to live with my uncle and I wouldn't have been..." She stopped, she was going way too far, this was her deepest secret and she would die before letting anyone know about it.

"Because she was his mother also. Do you think he really wanted that? For his mother to die only because he exist?" Meyli stayed silent, she never really gave it a thought, in her mind he had killed her mother and that was it. "I think you should put yourself in his place, it's certainly a lot harder for him then it his for you." Tea saw Meyli's hesitation. "Just try. What do you have to lose?"

"It's just…you don't understand." Meyli shook her head.

"Yes I do." Meyli gave her a confused look. "I told you already that my mother died when I was three, what I didn'T tell you is that she also died in labour but the child didn't survived either, but I do remember how much I wished, at first, that my mother never became pregnant, that this baby, that was supposed to be my first sister and that I wanted so much to have, had never existed. I thought it was her fault for years, but after a while I realised that it wasn't her fault, she was just a baby, she never wished for our mother to die, it just happened."

"But it's different-"

"No it's not, the only difference is that Mokuba is still alive to suffer from what happened, do you really think that he wished for your mother to die, don't you think he miss her. If you can't even understand that it's not his fault how do you think he feel himself, Mokuba may seem like an happy kid, but he's not always as cheery as he appear to be, I caught him more then once crying because he think it's his fault."

Meyli just laid back on the couch and closed her arm, trying to imagine what it could be like, to know that if you weren't around, your mother would still be alive, and that the person you care the most about would probably be happier. "I can't imagine what it feel like. But now that I think of it, it must be one of the most horrible things to feel."

"I didn't expect you to, I never could either. Just tell yourself that no matter how horrible it feels, Mokuba felt it every second of his life ever since the day he learned the truth."

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Meyli carefully closed the door behind her, it was late, she walked around a little thinking about what Tea told her before going back home. She walked up the stairs just as careful as she was with the door. However when she passed in front of Mokuba's door she stopped, she was sure she heard something. She opened the door and saw Mokuba turning around in bed, he was saying something but it was too faint for her to hear so she slowly walked toward him. He must be having a nightmare.

"Mom." Mokuba whispered as he turned around to face Meyli, however he was still asleep "Please don't go." His face then twisted in a mix of sadness and hurt as tears started to come out of his eyes. "I'm sorry… I didn't want that, I swear." The little boy kept saying, turning around on his bed.

Not knowing what to do Meyli gently started to shake him a little but the kid didn't wake up. "I'm sorry." He kept saying. Having no idea how to calm him, she sat down on the bed next to him and gently took him in his arm. Much to her surprise he stopped moving and put his arm around her, still shocked, Meyli slowly put her arm around him and started to rock him a little, Mokuba relaxed and a smile appeared on his sleeping figure. "Big sister." He whispered in his sleep, Meyli was totally shocked.

After about 15 minute Meyli put Mokuba back in his bed and tucked him in before going back to her own room. She was laying on her bed thinking about what happened. He called me big sister, but I thought Seto told me he didn't even remembered ever having a sister. Her thought stopped when she felt asleep, only to be woken up an hour later by the phone. Meyli cursed under her break, why was there a phone in her room anyway.

"What is it?" She answered in a sleepy voice once she found the phone.

"I see that I'm waking you, good." Came Kaiba's voice from the phone.

"You jerk, you know it's one in the morning here don't you, you did that on purpose." Meyli accused.

"As your older brother my duty is to annoy you any way possible." Kaiba said with a smirk, of course he knew it was one in the morning in Japan.

"Well you succeeded, do you actually want something or can I hang up on you and unplug the phone that I'm sure YOU put in my room especially to wake me up at this time."

"I see that you are quite perceptive, I just wanted to know if everything was alright and since no one answered earlier I decided to call you at an hour I was sure you would be home."

"Everything is right, don't you trust me?"

"Not a second."

That's when Meyli remembered something that had been bugging her ever since she came home. "Hey, does Mokuba often have nightmare about our mother?"

"Hm, it's nothing new, he's been having those kinds of nightmares almost every nights since as long as I can remember. That's one of the reasons why I hate going away. I don't know if it'll work with you but if you just talk to him he might calm down, or you could just wake him up."

"Well actually I didn't have any problem comforting him, however what surprised me is that he called me big sister, I thought you said he didn't even remember having one?"

"He doesn't, but his subconscious does, he often calls you when he's asleep, however he never remembers it in the morning." Kaiba said.

"But why is he calling me?" Meyli asked.

"Because you left him, you may had never cared for him but he loved you, you have no idea how much you hurt him when you left, he thought he did something bad, he knew you hated him because of mom. He kept asking for your forgiveness."

"... anything else you wanted?"

"Yes, one more thing, I thought I told you to stop taking drugs, you know you're lucky that the mutt is the one who found you."

Meyli cursed under her breath as Kaiba smirked. "How do you…"

"I have my sources. I'll let this one slip considering Mokuba have no idea about it."

"You hired someone to watch me didn't you?"

"Calm down, I didn't hire anyone, I thought I could trust you but I guess I was wrong, it just happen that one of my bodyguard was walking back home and saw you with Wheeler, and he can recognise a drugged person when he sees one."

"It only happened once if you want to know."

"Well it's already once more then it was supposed to, but as I said I'll do as if it never happened, however this is your last chance. Understood?"

"Yes."