A/N: Set after mid-season two. Logan is "with" Kendall and Veronica is with Duncan, as of now. Story switches from Logan to Veronicas POV. The italics are "Right Here" by Staind.

Pairings: LoVe (Logan and Veronica)

Summary: Logan has a run in with Veronica in the girl's bathroom.

Disclaimer: I own nothing, though I wish I owned my own Logan. Tell me, why is Ronnie with Duncan when she can have Logan?

Logan's POV:

"What are you doing in here" Her question was simple. So why couldn't I answer it. It was just a damn question. Why was I in the girl's bathroom? Why was I looking at her like that, like I wanted her? She knew it to. She knows Ill always wait for her. Even after all my jackass remarks.

You're so independent, you just to refuse to bend so I keep bending til I break.

"Oh, Ronnie, what do you think I'm doing here, I wanted to see if Duncan still wasn't doing his job. Maybe you'd be up for a little fun in the bathroom" Shit, I was doing it again. Being a jackass to her. Okay, I'm just going to give her the letter now. Oh the letter, the letter I wrote at three am. I was so drunk, but its better that way, I could write how I really felt. No comments showing how much of a jackass I am.

"Here, I just wanted to give you this" That's all I could say. I had to get out of that bathroom. I saw Duncan all over her and it made me sick. He was everyone. He touched her. She wanted him to touch her, and here I was, fucking Kendall. I didn't even know why. Maybe it was to get my mind off of her, but it didn't work. I couldn't even say Kendall's name when we were together. How pathetic. She makes me that way, Veronica does all this shit to me. And I love her for it and hate her for it.

I walked out and I knew moments later, she'd be reading my confession of love. Hah, whatever the fuck you wanna call it, she was reading it. She'd probably go straight to Duncan after reading it and do only God knows what with him.

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Veronica's POV:

What the hell? Logan just came into the bathroom and gave me some letter. I couldn't help but notice the pain in his eyes. Even through his remarks, I still notice how much he hurts. I blame myself sometimes for that. I suppose I left him when he needed me the most, but I was scared for him. Honestly, scared. So I ran, like a coward, I know.

I open the letter. I notice his handwriting and I smile. It's so messy.

"If you're reading this, then I finally grew some balls and gave this to you. I don't know why I'm writing. I've gone over it in my head a thousand times. You and me that is. Why it can never happen. Why it ended. I went over all of it and I came up with this. I know you're still with him, I know he still loves you, but part of me knows this. You're not that Veronica Mars anymore. You're not that girl that fell in love with Duncan, and as much as you wanna believe you are, you can't be. You're different now. I'm sorry for the summer. I was so messed up Veronica. I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry because every time I see you, I feel the need to make an ass of myself and say something that will hurt you. I never want to hurt you, but I do. I do because that's who I am, when I'm not with you. When I'm not with you, I'm jackass Logan. And I hate that so much, but its reality. When I was with you, our relationship gave so much. When I kissed you, I felt your pain, you loss. I know you felt mine too. You felt me lose Lily. I felt you lose your best friend. You felt me hate my dad. I felt you love yours. You felt me mourn for my mom. I felt you long for yours. There was so much there Veronica. I just need to know that you know that. I have to admit, nothing would be better than for you to love me. But that's not what I want if it wont makes you happy. I want you happy. If Duncan makes you happy, then be with him. And Ill still be your jackass…waiting for you. But don't feel guilty. I'm not sure if I wanna write this down, but what the hell, I love you."

Wow. That simple. He loves me. I cant help but go over what he said, the same thought that I've had for weeks now. "You're not that Veronica Mars anymore. You're not that girl that fell in love with Duncan, and as much as you wanna believe you are, you can't be. You're different now"

I fold the letter and walk to my next class in a haze. I see Duncan and he kisses me. I don't return it. Everything's sort of a blur. Logan loves me.

"Hey" Duncan greets me.

Logan loves me.

"Hey" I respond.

Logan loves me.

"Are you okay" Of course I'm okay.

"Logan Loves me" Shit, that time I said it aloud.

I can see the confusion and anger all over his face. He doesn't understand.

"What, Veronica, what the hell?" I don't need to have this conversation now. I don't even know what I want. Logan loves me.

"Duncan, I gotta, I gotta go" I begin walking to my car. He doesn't follow. At first, I'm glad he doesn't, but then, I'm not. Why isn't he following me? Isn't that what boyfriends do? I hear yelling in the background and I assume its Duncan, telling me to come back. I need to get out of here. I open my car door and someone grabs my hand.

It's Logan. Of course.

"What do you want Logan" I plead with him. Why is he doing this? Why is he telling me all of this now? It's killing me. I've thought about it for weeks. About me and Duncan and how I'm not that girl anymore. I'm not the Veronica Mars who fell in love with Duncan. I'm the newVeronica Mars. I'm somewhat wild. Somewhat of a bitch. I have become what Lily always wanted me to be. I wore the Red dress. I went skinny-dipping. I kissed Logan Echolls. I solved her murder. I know she'd be proud. She would like who I've become. Badass Veronica Mars.

"You were right" Those are the only words I can form. "I'm not that girl anymore"

He smiles. I smile back.

"I know. Come on, let me give you a ride to your place"

And with that, we drive away. In his SUV. And I know Duncan saw. He had to, because everyone saw me storm to my car and then watched Logan run after me. Oh the rumors I will hear tomorrow. All part of the new Veronica Mars.