A/N: Thanks for all the reviews. If you guys want more, you got it. Trouble is, I'm afraid I'm screwing this up. I had it planned for a one-shot so let me know what you think. Secondly, I have exams all week so this will probably be the last chapter for this week, Ill get more out next week though. Thanks review again!

IMPORTANT NOTE: The bus crash never happened. Meg is still alive. And no ones heard anything about a baby yet.

Logan's POV:

I didn't know what the hell I was doing. I know Duncan saw me run after her. I know he'll probably kick my ass but I don't care. She had to have mentioned something to Duncan because he was anger. I saw it all over his face.

"What happened?" I ask. I need to know. It was my letter, after all, that caused this.

"I told him, accidentally, that you loved me" She says loved like its past tense. God, do I have to spell it out to this girl that I'm still in love with her. Oh wait, I did. I wrote in the fucking letter that I love her.

"What did he say?"

"He was anger, and I left and then you came after me" She turns to me and her gaze is undeniable. I pull over the car and turn to her.

Veronica's POV:

He turns to me and suddenly I see it. I see what he was talking about in the note. How we share each other's pain and loss each time we kiss. At that moment, I couldn't think. I left all my thoughts behind and kissed him.

"Veronica, Duncan, you're dating Duncan" That was the last thing I expected to come out of his mouth. I kissed him. And he reminds me of Duncan? I don't want to be reminded right now.

"Logan, I know. I know. But I saw it. I saw what you said—" and then he just cuts me off. With a kiss, as if he wasn't the one who just denied me. I kiss him back. I have to. I need this. I need him. I stay connected to his lips and I move to his seat and straddle him. He stops me again. What is he today? New and improved holy Logan?

"Veronica" He's pleading with me. I know he wants this, but he wants it to be different. He wants me to be dedicated to him. Not Duncan. "Veronica, I see him on you. Duncan, he's everywhere. Veronica Mars, who are you? Are you that girl, that I watched last year, loss her best friend and her boyfriend and just cry about it, or are you the girl who did something about it. Who made Lily's killer pay? Who talked back to me when I was an ass to you? Veronica, its your call. Ill wait, you know that." I know he will. But in the meantime, he'll be a jackass.

And now I want this. I want this so fucking much it will be the death of me. I want to forget about Duncan. I think I already have. And I want to take Logan back to my house and have my way with him. I was drowning, I was becoming so emotionless and he saved me. He was like coming up for air. I require him.

"Logan, I need you now" I think he gets what I'm saying but I can never tell with him. He drives straight to my house. I reach for my keys and as I open the door, he kisses me overpoweringly. God, how long have I really wanted this? How long have I known that I wasn't her anymore? I wasn't Duncan's anymore.

Logan's POV:

Oh God, we're on her couch now. I'm gripping her ass and she's on top of me. I can't help but feel guilty. Duncan has to know something's happening right now, but hell, I know about him and Meg. He knocked her up. Shit, Veronica doesn't know that. Suddenly, as she unbuckling my belt, I feel the need to tell her. Why the hell am I doing this to myself. I have her on top of me. She's ready. I'm ready. We both want this, yet I have to play righteous Logan and stop her.

"Veronica, I need to tell you something," The look in her eyes tells me she doesn't want to hear. She needs to though.

"Logan, go. Tell me, what is it that's so important" God, what am I doing to myself? She's still on top of me, her hands on my chest, and I go to open my mouth but the door opens. Shit. It's Mr. Mars, and Wallace? And Wallace's mom maybe? Fuck, I don't know. Veronica gets off me and I sit up. How fucking embarrassing.

"Okay, well, I should probably head out. Hello Mr. Mars, Wallace, I'm sorry, I don't you Maim but it was nice to meet you" I shake her head and head straight for the door.

"Why don't you stay for dinner Logan" What the fuck? Did those words really just come out of Keith Mars' mouth? Am I in some alternate universe? Am I dreaming? I look at Veronica and she has the same look as I do. Damn, I'm stuck. I can't say no.

"Sure, that'd be great" And there we are. Standing in the living room. Awkward silence. And this is just great. I love when I have nothing to say and feel uncomfortable.

Veronica's POV:

We just finished dinner and I walk Logan to the door. He seems a little nervous but leans down and gives me a kiss and whispers in my ear.

"I love you" He says it again. It makes me smile inside.

How awkward was that? That dinner. It was like hell. Dad was secretly asking him his intentions and god knows what else he was implying. And Wallace, Wallace was fucking shocked. I could see it all over his face.

If I thought that was hard, I cant imagine school tomorrow. And I still have no clue what I want. Maybe Lily will appear tonight with some advice. And how fucked up does that sound? Lily giving me advice on her ex-boyfriend. Somehow, I know its not as fucked up as it sounds.