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Koga POV
Chapter 7
I stared hard at the wall in the back of the den while I listened to the rainfall. It made me feel so sick that I was going to leave the clan for good, and I guess start all over or get eaten by another larger demon. I could hear them still arguing outside about me leaving or not, but I made up my mind, I'd probably do more harm then good anyways. So decided to man up and go outside and leave in front of everyone.
When I got outside I was the main attraction. Everyone had his or her eyes and eye on me.
"Koga, don't leave." Akane begged. I didn't bother to answer since I was half way dead in my mind. I really didn't feel like looking at any of them anyways.
"I decided that I would leave and let you all make the decision for yourselves and that when Mamoru would grow up to be a strong leader he would take the role and lead, and he will be strong." I felt dumb saying that but I needed to leave on a good note. I jumped down from the mouth of the den into the heavy rainfall. That's when everyone surprised me the most. They all backed up to the side leaving a path straight into the forest. Ha so they really wanted me to go. They lead the way. So I walked it.
It felt shameful to walk by myself and see everyone's eyes burning me with rage, sorrow, and happiness-you can kinda guess who-it felt like I was about to be pecked on by vultures. When I got to the line where the thick trees grew I gave off a deep sigh then ran off, leaving them in dust.
At that time I wondered what Ayame was doing. Did she go back up to the mountains? Did she get lost trying to get to the mountains? Or did she stay here? Am I going to meet up with her? Then all those questions gave me a funny feeling to go up to the mountains. So I made a sharp left turn and ran towards the mountains. I wanted to find out how in hell did this war started. Soon I felt the incline from the beginning, and then soon the weather started changing. Then before I knew it, it was snowing. I felt his feet freezing but didn't mind. When I got up there the first place I went was to the cave I woke up at when I was recovering. There was a dim-lit light so I knew someone was in there. When I went inside I saw my wolf Tooru, sleeping. What in the hell was he doing there? I ran to him and picked up his sleepy head. He wined then woke up.
"Tooru! You're alive?" I scratched his head while he wagged his tail. Then out of nowhere this white wolf came out. She had yellow eyes and pure clean white fur. He sat up and wagged his tail stronger. I looked at him then at her.
"Oh I get it you little mutt." I scuffed his head. My wolf was in love. It was a cute look for him. She waltzes over to him and sat next to him and cuddled with his neck. I smiled then petted her.
"W-What are you doing here?" Ayame's voice asked. I turned around.
"Ayame..." I was lost in my words. I had no idea how to confront her at all. I loved her, which I know but I was stuck.
"You should leave back to your clan before they worry."
"They won't I left...For good." I could see the sadness in her face.
"But why...Why would you leave, do you want to be alone? I wouldn't, I'd kill myself if they was to get rid of me."
"You don't want me alone?" I asked.
"No I don't."
"So then stay with me, with you I won't be alone." I think I hit the nail.
"But Koga, we're from two different clans-" I got up and hushed her with my finger.
"We're both wolves." I said.
"Whose ancestry hates each other."
"So why do I have to let a bunch of dead people live my life?" I asked.
"Because that's how it goes." She pushes off of me.
"I love you." I hope that one hit the second nail.
"...Koga." Ayame looked deeply hurt.
"I love you." I tried again.
"...I'm sorry."
"I love you." She looked like she was about to cry. She didn't say a word.
"Listen...They don't care." I said.
"Who?"
"Them." I pointed to Tooru and his wolfy.
"Nana!" Ayame seemed surprised. They didn't listen to each other. They were fixated.
"See...They don't care and they know exactly what's been going on. Why do we have to? We can run away, leave all this behind, possibly start our own clan." I offered.
"We can't do that."
"Says who?"
"No one, we just can't." She fights back.
"Says who?"
"No one!"
"Then let me kiss you, then we'll see what you think." I asked.
"No... We're not allowed to."
"Why not." I asked.
"Cause...the elders are watching me now."
"Why?" She looked down on the floor.
"Because they know I went down there with you, and they know about 'us', and if I keep seeing you, they'll kill you." She said.
"They can't kill me."
"They are very strong, mentally and physically." That's when I went in for the kill. I grabbed Ayame and pulled her into the strongest kiss I can give her. She squirmed a bit then gave in. When I broke it, she smiled.
"They can't hurt us Ayame." I said.
"They can and they will." I kissed her again but shorter. That's when Tooru howled. This time she broke the kiss. I felt weird, I wanted her. I loved her. I wanted her to be my wife, to have my children, to love and care for them. I wanted her to be just like my mom. So I did the unexpected with her. We made love. Hopefully she would bare my children.
When I woke up Ayame was buried under the fur blanket and clinging to my arm. Tooru and Nana was sleeping by the fire. I tried searching for my clothes only to find that they were at the bottom of the bed. So I left them there. Turning over I looked at Ayame who had her hair out. I snaked one hand around her back and fixed her position so that I can be comfortable. I'm hungry...Oh well...Can't complain...That felt good...I wonder what my clan is doing? I wonder what Ayame is dreaming? Food...No rabbit...Yea boar.
"Koga?" Ayame woke up muttering.
"Yea?"
"Hi." She sat up.
"Good morning...I think." I smiled and kissed her forehead.
She then made herself comfortable on my chest.
"Y'know we're in big trouble."
"Yep."
"What are we gonna do?"
"Straighten everything out between your clan and mine."
"How?" She asked sitting up.
"Well we find out we hate each other so much then we say sorry."
"Oh wow like that's gonna work." She says laying back down on my chest.
"It'll work, right Tooru?" I asked. Tooru gave me a proud bark.
"So..."
"What?" I asked.
"Why did we...y'know." She began to blush.
"Well I love you, and when people are in love that's what they do?" Nice try Koga, I gave myself a mental note.
"Oh ok." and she took it.
"Koga?"
"Yea."
"I love you." She said it...Yes. I chuckled.
"I love you too." I gave her a kiss on top of her head. She went back to sleep. I watched Tooru and Nana for a while. He licked her face and laid back down. They looked like the wolf version of Ayame and me.
I sat up thinking on what the others are planning to do. Are they going to plan to attack? Or just forget it? How is Etsuo going to lead the tribe...Would it be to victory? Or to defeat? Then how is Mamoru going to lead when his time comes? Did I make the right choice in leaving? Is the tribe going to be safe? Am I going to be safe? Is Ayame going to be safe?
Then I wondered what she meant by the elders are watching. Are they literally watching? Like they outside the cave watching, and watched us do our thing like perverts? Or as they can see what we are doing from where they're at, again like perverts? Or as in the spirits of her ancestors are watching us, again like perverts? Or maybe it was figurative. Well I came, they didn't. I laughed mentally after my little statement.
Would she have children? I hope she does.
"Ayame?" I wanted to see if she was awake. Does she want children? I hope she does.
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