"AAWWWWW! FINALLY! YES! HOLY MOTHER OF GOD FINALLY! sheesh ive been waiting for that for twenty three chapters... FINALLY! damn... geting a little ahead of myself."
I knew it, superspunky7. I knew you were going to say that. For all that are wondering what the opening quote is, that was part of the reply I got for this chappy. Um, superspunky7, not sure what you wanted me to clarify on the whole double stuff. I can't really clarify it any better, because that would give to much away. Don't forget that the reviewers don't know Jacqui as well as you, me, and SJC. So, um, the best I can do is that Draco and Jacqui needed the doubles so that they won't bring attention to themselves, so that they don't get into trouble. Hope that clarifies something. Again, not sure what you meant.
This chappy just kind of came blurting out of me. I didn't expect it to end the way it did, but originally this would've happened some chapters later. All I'm doing is hurrying up the process a tiny bit (by one chappy that's it). I hoped to have progressed more in this chapter, but I came upon a hold up on the way. I know you will love it.
krillball6- Um, Don't settle on the word family… more like, godfather. You said you had a few ideas and I want to know what they are before I post the next chapter which will have her coming home. Now, I love secrets, I love keeping them. And if you call me evil, all I'll do is laugh and be happy and content. Around school I'm known as the evil one. Even ask superspunky7. And don't worry, you'll get more info.
superspunky7- I remember about the ball.
mynameisbob- You won't find out what the songs are going to be not until after Christmas, which is in about 5 to 13 chapters.
Now, enjoy. I want to know what you think so don't forget to review.
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It was Saturday morning and everyone was heading down for breakfast.
"Are you sure you won't be able to come to the Winter Ball?" asked Ron.
Jacqueline shook her head, "I don't think I'll be able to."
Breakfast went by quickly and 11:00 approached rapidly. Before going onto the carriage, Jacqui hugged her friends tightly.
"Jacqui, you're acting like you won't see us again," said Harry.
"Rubbish! Of course I'll see you again," said Jacqui with a smile, but she was uneasy inside.
Is there any room in this carriage?" asked Draco, walking up to Jacqui.
She nodded.
"Malfoy," said Harry coldly.
"Potter," smirked Draco.
"I have to go," said Jacqui.
The quartet said their byes again. Draco helped Jacqueline into the carriage and the then entered it himself. The trio looked grimly at the carriage that took off. Even though Jacqueline claimed that she and Draco were friends, the three still didn't trust him.
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There was silence in the carriage. Jacqui and Draco were sitting opposite of each other. Draco kept on looking at Jacqui, who was staring at her hands, thinking. Few minutes later, she slowly switched seats; now sitting next to him. He looked at her, but she still didn't look up at him. Jacqui took his hand and gave it a squeeze that said, "I don't think I can get through this alone. I need you support." Draco pulled his hand out of hers and wrapped his arms around her, pulling her closer to him. Jacqui accepted his embrace and rested her head onto his shoulder and gave out a shaky sigh, trying to fight back tears.
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There weren't many people on the train. Draco and Jacqui took up a compartment somewhere in the beginning of it.
"You haven't said a single thing in the last two hours," said Draco, looking at Jacqui.
She looked at him, her eyes issuing a bitter sadness. "I know," she said gently.
"Tell me, what's on your mind?" and Draco moved to sit by her.
Jacqueline didn't answer, but just stared out the window.
"I… I…" she couldn't get the words out.
Jacqueline stood up and paced a bit. She stopped in front of the window again.
"I'm scared, Draco, I am sincerely scared."
Draco stood up and brought her into his arms. Jacqui closed her eyes and then opened them saying, "I feel so helpless; like an animal standing in front of a hunter, waiting to meet its death. I don't know what awaits me. And I shudder when I think of it. My mother always said, 'Look your fear in the eyes. Women are the strongest creations in this world. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They love unconditionally. Yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love. They have compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends. Women have vital things to say and everything to give.' She warned me to never forget that and I didn't. But now, I feel like I no strength in me at all. I sense that with one more movement of my body, I will fall into a heap on the floor and won't be able to get up any more. Occasionally I get this feeling that there can still be hope for me. That good will triumph over evil and that everything will soon be alright."
She grew quiet for a moment and Draco just stood there, holding her tightly, waiting for her to continue.
"I just wish for all of this to be over," she said finally.
Draco tightened his hold on Jacqui and whispered, "It will be."
"How do you know?" she asked, turning around in his arms to look at him.
Draco thought for a moment and looked Jacqui in the eye, "Because, righteousness can never leave the earth. Evil, will meet its end. In our hearts we know that life isn't always fair, but it will show reason when deciding between good and evil."
Jacqui sighed and lowered her eyes. Draco let go of her. He lifted her chin and said, "Whatever happens in the next two weeks, just don't let hope go."
Jacqui closed her eyes in consent. She reopened them and they just locked with the blue ones opposite her. Both had something in their eyes; a message, but the other couldn't decipher it.
A few minutes had passed and the two still hadn't moved. Draco's hand slowly moved from the chin to Jacqui's waist and brought her closer to him. Jacqui's hands came to his shoulders.
A/N: As I said numerous times. Deep breath in, and let it out through your mouth.
Their thoughts were the same.
Neither could get over the one barrier in their way…
their past.
Both struggled with the emotions rising inside of them. Now was not the time to destroy the friendship they had.
But yet, maybe it wouldn't be ruined.
What if the other thought differently?
But perhaps, their thoughts were on the same path, heading for the same direction.
Too much at stake? Too much to lose and little to gain?
But maybe each should take the chance they were being offered?
Should they be daring to take the step over the ravine and not descend into it?
A few moments passed like that. Each thinking, each doubting the same thing.
Jacqueline's eyes closed slowly, and she took a deep, long breath, taking in all the surroundings and feelings with it. Not knowing when, her forehead touched Draco's and they stood like that. Jacqueline opened her eyes and looked at him, opposite of her. His eyes were upon her as well. Their foreheads parted and in a matter of moments, their lips met in a passionate kiss.
