This was supposed to be me, crying this endless waterfall of regret.
Not the one that I love, the one who was tortured to no end, suffering captured in a net of love, not strong enough to break free.
"Why must you love me…." I whisper to myself, not loud enough for your lovely ears to hear. I am not worth it. My eyes, burning with the sensation of heated tears cloud over with anger.
You…just…can't… I try to make myself believe. That you really don't love me.
Your sob is muffled but I hear you and my world stops. "I….love you…" you cry as if being strangled.
"No matter how much you try to make me stop….there will always be that irregular pumping of my heart when I think of your smiling face, my sun, my earth, my moon, my stars, my air that I need to breathe, to live."
As my eyes widen, the unreleased tears finally make their journey down my face. Guilt overwhelms my senses as I realize my behavior. I acted so aloof, uncaring and he still held on to that quickly breaking thread of hope that I loved him back.
All of the signals I sent him were those of total distaste, of hate. I was too wrapped up in being away from the world, believing that no one cared, that I was just a small speck of dust that would either be carried away by the wind or flung off of a place where I don't belong, that I never realized how much I needed him.
How would I be if he were gone? My heart stops its rapid thumping and I stop to hear the rain slowly hitting the ground with grace. I can hear the sobs coming from my love, and my hand shakily moves to be placed on his shoulder.
"I…" I start unsure of what to say. "I….love you too, Naruto." The sobs that have been ringing in my ears slowly come to a standstill. I turn to see that look in your eyes. That look…The one of….relief. Understanding. Happiness. And………most of all…..Love.
A/N: Anndd…It's over! This is a repost of the first one…It was kind of confusing….(Dunno if I fixed it at all…..ah well..) If you couldn't tell, It's from Sasuke's POV. Please R&R! I would like to know what you think!
