Maybe I need some happy pills for writing all this depressing stuff but I can't help it every poem I write these days becomes a sad depressing Gaara one. And for a happier note well a humorous note for you not for me. Oranges attacked me in Wisconsin! Yes I repeat oranges attacked me in Wisconsin. Don't ask how or why but they did and now I have a slight fear of oranges when they are not near a knife or being eaten those things are monsters. Okay I should start this fic right now and I own nothing.
When you're living a nightmare
You learn to muffle your screams
Learn to be alone
Learn not to cry any tears
Learn to deal with pain
Because it's all you have
You learn you can never love
And you are constantly reminded of how you are
With constant cries and screams as you walk
A monster to all
Even yourself
Living a nightmare is full of pain
Full of fear
But you are the monster in your own nightmare
You are not allowed to feel
These things
Abandonment, loneliness, pain
You as the monster don't bleed
But different forms of pain live in the heart
Whenever the monster id screamed at
Little by little your heart breaks
Living in a nightmare
Pain knows no bounds
Your heart never heals in a nightmare
It just breaks and breaks
In a nightmare where you are the monster
You want to wake up
You think this nightmare can't be real
Yet in the back of your mind you know it is
When you're living a nightmare
And it's completely real
You know no love
Only pain
But you don't want to be alone
Okay this is my last fic before I go to bed and I still need to study for a quiz tomorrow and no its not math (the best writing time in school) review peoplesi need something interesting to read and make myself feel better its like my version of happy pills whoot!