okay, itsabout a yearafter the last episode of DA season 2. the familiars are almost gone yada da da
its MA fic
a bit angsty
hopefully it will getbetter
dont own anything. sad buttrue hehe
reviews would be great(be nice)
Max froze at the scene. He had be gone a week without telling anyone, not even Joshua. Damn him for making her worrying about his sorry ass. She couldn't help feeling a big relief that he was okay.
Slowly she stood behind, "you are not thinking about jumping are ya? I hate to save your sorry ass" she didn't get a reply. It was strange. Then she saw the bottle of whisky in his hand and four empty ones. "Alec?" she said more worried. Her hand didn't reach his shoulder until he slapped it away.
"Maxie, haven't you heard the phrase don't play with fire, well am fire"
"Don't call me Maxie, Alec"
"What? Do it remind you of Ben?" he said it mockingly. She froze once again. "but you killed him didn't you? And now I have his face, and you have to see it al the time… how does it feel. Seeing your psyco brothers face?"
Alec looked at her taking another sip. "stop it Alec" she was shaking with anger
"Do me a favour and leave me the hell alone" he said with a cold voice. He took another sip looking out at the city.
"Why? The space needle is not yours" she said slowly. He had a whole different vibe around him, a vibe she wasn't familiar with. Not at al.
"Then I leave, it is what you always have wished for" he stood up brushing of the dust. His cloths where wet, it had rain that morning, but the way he looked. It seemed that he hadn't moved from that spot for days. His eyes where dull, and he had a bit of beard.
Max grabbed his arm but he replied shook it of. She took a step back "what's wrong Alec? You been gone for a week. Everyone has been worried, Joshua wanted to have a searching team. Even if the Familiars are gone, it doesn't mean that we are safe" he just looked at her coldly
"Are you done?"
"Why are you acting this way?" she said frustrated, over the past year they got really close as friends. Even if they didn't always agree they stood behind each other, even if it was more Alec that had her back. And she missed that.
"None of your business Max" he took another sip and Max grabbed the bottle away from him "give it back Max" he said threaten.
"No" she didn't have the chance to react, he pushed her down pinning her down.
"When I say something, you listen! Now leave me the hell alone or I swear Max. I am going to hurt you" he said it so seriously that it broke Max heart. Tears wanted to fall but she didn't allow it.
He left her shaken on the roof, it started to rain again. Al the memories came back, no no no were the words that was repeating in his head. He started to run and run. Blurring throw the streets of Seattle.
It wouldn't stop, he got to the forest. Almost collapsing he crawled the last miles to the ruin that once was Manticore. Al the memories where coming back to fast. Rachel.
"I'm sorry, am sorry Rachel. I'm so sorry!" He screamed in pain. "Its my fault, its my fault" he was broken. Losing his mind.
"I'm not BEN! I'm not BEN!" the voices in his head were screaming lauder and lauder. "STOP IT!" he looked at his hand and there where bloody. He tried to wipe it off but it wouldn't go away. The rain wouldn't help him. Nobody would.
He had to make it stop, he had to make it al stop.