Disclaimer; I do not own the copywrite to these characters or their frame of minds, they are property of the writer of Mirage of Blaze, the animeseries.
This is taken from the perspective of Naoe Nobutsuna after episode 7, I hope you enjoy.
Torture
Is it seeing your face everyday?
Being near enough to touch,
Just a brush stroke away.
For an instant and the instant is gone,
Knowing the pain I feel,
Does that satisfy you?
Not even aware,
You don't remember at all!
Do you even know what looking at you does to me?
What I would do in this very instant?
You don't know.
I'm not your teacher,
And I'm not your protector.
I'm your servant,
You order and I will obey.
The torture is not knowing,
Will the pain go away?
Are we to live this cycle again and again?
Your eyes pierce my soul,
My body and heart ache to hold.
To do more then be by your side.
Torture
I wronged you long ago,
You'll never forgive me, I know.
Yet I follow still with flattened hope,
Wishing that one day it will end,
And I will be loved again.
Series Mirage of Blaze:written in the mind ofNaoe Nobutsuna