Okay I know some of you are probably looking at the songs that I use and are asking yourselves What kind of screwed up tasted in music does she have. Okay some of you may not be asking yourselves that. Anyway I'm starting out with song lyrics and some flashbacks. Sorry it's the easiest way to write myself out of the hole I seem to keep writing myself into. Thank you everyone who reviewed and who read but didn't review. I hope you all enjoy, I promise there will be more action in this story, it won't be all this angst and romance that has been in the past few chapters. Anyway on with the story.
Kimberly laid in bed looking up at the ceiling. Tommy's arms were tightly around her bare waist, she went to roll over, only to find that Tommy's grip on her got tighter if she tried to move. Kimberly gave up trying to leave the bed for a few minutes and listened to her radio playing softly in the background. She still wondered how Raymond got her single to be played in regular rotation on the radio. Funny how the song was so perfect right now. She wrote it after a dream she had, had one night. The more she thought about the dream and how it had played out like the last part of the night she wondered if it was more than a dream. She was still learning about her powers and kept getting new ones before she finished getting the hang of another one. She grabbed a pillow and slipped it under Tommy's arm as she got out of bed. She pulled on the shirt that she had borrowed as she called it from Tommy, right before she left for Florida. So many things were running through her mind but her mind kept coming back to him and that look.
Do you see me like I see you
Do you hear me when I speak of you
Do you feel me when I'm loving you
Do you see me because I see you
That look, God how I use to fear that look, some part of me still fears that look. I have only seen that look directed at me once before in darker... greener times, it nearly meant the end of the Power Rangers and literally the world as we knew it. A look that I have tried to hide behind, why I may never know but that look always made me feel stronger when he gave it to Rita and Zedd... Ha Rita and Zedd more like mommy dearest and step daddy, but when he gave that look to me it made me feel so small and weak like he was in my head constantly giving me it in my minds eye. Maybe that's it, maybe I hid behind it cause, he is the only one able of giving that look. The look that still sends shivers down my spine, maybe that's why I try to hide behind it, because of him. Could it be that it made me feel closer to him?' Kimberly thought to herself as she stood in front of her open window.
Tommy half woke up and reached for Kimberly to pull her closer as a gently breeze came through the room, sending a small chill up his bare back. He kept reaching until he realized she wasn't there.
The memories of that night still playing in both their minds at that same moment as both wondered what the other one was thinking about.
Flashback
Kimberly had, had enough silence for one night. So she did the one thing she had wanted to do since Tommy showed up back in her life. She kissed him. It wasn't a slow soft kiss like Tommy was use to, it was hard, passionate, full of fire and lust, she had never kissed Tommy like that before. It wasn't the innocent kisses that they gave each other before, this was a kiss of lovers... of adults, she wanted to make sure he knew that she wasn't they bubble gum mallrat that she use to be. She want him to know she had grown into a woman, a woman that was no longer shy or intimated by her looks or relationships.
She finally broke the kiss and walked into the house. Tommy stood outside for a few minutes, Kimberly leaving after that without so much as a word had startled him down to his core. He excepted her to cry, to get angry, slap him for not doing it first, he thought she'd do something other than just silently walk away. As soon as Tommy got his sense back, he went into the house. The instant he opened the door, he was almost deafened by the music that was blasting.
Tommy called out.
What? I'm going to kill those guys as soon as I find them. Do you know where they are? Kimberly asked as she appeared from of one room and disappeared into another.
No. Kimberly, will you stop... Please? Tommy said grabbing her arm as she went to pass him again.
Tommy, I have things to do.They can wait. Tommy stated flatly.
Before Kimberly could get another word out Tommy pressed his lips against her.
End Of Flashback
That was the beginning of an interest night. Kimberly still can't recall just how they got upstairs, or how Tommy and her got into bed. Not that she was complaining. They had done stuff that night she only dreamed of doing with Tommy, then they talked. Well... she talked Tommy listened, why was she only able to willingly and openly give herself and her heart to him? Soon after that thought they both fell asleep in each others arms.
Not again. Tommy muttered to himself.
He sat up to see Kimberly standing in front of the window the breeze playing with his old green plaid shirt that he thought he had lost years ago. The moon shined in through the window lighting Kimberly's face enough for Tommy to see her face with a look that meant she was deep in thought. Tommy pulled on his pants that were careless tossed on the floor once he and Kimberly had reached her bedroom.
But it's goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye again
A quarter for your thoughts? Tommy said as he ran the tips of his fingers down her arm.
His one arm wrapped around her waist pulling her back into his chest. He rested his chin on her shoulder.
Kimberly jumped at his touch. She thought he was still sound asleep.
I thought it was a penny.Normally it is... Tommy started warmly.
But considering the weighty thoughts you have been indulging in, I thought it best to offer you a bit more.You should stick with the pennies it will be cheaper in the long run. Kimberly said softly.
Where were you just now?
Kimberly continued to stare out the window with a bitter sweet smile playing on her lips.
I saw your world from the side
A simple glimpse of the pleasures you pride
Now it's back to my own reality
I wish you could see me
Flashback
Kimberly ran her hand over the glass case that held Tommy's white ranger uniform. She noticed her former suit was right beside his.
Always side by side in uniform. She whispered to herself as memories of them always being side by side in battle and in life played through her head.
Kimberly I know this is hard to take in right now but time is of the importance. If you do not leave soon, you might lose your powers. Alpha Five said from his position at the control board.
Why now, why me?I'm sorry Kimberly, but you need to be trained and I can not train you.ZORDON! Stop with the run around why can't you give me a straight answer? Kimberly shouted in anger.
She was shaking she had never yelled at Zordon before, but it felt strangely good to be able to yell at him. Zordon's voice continued to boom through the Command Center but his words never made it to Kimberly's mind she was to lost in the thought of having to tell Tommy what was going on.
But it's goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye again
Can I at least say goodbye to them? Kimberly asked in a small voice.
Of course, we will teleport you back to you apartment to gather your things first.
Kimberly disappeared in a pink light as soon as Zordon's voice boomed the command to teleport to Alpha.
He chases the snow while I chase my dreams
So my life just got cold
Kimberly teleported back a few hours later. She had went out and bought new things for her trip. All of it black, she couldn't wear pink anymore that was her color when she was with Tommy. She had read Tommy's letter when she was back at her apartment it arrived that afternoon but she didn't get a chance to read it till then.
Shall we contact the rangers for you Kimberly? Alpha asked
Kimberly's voice was cold and hard.
They have enough to worry about I don't want them to know. Zordon, Alpha please promise me no matter what you hear or even if they ask about me you will not tell them anything.Can I just see Tommy in the viewing globe before I go? She asked turning to the viewing globe.
As you wish, Kimberly. Alpha said his voice low he couldn't figure out why Kimberly had changed her mind.
Kimberly looked into the viewing globe and there was Tommy playing in the snow with another girl. Kimberly's heart couldn't take it anymore.
I'm ready.
Dancing alone in the dark it always seems
To be with him is to be bold
It had been months since Kimberly had seen Tommy that fated day in the viewing globe. Yet the same dream replayed in her head ever night. Him and Kat dancing, some how just some how she knew it wasn't a dream. She closed her eyes as she heard Billy opening the door to check on her like he did every night since she meant up with him on Aquitar. She never told him about the dreams or that she saw what she saw that day. It was for the best, she couldn't relive that pain.
Cause it's goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye again
Cause it's goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye again
And again and again and again
I have said good bye to you three times. You know that? Tommy questioned not sure where she was heading with that comment.
Yeah when you lost your green ranger powers permanently, I thought I would never see you again.And I came back to you... for you Tommy whispered the last part softly in her ear.
When I left the Power Rangers to go to Florida.I never stopped loving you after that, I was so proud of you even though I thought... his voice drifted off.
And when I went on my quest for my powers. You may not have heard me but I said it.And we're back together again now and forever.I guess third time really is a charm.Come on let's get back to bed you look exhausted. She answers simply.
Kimberly laid her head his shoulder, her blue eyes looking up at him. She was trying to figure out if he liked the changes in her outer appearance and what she had become on the inside. It's times like this she wished she knew all of her powers and that they were developed to their full potential. Tommy caught her eyes and gave her a warm yet tired smile.
She let his smile and the warm look in his eyes calm her mind like it always did when they were teenagers, maybe just maybe she really could go back to being how she use to be. She knew Tommy was the key he always was and hopefully always would be. She let her thoughts run away with her as Tommy pulled her closer. His eyes shutting slowly, his breath shallow yet steady.
Amazing what a kiss can do. Okay, everything that happened after the kiss is probably more like it. Either way, I'm letting myself get pulled away from the moment. I need to treasure this. I'm only going to work myself up and never fall asleep.' Kimberly thought as she continued to watch Tommy sleep.
Kimberly could hardly sleep some nights, the dreams became to much at times, just like her first day back at her home when she threw a lightning ball at the wall. She was happy when she had learned how to fix simply things with her powers or else her room back in Wellington would have been completely destroyed long ago. Sometime she thought that there might still be a Sen Zruda still hiding in her, laying in wait for the perfect time to try to take her over. Billy had ran numerous test on her and assured her that they were all destroyed, but some how it seemed that they never left.
Tommy muttered in his sleep. She could tell he was dreaming of their days as rangers. As he kept murmuring he pulled her closer. His heart was pounding she could feel it, she doubted she could do anything about it and decided to let his dream run it's course.
We both chose this, not just each other, but a life away from the Power Rangers. Even though we still have so much fighting to do, just let it go for one night Tommy, we don't need to fight anymore tonight. Kimberly whispered.
Now is a time of calm,I have to keep reminding myself. Why did I want to fight it, why was I determined to push him away. I guess I could only blame it on old habits, hanging on for dear life, when my life seemed to be upside down.' Kimberly thought to herself.
Kimberly moved herself so she was pressed against him as much as possible. He stirred from the movement, and let out a snort. Kimberly stifled her laughter, she would have to tease him about it in the morning. She looked at him a minute more before she too began to shut her eyes.
She was almost asleep but as if on cue, a crash from outside the bedroom. Kimberly jerked her eyes wide open and could see something green pass her open widow.
Do you make it a habit to sneak into women's bedrooms? Kimberly hissed out in a harsh whisper.
We need to talk. The Green Ninja Ranger said in a even tone.
Even though he had his helmet on Kimberly could tell his jaw was clenched. Kimberly got out of bed carefully to keep Tommy shirt at the proper length.
Can I at least get dressed? Kimberly asked as she walked to her closet and grabbed some cloths.
She didn't even wait for him to answer she walked right past him. Before she disappeared into the bathroom, she turned to him.
I'd wait downstairs if I were you. I wouldn't want to be in your position if he wakes up and finds you here.
Kimberly then disappeared into the bathroom, leaving a very confused green ranger. He decided it would be best if he didn't let the man in bed see him there, so he left the room choosing to wait in the hallway instead of going downstairs incase she tried something. Soft beeps could be heard from his wrist.
Go for green ranger.Have you found her yet? A voice ranger out
Yeah dad, I'm still not comfortable keeping this from the other rangers though.It is not necessary to alarm them if it turns out to be nothing they and you have enough on your plate. The only reason I agreed to let you go is so that you may find the peace you need to fulfill your ranger duties.Okay I get it.Do you always talk to yourself? Kimberly asked as she appeared in the doorway.
Shutting the door softly for fear of waking Tommy. She started to go down the steps, the green ranger close behind her.
Where are... she broke him off mid-sentence.
The green ranger continued to follow her until she lead him outside the house and into the back yard that was nothing but woods.
I think we've gone far enough. He said as he grabbed her arm.
Kimberly's instincts kicked in and she easily flipped him with a little help from her powers.
I want to take a walk. If you want answers you'll just have to try and keep up. Kimberly said as she stomped off into the woods.
The morning sun peeking through the sky and casting a peach and orange glow all around the woods. After a few minutes the green ranger caught up with her.
You can drop your ranger form I know who you are Cam. Kimberly said as he step in pace with her.
Who are you? He asked still in ranger form
A friend.How do you know about me and what was with Lothor calling you niece? Cam waited for the answers patiently.
I think it's best if you just forget me for now. I promise you, soon all your question will be answered but not right now.
Back at the House
TOMMY! KIMBERLY! Jason yelled as he bursted into the house.
The other rangers close on his heels. Each one going for a different room as Jason ran upstairs.
TOMMY! KIMBERLY! Jason yelled out again.
Tommy asked as he emerged for the bedroom showered and dressed.
Where's Kimberly?I don't know down stairs I guess the shirt she was wearing last night was on the chair and the bathroom light was left on so I assumed she was downstairs getting coffee or something. Why what's going on? Tommy asked.
He was worried at the way Jason kept looking at him and they way he was shouting their names.
Let's see if she's downstairs then I'll explain everything. Jason practically ran downstairs with Tommy close behind.
Any sign of her? He asked the rangers that were gathered in the living room.
No, but there is some new information coming in. Rocky said as he turned to the TV.
Once again topping this mornings new, actress Kimberly Hart was apparently found badly beaten early this morning just outside of the woods near her home in Reefside. Details are still sketch and police have not confirmed if it was the actress who is best know for her role as Star in the TV show The Tribe which is filmed in Wellington. The reported paused for a moment and turned the page of the paper she was reading.
Though it has not been confirmed if it was Kimberly Hart that was found the hospital has released a statement saying that the young woman who fits Kimberly Hart's description is in intensive surgery and once she is out will be moved to intensive care. The doctors are doubtfully that she will recover from the injuries that she has sustained. Stay tune and we will continue to give you up to date information as it comes in. If you have information that may help the police please call are toll free hotline that is flashing at the bottom of your screen. Again... The reporter disappeared from the screen as Rocky turned off the TV.