"Bam?" Novak finally said, breaking the silence. Gee had fainted by this time, but Novak just stood there in shock. As they stared, Ryan walked in.
"Yo, what are you guys doing?" he asked. He walked up to the computer, going straight through Bam.
Novak was shocked that Dunn couldn't see Bam. "Oh, nothing, just on a message board, that's all." Novak clicked and brought them to the board index.
"Oh, okay." Ryan replied. He walked straight through Bam, and out the door.
"How does he not see you?" Novak whispered loudly to Bam.
"He can see me, he just doesn't want to." Bam replied, shrugging.
"Bam, he loves you. Why wouldn't he want to see you?"
"He's hating himself because of what he did but I'm happy that I'm not suffering anymore"
"He doesn't belive that you're standing there?" Bam shook his head. "Well, Bam, go make him belive"
"You're right, Novak," Bam said, "and while I'm doing that you should wake Shitgoose up." Novak laughed. "Oh yeah." Bam got closer to Novak. He put his arms around Novak and kissed him full on the lips. Life Partner was startled but Bam just smiled. He whispered in Novak's ear,"Thanks for beliving." and gave him a hug.
Bam walked out and sat on the couch next to Ryan. Ryan looked over at him and sighed.
'This isn't real, why do I keep seeing him?' he thought, getting up and going to Bam's room. He flopped down on the bed and hugged the pillow, smelling Bam's colonge. Bam-Bam followed Dunn and sat on the edge of the bed, sighing.
"I love you, and will never stop loving you, too." Bam said. Ryan jumped, hearing that.
"It's not real. I don't belive in"
"Stop saying that! It's me! I'm here right now! I'm a ghost now! Belive it!" Ryan looked up at Bam.
"What the hell is wrong with my imagination?" Ryan yelled, running into the bathroom. Bam was pissed.
"That's it! If you don't belive me then I guess I wasted my time trying to talk to you! If that's what you fucking want, us to be overwith forever, then fine! It'll take me awhile to forget the night we had right before I did that fucked up stunt, but I'll make sure I do! Good-fucking-bye, Ryan!" but before Bam left, he went into the bathroom and gave Ryan a kiss that he would remember forever.
The next few days for Ryan were the worst he's ever had. The only thing he had to relief himself was his razorblade coming in contact with his wrists. Novak and Raab tried to stop him but he wouldn't. Ryan was feeling guilty about killing Bam and feeling guilty about the night he came back. All he could do was cut.
"What can we do?" Novak said, lying down on the couch. "He's in a depression"
"I think I have one last idea." Raab replied.
"What's your idea"
"Well, first of all...do you think we could get Ryan out of the house"
"Erm...I can try. Why"
"We can take him to the cemetary to see the grave." Novak looked at Raab like he was an idiot.
"You've got to be kidding me. Do you have any idea what he's gonna do when we go there? He'll probably go crazy and then come home and commit suicide!" he said. Raab just shrugged.
"We should just try it. If he does go crazy, we'll keep an eye on him for a few days. Okay?" he explained.
"Fine." Novak nodded, still unsure.