How can I live……..

How can I live with myself when everything I've done hurts people…

My heart aches in pain……and yet I know I don't have one…

Seeing you like this makes me want to scream……instead I laugh…

We've know each other for years and in a single night………everything changes…

For I have no friends, like you, to guide me in the right direction…

How can I live………when I'm already dead…

You saw me die…………when I tried to kill you…

You stood by my side………even when I wouldn't…

And now it comes to this………two old friends wanting to end the other's lives……and yet…I want you to win…

As we fight……I want to tell you everything……and yet I don't…

Hours go by and you're starting to slow down………but I stay strong…

I see you're pain and wonder why you go on……unlike me…

You go to strike me………and yet I don't move…

The look in you're eyes tell a different story………then when we first started to fight…

You ask me 'why'………yet I have no answer for you to justify my actions…

My life is slipping away…………yet I don't care…

You tell me to hang on………and I ask why…

You look at me as a small pool of blood surrounds me………yet I feel nothing…

You tell me something………but I can't hear it all…

As the world slowly fades……I hear one word that I never thought I hear you say…

Good-bye my friend…


Alright...here we go again. This is my first poem every...well not every...any way please send a review and how I did...and thanks in advance. Sara Wesker