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A/N I am sorry that I haven't update but it is a bit long to make up the chapter while you go on. Anyways enough of my chattering
Crazy in Love
Ryuo sat silently at his desk, the music from his stereo blaring. Bottles of empty vodka bottles and gins laid scattered around his bedroom floor. He stared at himself, his reflection was of someone else, his eyes were shadowed and beginning to sag from the lack of sleep, his hair was disheveled and he was paler the before if that was possible. He sighed rolling up his sweat jackets left sleeve up to his shoulder.
Slowly he removed the spotted linen bandages, he smiled at his art work. From his elbow down he had carved and slashed at his wrist and arm and from his elbow up he had etched and carved symbols of solitude of death. The most recent ones were still raw and barely beginning to scab.
Tracing his fingers over one of the older ones. He could not help but pick at the scab peeling at it till the flesh was pink once again and glossy a contrast to his pale white skin and the brown blacking scabs. Reaching into the lower drawer he rummaged away before locating his tool. A thin, sharp and dirty razorblade. It was caked in dry blood and it was obvious that it had never been cleaned since its first use.
Gritting his teeth he dragged the blade up and down, side to side, across his wrist. The pain was sharp and intense the first few minutes until the pain dulled down and his arm accustomed to the slicing of his flesh. He laughed maniacally as he slashed deeper wanting too feel something other then disgust, other then worthlessness. Something other then this pain of loneliness.
His arm twitched as he dropped the razor on the desk top. He panted as he watched the cuts bleed out more then usual. His vision began to blur slightly as he struggled to stay awake. He felt a chill in his body. His heart beat slowing down, was this death? He laughed, he always wanted this, ever since he lost her...ever since he lost Taki...ever since his brother blamed him for his mothers death...for their fathers distance...
"Ryou! What the hell!? Open up!" He heard a muffled voice shout from the other side of the door.
He could hardly recall what happen next. All he could hear was someone swearing, and shouting at someone to call 911. All he could do was smile as hot tears dripped onto his face...the faint sound of someone begging...'Don't you die you idiot...don't you leave me alone...don't leave me...'
"Hey wait up" Ryuo called out he was chasing a auburn haired girl he couldn't see her face but her body was beautiful.
"Hurry up" She said a smile crossed her face, her voice soft melodic.
They laughed as they both fell on a bed of flowers her hair falling across her face. He stared up at her his hand pushing back a few strand away from her face. It surprised him that he was happy and this mystery girl brought it out of him. He continued to think to himself suddenly aware that she stared at him. He looked at her and smiled genuinely at her, suddenly she giggled as a butterfly landed on his nose making it tickle. He blew it away, smiled and then chuckled.
He stared at his mystery girl, as she played with a strand of hair before she looked back at him with a pearly white smile. Uncontrollably his hand shot up and pulled her head down to his lips, as he captured her with his lips in a short but tender kiss. He pulled away slowly a soft satisfied sigh escaping his pink lips, closing his eyes for a second an opening them to see shining blue orbs staring into his brown chocolate eyes...
Authoress: Yup I re-writing all my chappies and posting the new one along with them :D and ppl say I'm mean lmfao! Enjoy it peepz!