Why didn't he say anything?
And more importantly, why did it bother me so much?
To be honest I don't know what I expected him to say, I don't even quite know what I was trying to say.
It was my one attempt at trying to explain, or maybe what I'd been feeling since we started sparring.
Why every kiss from Billy seems a little less sweet, or why I still dream about the first time we that we sparred
I like Billy I really do, but I felt something very intense then, when your lips were less then an inch away from mine. Something I'd never felt with Billy or anyone. The feeling resonated with me afterwards, and I could never quite shake it off. I guess this was my way of seeing if it resonated with him too.
I guess not.
Then why does he keep showing up in my dreams, and why can't I smile as much around Billy as much as much as I used to.