Missing You
28th of January, AC197
Oh Heero,
Where are you? No one's seen you for nearly two weeks and you haven't contacted anyone for longer. You can stay with me. I won't mind. I'm... I'll love it.
I love you, Heero. I need your company. I just... need you.
Love Relena
3rd of March, AC197
Dear Heero,
I never knew how much I loved until you vanished. Even during the war when your life was in danger I always felt that you would survive because of who you were. I wonder if you are now. Alive... I mean.
I can't take all of the expectations. I'm only in my teens and yet I have the demands that people twice, thrice my age struggle under. They have experience I sorely do want but don't have and yet am expected to show.
I miss you Heero. So very much.
Love Relena
14th of April, AC197
Dear Heero,
I visited Duo. I was wondering if he knew something about your disappearance. I wasn't sure if he would tell me, out of loyalty to you. I didn't know if you had made him promise never to tell where you were. Or if there was nothing to tell. If he was just as clueless as me.
We played poker. Strip poker. He and his girl friend (and apparently they are not dating but they sure are close!) were very amusing and I had so much fun.
I think I will visit again some time. Maybe we will cross paths. I hope so.
Love Relena
17th of July, AC197
Heero,
I've never been to a party where I haven't already known the hosts, or my parents haven't. I don't Duo knew them either, through I think Hilde did, merely because of the way she was hugged by the hostess. Through she did hug me as well.
I'm not sure that her hand was unintentional however.
Duo said I danced well, so at least I didn't humiliate myself in front of him, I'm glad of that. I'm pretty sure I didn't do anything illegal. Pretty sure. Duo never left my side all night.
That was appreciated. I gave him a hug. People like hugging Duo. Hmm... Did you ever hug him?
He also said that what I'm feeling now is what he calls is a buzz. I should feel sick in the morning. I hope not. That would be unpleasant.
Relena
20th of December, AC197
Heero, I haven't seen you for so long. I think I've forgotten what your face looks like. You always hated photographs. I want a picture of you. I have dozens of Duo, Quatre, Hilde, none of you. I miss you, I want you, I need to see you again. I have told you I love you, didn't I? I did mean it, no, I do mean it. I do, I promise you. Please come home to me. Relena.
28th of December, AC197
Heero,
It was a shock to see you standing there. Outside my door. You looked taller, more grown up. I should be sad that I missed all that. I am, but how I was supposed to.
You received my last letter. Frantic, stupid, rushed. I was an idiot. Please forgiven for what was said. Written, whatever. Duo taught me that. And the mistletoe, he showed me too. He likes me. Like I -
I think I still love you.
Relena
13th of January, AC198
Heero,
I love him.
I haven't told him. I think it's too late.
Relena
5th of February, AC198
Heero,
Thank you. For listening to me, for everything. I've grown up a better person because of you. I'm still growing up.
I kissed him, he kissed me back. I think I'll kiss him again, if he doesn't kiss me again soon.
Relena
PS. Too early for monogrammed towels do you think?
PSS. I was joking.
PSS. But really? Do you think...?
PSSS. I still love you, just, platonically. I think that's for the better. Duo and I, well our initials go together perfectly.
PSSSS. But, you know Heero. I do have a good friend that would be perfect for you!