AN: thanks for the reviews. Also warning for this chapter Dark.
Chapter two
Prelude to the moment part 1: darkness
A week later from 'the Beast within'
Beast Boy woke up as the sun pierced through his window. Slowly he got up and grabbed his uniform from the floor and put it on. He then packed the rest of his stuff in a duffel bag. "Stupid robin" said Beast Boy to himself "everyone expects me to be funny, But the moment I am a threat the try to throw me in jail." He then hid the bag behind his desk "might as well go have something to eat." He said to himself as he headed to the kitchen.
Beast Boy entered the kitchen and took out a package of jalapeno flavored tofu. "Morning" said Robin to Beast Boy "morning" he replied as he cut a piece of tofu and threw it into the frying pan. "So what's planed for today" asked Cyborg while reading the newspaper. "Perhaps we go to the park of amusement." Said Starfire, "or the mall of shopping." "You guys can go right ahead" said Beast Boy "I would rather stay here." "Does this have to do with terra?" asked Robin, "well yeah in a way." Said Beast Boy cutting his tofu, "I will stay to" said Raven "to make sure Beast Boy doesn't blow up the tower." Beast Boy then walked up a turned on the TV and sat there for awhile.
An hour later the tower was quiet except for the sound of Raven meditating "funny" thought Raven "I thought by now Beast Boy would at lease bug me to play a video game" she then got up and searched the tower to look for Beast Boy.
A minute later Beast Boy left his Room with his Bag of his belongings, he made his way down to the garage where his Rebuilt truck was. "Stupid tower" said Beast Boy trying to hold back tears "I don't need them." He then threw his bag into the cab and started the engine. He then put a cd in the CD player and listened to the words for awhile.
Raven was about to enter Beast Boy's room when the sound of an engine stopped that. She then fazed herself through several walls and lands in the garage. Raven saw Beast Boy in his truck, then something unexpected he reaches into his glove compartment and pulls out a revolver.
"I try my best" said Beast Boy to himself "I do what I can do, but it is not fucking good enough" he loads the revolver with one bullet and then looks at it for awhile "when I Beast Boy, I am joke. When I am the Beast they lock try to lock me away." He then takes a cigarette and lights it. As the cab fills with smoke he thinks back to Terra and the team.
Raven watched outside the truck and waited to see if he is about to do something stupid or come to his scenes but all she can do is wait,
"They drove me to this" said Beast boy to the revolver "Robin was going to throw me in jail while Starfire would stand there and watch." Beast Boy the shut off the engine "Cyborg," Beast Boy paused to wipe away his tears "you try so hard to help me but your pleas they get ignored tossed away, just like me." He then took another cigarette out and lit it. "Raven," said Beast Boy "you understand me so well yet, they thought I had hurt you." He then placed the barrel to his temple "if I told you how I felt I would just hurt you" he then pulled the trigger.
As this was happening Raven was listening to Beast Boy rant in secret he saw him put the barrel to his head. "Azerath Metrion Zinthos" Yelled Raven as he pulled the trigger.
Beast Boy opened his eyes and saw the bullet sticking barely outside the gun. He then looked out the truck's window at Raven and opened the door and stepped out. "I can't do anything right" said Beast Boy crying "It just so hard to wake up." He then collapsed and started shaking.
A few minutes later, Beast Boy was on the couch trying to regain his sanity and raven sat there silently. "Why would you do something completely stupid?" Snapped Raven "I don't know" said Beast Boy "I just don't know" he then sat there staring a hole in the ground "I just wanted out," whispered Beast Boy "I could leave the tower, or the stigma of being a titan." "Why," said Raven with a voice of concern "you have everything here friends, Every Channel on TV, and enough tofu to last you to kingdom come." He then looked at her in away that would make the devil jump "friends," said Beast Boy with a hint of insanity "true friends don't try to throw you in jail the moment you need them the most. TV and tofu do you really think I like any of that stuff?" He then watched as the rest of the titans arrived at the tower.
" Well, Raven" said Beast Boy. There was an unbearable silence "stupid Bitch!" snapped Beast Boy "I hate you, you should have let the bullet ease my mind." "Did something happen when we were out?" said Cyborg "Beast Boy tried to decorate his truck with his brains" guessed Robin "I am assuming because he has a gun in his glove compartment" "and you never question him about it" snappr\ed Raven "It was none of my business," said Robin "besides he said it was his fathers."
"Everyone" yelled Beast Boy "shut up, I can't handle this right now" Beast boy then felt for his cigarettes. When he could find them he headed to the kitchen as the titans watched him, he reached into the fridge to a package of tofu and lifted a small bag from the bottom. He then reached it his pocket and pulled out some rolling paper and made another cigarette the titan look at him "what," said Beast Boy. Cyborg grabbed him and slammed him against a wall "this need to stop" said Cyborg "what are you on?" asked Robin taking the bag and freshly make cigarette "nothing illegal" said Beast Boy "just catnip" the titans are silent for awhile "catnip?" said Raven "why that?" "I thought it would relax me." Beast Boy "look I think you have a problem" said Robin; "I don't have a problem!" said Beast Boy he then started to sweat and his vision was beginning to blur. "You're the one who need this more than I" Beast Boy started to stumble as he made his way to the living room. "Are you alright Beast Boy?" asked Starfire with concern. But all Beast Boy heard was mumbling "would you all moving" said Beast Boy as he landed on the Ground facing up. Beast Boy was sweating buckets and twitching. The titans didn't know how to help him, for the first time they were powerless.
AN: I am sorry don't send the police I apologize for what I did to Beast Boy I just thought he suffered all these thing and nothing has happened to him, It was due time. Next chapter will be much better