AN: I told you once do I have to tell you I don't own the Titans. Thanks for the reviews. The last chapter was hard for me to write.
Chapter 3
Part 2: The Fears of Beast Boy.
The next day, Beast Boy woke up in the medical lab strapped in like an insane man. "Oh god," Said Beast Boy as he threw up over his blankets, this continued for awhile until Raven came in and looked at the room, "I knew you weren't suicidal." Said Raven "help me," mouthed Beast Boy between rounds of puking. "Here" said Raven, undoing the straps magically. As soon as that happened, Beast Boy got up and ran like lightning to the bathroom.
A couple of hours of puking and scrubbing the filth off of him he emerged out of the room surrounded by steam. He then went to the medical lab to help clean up his mess. "Sorry Raven" said Beast Boy as he entered the room "I need to work these things out." Beast Boy the picked up the soiled sheets and took them down to the laundry room.
Beast boy then loaded the washer 'it can't get any worse' he thought while adding the laundry soap. Beast boy was about to leave when a swarm of locus appeared to becoming from the dryer and appeared to engulf him. "Help" screamed beast boy as he ran down the hall. Beast boy could feel the bugs biting
Him and ripping his flesh, he then screamed as he realizes he hit a dead end. "Beast boy" said robin running towards him "what's wrong?" "Get these bugs off me" yelled Beast Boy; Robin looked at him with concern and worry. "Can't you see them there everywhere?" Beast Boy then began to shake and then passed out
Robin carried him to the med lab "robin," asked Raven "what happened?" "I don't know" said Robin "he claimed there were bugs crawling all over him." "Must be withdrawal," Said Raven "I will try to help sort out his mind, because I think it is a mess right now." "Alright;" said Robin as he left the room "ok, Beast Boy" said Raven "try to focus on my voice." She then began her mantra. "Azerath Metrion Zinthos" Raven Repeated as her surrounding disappeared.
Raven then appeared inside of Beast Boy mind, she expected some structure to the mind. But all she saw was a small house on a dirt road. "Might as well start here" said Raven as she walked down the dirt road. Raven arrived at the house and was about to knock when she heard a voice from inside "Terra, what are you doing here." Raven the opened the door to find Beast Boy Bleeding sitting in a corner. "Pathetic Puke." Snapped Terra towards Beast Boy "it's your fault I died." Raven watched as Terra shifted into a woman around 34 "if you had not been squirming" said the woman "your father would have not hit the sand bank and I would have not drowned." "Mom," cried Beast Boy as a cut appeared across his face "I'm sorry."
Raven knew what was happening, "this is not real," said Raven to Beast Boy "it is your fear trying to take over." But her words did nothing to soothe Beast Boy "make it stop" yelled Beast Boy who was shaking back and forth "you could even kill yourself like a man" said Fear in the guise of Terra. "You are afraid that I was your only love." Beast Boy attempted to stand "sit" snapped Fear "I never loved you no one does, Raven she only see you as a pest ""that not true" said Raven "your one of my best friends in the world, I would be sad if you left." "Really," said Beast Boy. "she lies" said Fear in a shaky voice "if she were you friend why do you at like you're an idiot with out a village" "Shut up!" yelled Beast Boy attempting to punch fear.
"Your nothing," said Fear now looking like Robin "I should have locked you away." Raven then attempted to walk towards Beast Boy, but vines Started to go up her legs. "Beast Boy" yelled Raven "you need to fight it." "Fight" said Fear now taking Cyborg "he is a weak little Grass stain, Raven. If it weren't for me he would have died lots of times." Fear then appeared as Starfire "you frighten me," said Starfire "at night I cry and wished you leaved." "that's a lie," said Beast Boy Standing up and looking at fear. "Your right," said Fear in the shape of Raven "the lie is that your afraid of me and are afraid that I will reject you and you pleas for attention."Beast Boy she is not real" yelled Raven, while attempting to cut the vines. "Your Vices make me strong" said Fear as it Dragged Beast Boy outside.
The vines disappeared around Raven and followed them. She had notice that the dirt road disappeared into a mock Jump City with people and everything "there he is" Yelled Robin leading a group of people. "no," yelled Beast Boy in fear as Raven saw him running down main street.
Beast Boy took a right turn into an alley "I need to rest," said Beast Boy as he put his weight towards a wall. Suddenly a fist shot through and grabbed him. Beast Boy then saw the owner of the fist, it was Starfire "you are a threat and shale be dealt with" said Starfire. Beast Boy attempted to use his powers but couldn't, so he decided on plan B the fire escape, and he started to climb while avoiding star bolts. He had nearly reached the top when the whole structure started to sway. Beast Boy reached the roof when he saw Raven and started to back away.
"Beast Boy calm down." Said Raven in a caring voice. "this is all in your head." Raven then saw herself caring Cyborg to launch an attack "help me " yelled Beast Boy as he ran past her. "Azerath Metrion Zinthos" Yelled Raven, soon a black aura appeared and swept the city making it disappear. "no" yelled Fear starting to disappear "in time I will consume all." All what was left was a puff of smoke.
Then slowly a blade of grass shot up out the ground then another. Suddenly a field appeared then the black sky started to get Brighter and the sun appeared. "this is so great" said Beast boy who was jumping around in the grass "I never felt like this in a long time." "what do you mean" said Raven in a concerning voice "your always happy." Suddenly it was slowly started to turn black "this never last" said Beast boy as he watched the Grass turn to dust, he looked and saw that raven had left his mind.
The Trip to the earth plane was quick for Raven, when she opened her eyes she was still in the medical room. Raven the stood up and started to walk to the kitchen to make some herbal tea. When her arm was stuck on something and was preventing her from leaving. Raven Turned to see Beast Boy there, "Beast Boy" said Raven in shock "let go of my arm." Beast boy did let go. And wrapped his arms around her and started to cry in her shoulder "thank you" said Beast Boy "for helping me." Beast Boy then let go of Raven and returned to the medical lab. "n- No problem" said Raven in shock "I will always be here for you."