AN: thanks for the reviews; I will answer your pleas now yes this will turn into a lemon. But like some things you will have to wait for because I believe at lease establishing a history for characters. This might be confusing for some the first chapter in the present time I decide to back track show how thing came to be.
Chapter 4
Part 3: Breakthrough.
The following week was horrible for the titan many ways. For one thing crime was low witch meant nothing for the titans to do. Second Beast Boy's recovery, through the sweat and puke and the swearing that came out of him. Some things he felt the other was just pure confusion. The third was Raven blowing things up; ever since she had been inside Beast Boys mind she had been loosing control of her emotions or coming with terms about something what was unknown to the rest of the titans.
"Morning Raven" said Cyborg from behind his stack of bacon and eggs. "Morning Cyborg," Said Raven. While waiting from beside the kettle. "So, headed to Steel city later?" Asked Robin to Cyborg "Yeah, I just hope the titans there will get along," "maybe I should make them a batch of the pudding of friendship." Said Starfire "that's ok star," Said Robin "you don't have to do that." Starfire stopped and join the rest of the group.
Just then Beast Boy walked in the kitchen and opened the fridge door. And appeared with some orange juice and soy milk, "morning," said Beast Boy to the rest of the titans. "Morning" said Starfire in her normally cheerful self. "You are feeling better, yes" "a little" said Beast Boy "I am going to see a therapist today." As Beast Boy was talking Raven thought back to the hug that happened a week ago. And the glass containing Beast Boy's Orange Juice exploded. "Oh, great now I have to change," Snapped Beast Boy to Raven, "thanks a lot." Beast boy then left the kitchen and headed to his room, 'what's her problem' thought Beast Boy a he changed.
He emerged into the main room a few minutes later. To find Cyborg about to leave towards Steel City, "hey, Cy." Said Beast Boy, "Can you give me a ride into town?" "Sure" said Cyborg without a thought, "well I will contact you in a few hours" Then Cyborg and Beast Boy left the tower.
"so." said Beast Boy "headed to Steel city." "yeah." Replied Cyborg. "I heard their football team is a contender for the championship." "Their doing alright I guess." Said Beast Boy as they pulled into a drive thru. "Yeah" said Cyborg into the microphone. "I have 10 cheese burger 5 large fries, 5 onion rings, and a veggie meal." Beast Boy looked at him "what" said Cyborg "do me a favor don't eat the burgers until I get out of the car." Said Beast Boy "and what let them get cold I don't think so." Said Cyborg while loading the car, "Dude, I am a vegan that means no meat. I sure miss it though." Beast Boy muttered. Cyborg didn't hear the last part. "So," said Cyborg "you think this Doctor can help." "I don't know man" said Beast Boy "I am a bit scared though." "Of what" said Cyborg "afraid you will have parental issues?" "My parents died when I was 5." Said Beast Boy looking down "it my fault they died." "Look I am sorry if I brought up the subject," said Cyborg while pulling into a parking garage "I now how you feel and I am here if you need it." Beast Boy got out of the car, "keep in touch man." Said Beast Boy "and don't bore the other titans with your boring techno speak." "I will try not to if you tell a good joke Grass stain." Beast Boy watched as his friend pulled away and drove to steel city to Titan East.
Meanwhile in nevermore Raven was dealing with her emotions and trying to get things back in order "ok." Asked Raven "what going on here "love is back" said Happy "love, I thought she died." Said knowledge "oh great more people" said jealousy "tell me how it goes" said sloth.
All the Raven's then surrounded the emotion called Love like she were a celebrity and the emotions were her fans. "so." Said Raven "you look different "you must mistaken me for my sister lust." "That was lust" said Raven "I never lust" "you did lust after Malchoir" said Love "I never lusted after Malchoir." Said Raven "yeah you did," said Love as she pulled out a paper "he was like a friend when he betrayed me. I don't think if it weren't for Beast Boy I would have never recovered." "what does that have to do with me and him?" asked Raven looking at Love "I am true love," said Love "I believe that he is amazing his green eyes his smile his whole outlook on life" "what do you mean?" asked Raven "you know how bad things happen" said Love "it doesn't effect his attitude." "one he might have been on Catnip and I sometime hear him cry at night." Said Raven "and it eats you up inside" said Love "yeah a little" said Raven "you love him." Said Love "we all like him" said happy "except for maybe rage." "admit it you love him" said Love, "alright" said Raven "I think I love…"
"Beast Boy" said the receptionist "doctor Kirby will see you now." Beast Boy put down a back issue of Moped Monthly. Then Beast Boy entered the office, he saw a man in his 30's reading his file. "ah, Beast Boy" said Dr, Kirby "my name is Stan Kirby" "so," said Beast Boy "just don't say you understand me and don't do that whole psychobabble." "well" said Dr, Kirby rolling up his sleeves "I know where your coming from," Beast Boy looked at his cuts along his wrists and the look in his eyes. "what happened to you?" asked Beast Boy "well I was around your age when I did this and I was completely stupid," said Dr, Kirby "it was over a girl who died in a car crash. Anyways, what can I do for ya?" "Well," said Beast Boy "I have been acting different." "Before or after the chemicals" said Dr. Kirby, "Robin adds every little detail, I think he might be slightly compulsive." "Anyways, I feel angry at everyone, they look at me like a clown." Said Beast Boy, "Listen Beast Boy," Said Dr, Kirby "I have seen this before, you pretend to be the clown because you're afraid of anyone getting close to you, and you're afraid that if you let anyone who gets close to now might share the same fate as Terra or your parents."
Beast Boy then looked dumbfounded "how do you know about my parents." "I am a telepath." Said Dr. Kirby "what, it save time and money this way," "how far in my mind can you see?" asked Beast Boy "I can see you hidden self" said Dr, Kirby "what everyone has a hidden self" "well what he saying." Beast Boy asked "quit denying your feelings" said Dr Kirby "and show the world the real you" "I am the real me" said Beast Boy. "Beast Boy" said Dr Kirby "don't Bullshit a Bullshiter." Beast Boy was about to say something but slouched back in his chair "how do you know who I am?" asked Beast Boy "first I read minds, second I knew your father." Said Dr Kirby, suddenly a vision of the boat hitting the sand bank flashed in his head. "Quit blaming yourself." Said Dr, Kirby "you were young," "young," said Beast Boy "I would have died young." "But you see god has a purpose for you." Said Dr, Kirby "think about the lives that would have been lost if you weren't around." He started to think about his friends and to Raven and to her eyes when an alarm woke him out of his state of confusion. "Well times up" said Dr, Kirby. "Come by when your not saving the city" then Beast Boy made his way back to the tower.