Authors Notes: I own nothing, also the reason I didn't have impulse walk in on Beast Boy and Raven is this, Impulse would be slaughter like a lamb and I would like to keep him in my story for awhile. 3000 hits and 26 reviews that is 10 of people who read this story actually wrote what they thought of my work. Please Review

Chapter 8

On the Rocks

The morning was a good morning for the two lovers. They were we still asleep in their embrace when the noise of knocking woke them up terrified on what would happen the two teens panicked "um," said Beast Boy as he reached for his clothes "who is it?" "It's me" answered Cyborg through the door. "What do you want?" asked Beast Boy "I'm looking for Raven." said Cyborg "she not here." said Beast boy as he watched Raven disappears. Beast boy then got dressed, and opened the door to let Cyborg to look. "was she here?" asked Cyborg "no," said Beast boy trying to avoid Cyborg eyes "then explain these," said Cyborg as he pulled a bra from the floor causing Beast boy to turn redder then a stop light. "Um," said Beast Boy "I bought it for Raven, sort of an anniversary gift." "Ok," said Cyborg as he handed the Bra to Beast Boy as he left the room.

A half an hour later Beast Boy made his way down to Breakfast he bumped into Impulse as he was about to enter the room "watch where your going." said impulse "what's your problem?" said Impulse "oh, nothing a new Girl arrived in the tower and wants nothing to do with me." "Really, what she look like." asked Beast Boy half interested. "She has flowing Blonde hair and blue eyes and has the most beautiful name." said Impulse "Terra." said Beast Boy "yeah, how did you know?" images flooded his mind causing him to be in turmoil. "Long story" said Beast Boy as he made his way down the hallway. He reached the door and stared the number pad for minutes as his mind filled with questions like "does she love me?" and "what will Raven do," he enter the number in and the doors slid open.

He looked at the Titan who all congregated around one person, except for Raven who sat drinking her tea, Beast Boy made his way towards the kitchen to talk to Raven when a voice from behind him said his name. He turned to see Terra standing there like nothing had happened in the past years that wouldn't change the past. "hi." said Beast Boy standing there in his habit "I have been gone for 3 years and all you have to say is hi." said Terra pulling him into a hug. He stood there not returning the hug, not only shocking Terra but Robin as well because he assumed that he would be ecstatic. "what's wrong." asked Terra "nothing, it's just these past years haven't been kind, and yet shown me what I need." said Beast boy as he poured his cereal.

After breakfast the titans continued their normal routine except for four of them, Beast Boy kept on trying to talk to Raven, Raven was avoiding Terra, what was hard because she was Trying to talk to Beast Boy. And Impulse was failing at getting Terra's attention. "this is weird." said Robin while looking at Beast Boy and Terra "what," said Cyborg as he was playing his game "it looks like Beast Boy keep on trying to avoid Terra," said Robin, "maybe he is nervous." said Cyborg trying to cover for his friend "maybe he needs to talk." said Starfire as she made her way to Beast Boy who finally had time alone.

"what is wrong Beast Boy?" asked Starfire as she looked at him with caring and concern "nothing," lied Beast Boy "it just that everything is coming to a head." "your head looks fine." stated Starfire "it's an expression" said Beast Boy as he stared out the window. "Starfire, ever really felt in love." "I don't understand." said Starfire "I mean you want to live for them and them alone." said Beast Boy "are you talking about Terra?" asked Starfire. Beast Boy was about to say no when a voice said "that the most beautiful thing I ever heard." Beast Boy turned to see Terra standing there with tears in her eyes "I will leave you two to talk." said Starfire as she took leave.

Beast Boy looked at Terra "aren't you going to kiss me?" asked Terra, Beast Boy looked Down repressing the animal inside telling him to go for it. "well" "I," said Beast Boy "you see, um a, I love someone else." Beast Boy watched as tears filled her eyes "who is she." said Terra "I promised not to tell." said Beast Boy "she's ashamed of you." spat Terra "if this woman cared she would not keep it a secret." Beast Boy thought about the rant that Terra had said, "no, she would do that to keep me and her safe." said Beast Boy in his own logic "if they knew who I cared about they would be in danger." "Really." asked Terra "from whom?" "lots of people," said Beast Boy with a growl as he suppressed the urge of yelling at her for questioning the only on true thing in his life. "like Slade." "Please Don't mention his name again." said Terra "you have changed." "you don't know the half of it." muttered Beast Boy as he got up to head to the roof.

He sat there and started his meditation, he watched as the world surround him disappeared. Into a field of Grass and blue sky, Beast Boy then walked along dirt road that remained constant in his mind. He suddenly saw a man in a seersucker suit sitting on the porch of The Shack that fear imprisoned him awhile back, "Need help Gar," said the Man "yeah I do dad," said Beast Boy as he sat next to the man. Emotions take form in the represents them the best, Raven for example has her father in the form of Rage. Meanwhile Beast Boy had his Father represent knowledge and advice. "I am having troubles with women," said Beast Boy "I see," said Beast Boy's Dad "I am not an expert of the heart son." "but I would asks Raven for help" said Beast Boy "it's hard right now I love Raven, and how did she get back anyway?" "I don't know son." said Beast Boy's Dad as he lit a cigar. "maybe you should ask her." "right after I find Raven," "that what I would do." said Beast boy's dad as he headed inside "remember to stop by again." Beast boy then felt like he was being pulled as his mind made contact with his physical body,

Beast boy opened his eyes to realize it was raining outside and he was soaked to the bone. "oh, Great." said Beast Boy as he made his way into the tower and to Raven's room. He then knocked and waited "go away," said Raven from inside her room. This made his ears drop "ok," said Beast Boy as he walked away from her room "Gar, wait," said Raven as she opened the door to her room. "what do you want?" "I want to talk," said Beast Boy as he walked to her room, "ok, what about?" asked Raven as she looked in her eyes "its Terra isn't it." Beast Boy nodded "she got me thinking." said Beast Boy "she said a woman who kept love a secret isn't really in love with me." Raven looked shocked "she has nothing to do with us." said Raven in a calm voice trying to clam down her boyfriend. "I know," said Beast Boy as he looked in her eyes "do you love her?" asked Raven Beast Boy looked shocked at that comment, "I can't believe you would doubt me and my love to you." said Beast Boy as he looked at her feet, "I'm sorry. I doubted you" said Raven as she wrapped her arms around Beast Boy then images flooded her mind and she didn't like what she saw. "Get out," snapped Raven "What did I do?" said Beast Boy "you kissed Terra on the Roof," Beast Boy thought back but couldn't remember "no, I didn't I was meditate-" said Beast Boy as he ducked as a lamp flew at him "liar, $you kissed her." said Raven as her eyes glowed "I am telling you I didn't" said Beast Boy in a calming voice "I would risk loosing you as your Girlfriend." "I am not your girlfriend." spat Raven, as her eyes glowed "you used me as a doll until Terra came back." "Rae," begged Beast Boy "I love you, I will always love you." suddenly Raven's door opened and her power poured from her sending Beast Boy from her sight.

As soon as Beast Boy got up he ran to Raven's room "Raven open up." said Beast Boy as he knocked on her door. No answer "Rae," Said Beast Boy as his heart tore and his body sank to the floor once again he felt alone and forgotten.

Author's Notes: I know in the first chapter they were going to get married. But wasn't it Shakespeare that said "the path of true love is never smooth." or something like that. Also bringing back Terra I thought about that idea when I was at a System of a Down concert.