Disclaimer- I do not own Inuyasha.
Kagome was going crazy, shredding sesshomaru. she was growling and trying to get at his throat. sesshomaru was alarmed. 'She obviously will need a lot of training.' He flipped her over and sat on top of her, holding her wrists above her head.
"kagome, listen to me. you must fight it, you need to get back in control." she was thrashing beneath him, trying to squirm out of his grasp.
"Kagome, get back in control. control your anger." he told her. she continued to thrash wildly. this wasn't working. He wasn't getting through. ' i'm going to regret this...' he thought to himself. quickly, he leaned down and captured her lips with his.
At first she resisted, growling in her throat, wich made him excited. but then he licked her soft lips, silently asking for entrance into her mouth. She relaxed, and opened her mouth, allowing him to slip his tongue inside and explore. They began a fierce battle, as she ran her hands through his hair and felt the muscles of his back. They broke apart, gasping for breath. He looked at her, her face slightly flushed; eyes half closed. But he could see her eyes had returned to their normal color. She was normal again.
"You need to control your temper." was all he said, as he got off of her and walked out of the dojo. Kagome stared after him, confusion etched into her face.'one second i'm killing him, the next we're kissing.did i miss something?!?'
After she had made sure Miroku, Sango , and Shippo were settled in,and after she had taken a bath, Kagome decided to go for a walk. While she walked, she thought of her and Sesshomaru. ' Why did he kiss me? Why did I let him? Aargh! I hate these feelings! I need to focus on my training. I need to be strong enough to kill inuyasha, I have to be strong enough. I can't become involved with his brother.' she continued walking towards the garden.
In his garden, Sesshomaru was having a similiar battle with himself. ' Why did I kiss her? Just to get her back in her right mind. But why did I continue? I can't say i didn't enjoy it...' he remembered her silky lips and the feel of his tongue moving against hers.' I took advantage of her. would I have kissed her if she wasn't demon? Why am I getting these feelings?' he rambled on inside his mind, until he sensed kagome's approaching aura.
She came around the corner and continued walking farther into the garden, losing herself in the many flowers and fountains. Only when she was closer to him did her senses tell her that he was close. She looked up to see him sitting on the bench, looking at her.
" Oh. I didn't know you were out here." she turned to go.
"Kagome." he said. she stopped but didn't turn." what happened between us-"
"Was only an accident? Yes, I know thats all it was. I'm sorry I lost control of my anger. It won't happen again." she said, almost sadly, and continued walking.
Sesshomaru sighed. 'Was that all it was? An accident? And when she was drunk, was that an accident to? Why have I been so kind to her? ' he continued thinking, long into the day. While he was in his study, in the bath, at dinner, and when he was in bed. She was all he could think about now. It was driving him crazy.
Kagome was lying awake in bed. She was exhausted from training, but she just couldn't get to sleep. Every time she closed her eyes she could feel him kissing her again. 'Aaargh! why can't i stop thinking about him!' she rolled over in her huge bed and tried not to think of Sesshomaru. Needless to say, it wasn't working. Mental images flashed through her mind, playing out scenes of her and sesshomaru. Him kissing her passionately, rolling around in bed-
Kagome flew up into a sitting position, her eyes wide open.
"I can't go on like this!" she said to herself, as she brushed her hair away from her face. She got out of bed.
A couple of rooms over, Sesshomaru was in his bedroom, pacing.' why is this happening to me? i am a mighty demon lord. i don't have time for humans.' then he remembered that Kagome wasn't a human anymore. ' she's still a human on the inside. ' he thought, stubbornly. He was going downhill fast. All of his feelings were forcing him to question everything he ever knew.
He went to his desk and took out the miko book. Flipping it open to the first page, he began to read.
'mikos are amazing creations, rare and very powerful. they are born with special spritual abilities, which enable them to purify demons and other evil beings. there souls are pure, and if they ever tainted it with evil, they would become a dark miko. Dark mikos are creatures made from hatred, greed, lust, and other evil sins. when a pure miko becomes a dark miko, they lose a part of their soul. the pure and good part. '
' there isn't very much known about mikos. they are usualy woman, and many mikos are born within the family line. they are well taught in herbs and other healing medicine. there job is usualy to protect and care for the village they live in. Although some mikos are wanderers, traveling from city to city caring for people. They don't-'
Sesshomaru suddenly became aware of someone pacing in the hallways outside the door. He stretched out his senses to see who it was.
He was met with kagome's pink aura, which had a hue of yellow that showed she was nervous. She would walk past his door, then walk back to it real quick and raise her hand as if to knock. Then she would turn away, the yellow in her aura would flare up and she would start pacing again.
He could hear her muttering something to herself, and he strained to catch what she was saying.
"He's probably asleep anyway....what the heck would i say...i can't do this!!" sesshomaru smiled a little and went to the door.
He quietly opened the door and stepped out into the hallway; she had her back to him.
Kagome decide to go back to her room. ' this was a bad idea.' she turned to head back, and nearly ran into sesshomaru. he was standing ther with his arms crossed, with no expression on his face.
"And just what are you doing pacing the hallway outside my door in the middle of the night?" he asked with a little annoyance in his voice. It was fake though, he ws practically laughing on the inside, it was so hard to keep a straight face. Especially when kagome nearly jumped out of her skin at the sight of him.
"Oh I-I didn't see you there." she said nervously. ' why didn't I hear him!!' she wailed to herself.
"Answer my question." he said sternly.
"I was just taking a walk, and I...uh...got lost! yeah, I got lost! I'm gonna go back to my room now." she asked trying to get past him. He stepped in front of her.
"Would you like me to show you the way back then?" he asked she looked up at him.
"No! I know where my own room is ya know!" she snapped, again trying to push past him. He smirked.
"But werent you lost?" he asked. She paled. Thinking quick, she tried to come up with a good excuse.
"Well...um....you see, I was....uh." he raised his eybrow, questioningly. She blinked up at him, doing a perfect imitation of an owl.
She had no excuse. 'what am i supposed to tell him!?! That I can't stop thinking about him, and i came to see him?!? oh yes. that would go over nicely! i can just see him throwing me out! Or maybe he'll just kill me. AGAIN!'
Sesshomaru watched the inner conflict play out across her face. 'Hmm. She seems a little uncomfortable. I wonder why?' all of the sudden it hit him. He smirked.
"Why were you walking outside my room, Kagome?" he asked. She seemed so small standing there next to him. She was fidgeting with her hands, and avoiding his gaze.
"I-I was j-just out walking." she stammered, looking anywhere but at him. He grabbed her chin and made her look at him. She still tried to avert her gaze.
"kagome look at me." he gently commanded. She closed her eyes.
"What were you doing outside my door?" he asked, brushing her hair back.She looked up at him. Her eyes were like liquid blue spheres, gazing up at him with confusion emanating from every inch of her lithe body.
"I...I can't...........stop...the thoughts." she looked up at him to see if he understood. He nodded. Putting his arms around her, leaning down to whisper in her ear,his lips brushing against her.
"I can't stop them either." he whispered. She breathed a sigh of relief.
"Sesshomaru?"
"hmm?" he inhaled her sweet scent.
"What are your feelings for me?" he paused, his eyes open wide. Kagome blushed.
Sesshomaru was so used to hating everyone, looking down on them as if they were inferior; he wasn't used to these feelings he had. He felt...warm, whenever he saw her. And cold whenever she was away. ' Could this possibly be.....love? But why Kagome? What makes her differant than anyother woman?'
He thought of her anger, all the times she had yelled at him, when no one else even dare raise their voice to him. Her defiance to him. Everytime she blushed his heart went in his throat. And yes he has a heart. Contrary to popular belief, the ice prince has feelings. Just never knew it till now.
"I....am unsure."he said,confused.
"How do you feel when I am near you?" she asked.Curiousity overcame her embarassment of asking such a question.
"I....... feel content."
Oooh!!!The fluffiness!!! Tell me if you guys think its going to fast. Be honest!
-AngelsTears15
