Lucas walked up to Sarah's apartment. He quietly knocked on the door. Sarah opened the door "She's still asleep, like you requested" she said, leading him into the living room

He looked at her sleeping on the couch. He leaned down and moved some hair out of her face. He carefully picked her up, cradling her and wrapped one of her arms around his neck. She awoke instantaneously, but he wouldn't let her go "We're going somewhere, now. And I'm not letting you go, so stop trying to fight me" he said as he walked out the door.

Emily was both upset he wouldn't let her go, mad he was making her go where ever they were going, and helpless "Let me go Lucas!" she yelled "I'm not 5 years old!"

Lucas tightened his grip on her "Stop yelling, it's not going to do you any good" he said. He turned and started walking to the beach. She was starting to wiggle and was getting very slippery. "Emily, either stop moving, or I'm going to throw you over my shoulder. I'm serious" Emily stopped moving, but had a permanent scowl on her face. He got all the way to Spanish Cove and walked into one of the caves. He put her down, but when she went to run, he grabbed her and pushed her against a wall "I'm mad now Em. We're going to talk, and you're going to listen. Got it?"

Emily shook; she had never seen him so mad at her. "Lucas" she said timidly "You're scaring me"

Lucas didn't move but he pressed his lips against hers. She tried to get him away, but he forced her to keep kissing him. He pushed her lips apart and invaded her mouth with his tongue.

Emily's heart was racing. She didn't know what to do. She wanted to kiss him, more than anything, but the way he was doing it was scaring the crap out of her. He had her pinned against the rock wall with his body and his hands were holding her hands and arms above her head so she couldn't move, his leg against hers so she couldn't even move them. She couldn't get his tongue out of her mouth. She couldn't stop him. So she did the only thing she knew how. She just stood there and kissed him back, hoping eventually he'd stop.

Lucas noticed she started to kiss him back and he pulled away. They were both panting. He still used their position to his advantage "Now, can we sit down and talk like normal people, or do I have to keep you like this because you'll run again."

Emily swallowed "I don't like being like this Luke, you're scaring me. I'll be good and sit and listen" she said quietly.

Lucas nodded and let her go. He took her hand and sat on the floor of the cave, then pulled her onto his lap. "We need to be on the same page Em" he said "I know you think what you did was unforgivable, and now you're unlovable, but trust me when I say this, you're not. I forgive you for not telling me about Kay, and I love you" He looked into her eyes "Baby, I love you. I love you just as much as I did when we were dating, and just as much as when you broke my heart by running away. I will never stop loving you" He pushed her head against his chest.

Emily took a deep breath "What about Allie?" she asked quietly

Lucas smiled "If you'd give me what I want Em, I wouldn't have to go to Allie for it. Do you understand?"

Emily shook her head "No, not really"

He sighed "If you'd let me love you Em, I wouldn't have to love Allie." He pushed her chin up and looked at her "Will you please let me love you? Please baby?" Emily looked away. He took a hand and pushed her chin so she was looking at him "Look at me Em, I'd be down on my knees if I could. Please?"

She looked at him and sighed "You can't" she said quietly

He looked at her and cupped her face, then leaned in and kissed her softly. "Yes I can, just give me the chance. Baby, come on"

She looked into his eyes, into how sincere they were. He really did love her, she knew it, but she wasn't sure how long this love would last, and she didn't want Kay to have happy parents one week, then screaming ones the next. She knew how that felt, and she didn't want her daughter to go through it. "You can't" she whispered

He looked at her. He knew this wasn't what she wanted. For the first time, he realized she was scared. "Emmy" he said, pushing a piece of hair out of her eyes. "Oh Emmy" He pulled her into his chest and stroked her hair "Don't be afraid of us baby" he whispered "I won't hurt you. I won't hurt Kay. I love both of you more than life."

Emily looked into his eyes. They were so sincere, so loving…so Lucas. She sniffled "I don't know if I can" she said quietly

He looked at her and ran his thumb across her cheek, stroking her gently. He carefully moved her so she was lying on the cool sand. He could see panic starting to come over her. "Shhh" he said, getting on top of her "Do you trust me?"

Emily's heart started to race. She didn't want to sleep with him, she didn't want to be in this position; this position had caused her to have a daughter. But trust was what he was asking her, if she trusted him "I trust you not to make me do this" she said, looking at him.

He slowly lifted up her shirt and kissed her stomach. She arched her back instinctively, and started to pant. "Luke, no" she panted. Even after all those years, he still had a hold over her that couldn't be denied.

He carefully kissed around her bellybutton, then stopped when he heard her say no "Ok baby" he said, softly. He began to get up, but she stopped him "What honey?" he asked

She looked at him "Its been a long time, its going to hurt" she said, quietly.

Lucas looked into her eyes "I know" he said then kissed her eyelids "I'll go slow and be gentle. Just like I did your first time"

Emily looked at him. "I just have to know 2 things. 1. Did you plan this when you came to get me, did you plan on getting some?"

He looked at her "No baby. Im actually just kinda going with it, I really didn't have a plan."

She sighed "Ok. Then do you have protection?" she asked timidly. She used to hate asking him that question, but she'd seen what happened when you didn't use one, and she didn't want another kid.

He looked at her and kissed her sweetly "Of course" he said. He pulled out his wallet and pulled out a condom package. "Do you want to do this?" He said, holding himself over her

She took a deep breath "I trust you to do the right thing Luke" she said, biting her lip "If you want to do it, I want to. Just please go slow, be gentle, and just love me like you did my first time" She leaned up and kissed him hard, telling him it was ok.

Lucas leaned downreturned thekiss passionately. It wasn't forced like the one they had had before; this one was loving and caring. It was proving to her that he loved her and he'd protect her. "I will baby" he said. He kissed her softly as he began to take off her clothes, kissing ever piece of bare skin he exposed. "It'll be perfect"

A/N: Hi guys. Im soooooooooooo sorry I haven't been updating lately. Being a Jr in high school takes up most of my time and im writing for an RPG, so I really don't have much time. Mayb its that the show's not on anymore, so I have no more inspiration, I don't know. BUT I promise I'll finish the story and my other ones. Thanks for reading. I'll try to put a chap up at least once a week. Def on wknds. Thanks for reading. Review if u want me to continue, if I don't get any, I'll assume no ones reading and I'll just end it. 143 Steph