Title: I choose you over my duty

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Evangelion characters.

Author's note: I did this based on my experience when I had to make a difficult choice so I hope you all enjoy this

"I think I have fallen for you Kaworu-kun"

Kaworu's eyes grew wide. Perhaps this odd feeling that he had was also love. Yes he loved Shinji and he was so glad that Shinji loved him back.

Shinji turned his head away, for Kaworu seemed shocked. Is he going to shun Shinji away? Is he going to detest Shinji? Shinji felt fear in his heart. He knew he had been rejected a lot of times but he did not want Kaworu to reject him. Shinji felt a pang in his heart at the thought.

Kaworu seemed rather stoned until Shinji turning away from him broke him from his daze. He used one of his hands, placed it under Shinji's chin and turned his head so that Shinji was looking straight into his eyes as he was.

He hugged Shinji and it was the first time Kaworu cried. It felt odd but Kaworu did not know why as tears filled his eyes. He was so happy and said in a shaky voice, "Oh Shinji-kun, thank you so much. I love you too. God, how stupid could I be. I should have figured this out at once. I'm so sorry. I love Ikari Shinji."

Kaworu cried his heart out in joy while Shinji could only stay still as Kaworu's words paralyzed him. Kaworu loved him. Kaworu loved him, and before Shinji could even think anymore, he felt Kaworu pressed his lips on to his.

Shinji's eyes flew wide but when Kaworu pried his mouth open with his tongue and started licking every single bit of flesh he could, making Shinji moan at the sensation. Shinji closed his eyes and started to spar with Kaworu's tongue using his own. Shinji heart began to flutter and he felt as if he was flying.

Shinji encircled his hands around Kaworu's neck, while Kaworu had one hand on Shinji's head, preventing him from running away, and the other around Shinji's waist.

Both boys nibbled, licked and sucked on each other's flesh, only to break the kiss when they were out of breath, leaving their lips swollen. But they did not care for they knew that they belong to each other, now and forever.

Kaworu woke up as sunlight shone on his face. Shinji on the other hand was still sound asleep. He smiled at the thought of Shinji belonging to him. But he also knew that today was the day where he had to choose.

Kaworu's smile turned into a frown as he got up and started to prepare breakfast. After confessing to Shinji last night, he had totally forgotten about his mission. He was so deep in thought that he did not notice a pair of arms that had encircled his waist until he felt someone leaning against his back.

"Ohayo Kaworu."

"Aa. Ohayo Shin-chan."

Kaworu was glad that Shinji was unable to see the frown on his face at the moment but Shinji could sense that Kaworu was not behaving right.

"You ok Kaworu?"

"Aa, there's nothing to worry about. Go take a shower and breakfast will be ready ne?" He turned around and gave Shinji a reassuring smile.

Upon seeing Kaworu's usual smile, he took off to the bathroom for a shower.

'Shinji-kun. I have already made my choice, and I choose…"