Lalala lala. Im soo happy. moodgoddess07 helped me out with some ideas for this chapter and if she didn't help, then i probably wouldnt have updated in a while. and also thanks to everyone that reveiwed. and to dark angel, where are you? i haven't talked to u in a LONG time.
im actually fircing myself to write this chapter because i rather read some other fics instead of write my own. I started reading one today by Corporate Lullabies called Perfect and its really good. I actually like anything by Corporate Lullabies. ANYWAYS hope you like this chapter .
Kagome's POV
After about a week, I decided to go back to school and to leave Kumiko with KiYomii. She had moved out of our house and moved into Sesshomaru's apartment and took the little twins to live with them. She told me that I could leave Kumiko with her anytime, seeing as hhow Souta still wouldn't even look at me let alone speak to me.
I had gained a little bit of weight during the pregnancy but I would lose it soon enough. I woke up in my familiar bed and seen a note taked to my wall. I got up and it was from Kouga.
Kagome,
I'll meet you at school. It's great to have the old you back.
Love, Kouga.
I rolled my eyes and smiled. Last night was the first time me and kouga fucked in nine months.
I walked into my closet and pulled out a black t shirt that i bought when i went to a Good Charlotte concert. The from had a picture of the band and said their along with The Chronicles of Life and Death, and the back said "Noise to the World Tour 2005" ((haha it rocked)) and pair of black Tilt hip hugger jeans and a leather belt with three rows of silver studs. I brushed my hair, brushed my teeth, and shaved my legs. Kumiko was already with my sister so I didn't need to worry about her now. I walked down the stairs and Souta was laying on the couch watching tv.
"Morning Souta." I sang in a very happy voice, it felt like the old days to me. But he just slightly turned his head and glarred at me before returning to watching some pointless show on mtv.
I sighed and grabbed a can of Pepsi out of the fridge and walked back up to bedroom.
I turned on my computer and looked at clothes online from made and hot topic. It was soo boring to look at clothes that you knoew you could NEVER afford now since you have a baby and hospital bills to pay for. Kagome sighed. This was a waste of her life. So she got off the computer and put on her black etnies with the purple E and went outside, but before she said goodbye to Souta and intern she got a glare. She pulled ehr cd player out of her backpac and decided to listen to some music.
"Hard
days made me, hard nights shaped me
I don't know they somehow
saved me
And I know I'm making something out of this life they
called nothing
I take what I want
Take what I need
They say
it's wrong but it's right for me
I won't look down
Won't say
I'm sorry
I know that only God can judge me
And if I make
it thru today will tomorrow be the same
Am I just running in
place?
If I stumble and I fall
Should I get up and carry on or
will it all just be the same
'Cause, I'm young and
hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's
what they say
I'm troublesome, I've fallen
I'm angry at my
father
It's me against this world and I don't care, I don't
care
No one in this industry understands the life I lead
When
I sing about my past it's not a gimmick not an act
These critics
and these trust fund kids
Try to tell me what punk is but when I
see them on the streets
They got nothing to say
And if I
make it thru today will tomorrow be the same
Am I just running in
place?
If I stumble and I fall
Should I get up and carry on or
will it all just be the same
'Cause, I'm young and
hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's
what they say
I'm troublesome, I've fallen
I'm angry at my
father
It's me against this world and I don't care, I don't care
I
don't care, now I don't care
I'm young and hopeless
I'm
lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they
say
That I'm troublesome, I've fallen
I'm angry at my
father
It's me against this world and I don't care, I don't care
I
don't care
I don't care "
Kagome turned off her cd player and put it back in her backac adn walked intot he school yard.
There was only a half day today since it was the last game of the season and we were playing the best of the best team in football.
The day was a drag and we didn't get to eat lunch untill 12:00 that day. "stupid mother fuckers..." Kagome muttered to herself and she stoop very immpatiantly in the lunch line.
Then Kikyou and her snotty friends walked up to me.
Kikyou scanned me and said, "Put on a few pounds after the baby didn't you Higurashi?"
Kikyou and me were never very tight friends, but she was never mean to me.
"Are you trying to call me fat Kikyou? Because if you are, then just say it."
"Well I'm just trying to say, Kouga likes his girls nice and thin like me. Not like you." Kikyou said with a smirk.
"What the fuck are talking about...?" I asked.
"Nothing." She said and her 'posse' of cheerleaders walked away while laughing.
I bought a bag of Doritos and sat down at a table next to Inuyasha, "Kikyou's a bitch." I said he looked at me for a moment and then laughed, "You just figured that out?"
I looked at him and said, "You thought she was a bitch even when you two were going out?"
"Yeah... didn't everyone?"
"No."
Then someone said soemthing over the P.A. system saying that if you wanted to leave now you can, or you could stay after and watch the big game.
Me and Inuyasha walked out into the back to watch the game.The cheerleaders were already cheering, exept Kikyou wasn't there. Inuyasha noticed too adn I said, "Maybe someone's mugging her." He smiled, "I hope so."
We walked around for awhile and then we seen two people making out under the bleechers. I thought they looked familiar so we walked over.
It was Kouga and Kikyou.
"What the fuck?" I yelled.
They looked at me. Kikyou with a smirk and kouga not knowing what to say.
"How the fuck could you do this to me Kouga? I'm the mother of your child. And then you pass me off to fuck with a whore like this?"
He looked really confussed about what to say. But finally said, "Kagome.. It was nine months of you not being about the have sex or do any fun things like drugs or that kinnda stuff... I needed someone. And Kikyou came along and I knew that you and Inuyasha had been hanging out alot and she was feeling lonely too since Inuyasha made a promise to you..."
"So this was still going on when... you and Yash were still together..?" I asked Kikyou.
Her smirk faded away... "Yes. And I never was dating Aaron. I just needed a cover-up boyfriend..."
I was angry that Kouga would do this to me. Angry that Kikyou would treat Inuyasha like that. He's been through more shit that anyone and deserves to be treated better. I was now angry that Kumiko would grow up and not have a father. I was angry that this all went on behind our backs and we never even knew it.
"Well...I hope you two will be happy together. And Kouga... If you ever try to speak to me again, I'll shoot your fucken balls off."
With that, I turned to walk away but then turned back around and punched Kikyou square in the nose. Smiling I said, "That feels much better." and walked away.
Inuyasha stayed at Grabbed Kouga by the front of his shirt and held him close to his face, "If I ever even see you throw one glance to kagome, one glance, I'll kill you. And threw Kouga down. "What the fuck your suppost to me a man, stand up." He said. Kouga stood back upa dn Inuyasha pushed him back over again, and kicked him in the side and walked away.
Inuyasha then ran to catch up with me. I was already walking down the road smoking away my cigarettes and crying. When I heard Inuyasha I stopped crying and looked up at him and smiled. "hey Yash I got some cash how about we go get Sango and Miroku and so fucked up tongiht. We can buy some weed, and lots of Vodka."
"No... I rather just, sit home..." He said. My smile faded, he was bying my act as much as I was...which, I wasn't.
I started crying again and we hugged for awhile untill the tears couldn't come anymore. We started walking again and Inuyasha walked me to my house and gave me a huge hug and a kiss on the cheek.
He left and started walking back to his house. I watched untill he was out of site.
So much for my happy ending...
