It's like...
Its like your a drug
Its like your a demon I cant face down
Its like I'm stuck
Its like I'm running from you all the time,
And I know I let you have all the power.
Its like the only company I seek, is misery all around.
My love died two months ago.
Though I feel he's been gone forever.
I cannot shed anymore tears, for me eyes are dry.
My heart is not broken, for it was already in pieces.
Its like you'r a leach,
sucking the life of me.
Its like I can't breath,
without you inside of me.
And I know I let you have all the power.
And I relize I'm never gonna quit you over time.
He was all of me, my love was.
He took my soul piece by piece everyday.
When I was around him he would talk for me.
I let him have all of the power, all of my power.
I still can't help but want him back.
Its like I cant breath.
Its like I cant see anything,
nothing but you.
Im addicted to you.
Its like I cant think,
without you interrupting me.
In my thought, in my dreams.
You've taken over me.
Its like I'm not me, Its like I'm not me.
He was my eyes, my ears, my voice.
Now that he's gone I'm helpless, I'm useless.
He helped me up on my feet,
though he was the one that brought me down.
Im addicted to him, forever.
Its like I'm lost.
Its like I'm giving up slowly.
Its like your a ghost thats haunting me,
leave me alone.
And i know, these voices in my head
are mine alone.
And I know I'll never change my ways,
If I don't give you up now.
Im lost in thought about him.
Im giving up on myself, and Im rotting on the inside.
The memory of him won't leave my mind,
though Im telling myself he's gone.
I can't love again, unless I except his death.
Im hooked on you.
I need a fix I can't take it.
Just one more cut,
I promise I can deal with it.
I'll handle it, quit it.
Just one more than thats it.
Just a little bit more to get me through this.
I can't help it, you are still me.
Your soul lives in my body forever.
The slits on my body ease the pain.
I can deal with it, I hope.
I can't love anymore, due to you.
Just a little more cuts,
And then I'll join you soon.
Our love will travel in my spilled blood.
Its time to join you.
I love you Tala.
Salina
Please R&R Thanx