I was kinda disappointed about the amount of reviews I got for last chapter…yeah so for that I gonna try super super hard to do super super good so that I can get more reviews! Anywayz the idea for the story…I had found this pic on the internet that had Shuichi dressed up like a whore and then I thought great idea for a story…and then I went to my cousin who is an ex-prostitute (I think) and had her give me some insight on what the life of a prostitute really is like. So there you have it.

Now for some more drabble: I've finally found the site that has the continuation of Gravitation (well my friend found it…but not the point) and that made me super happy then I found this really cute pic of Shu-Chan and Yuki and that made me happy and what else…oh yeah as for my other story (unwanted attraction(s)) I going to post it up as soon as I find some free time to actually type it up but that means that I have to put this story on hold so I going to leave it up to the people that actually read my stories. So what do yall want? Review and let me know now on to my story.

Chapter 7:

Shuichi woke up feeling extremely guilty. Last night was the most heart aching experience he went through in a long time.

Flashback:

Shuichi I don't want to have sex with you I want…I want to make love to you.

Shuichi stared at the other man with shocked eyes. His heart rate increased.

"You what?" he mumbled out.

Tohma laid his head against Shu's chest and notices his fast heartbeat and instantly regretted what he just said. He didn't mean to scare him; he just got caught up in the moment.

"Shuichi I'm sorry. I didn't want to frighten you but I did mean what I said. I want to make love to you…I want it to mean something. I don't want to be just another client. I want to be there for you always." He hurried pulled off of Shuichi.

"I can take care of you, give you whatever you want. I just want…" he bit his bottom lip. It was now or never. Shu sat up and look at Tohma.

Tohma placed his hands on either side of Shu's face and gently kissed him on his lips.

"Shuichi I lo…"

Please no! Don't say that

Shu put his hand in front of Tohma mouth. He shook his head from side to side with a very fearful look on his face. He jumped off the bed and ran into the adjacent bedroom and locked himself in.

Tohma heart sank. It wasn't because Shuichi ran away from him it was because he hurt the boy. It looked like he caused him so much pain.

He went next to the door and sat against it. He could hear Shuichi crying. He wanted nothing more than to take him in his arms and let him cry out all of his troubles on his shoulders.

"I'm sorry Shuichi."

End Flashback

Shu rubbed at the temple of his forehead, the headache he had was killing him. He just had to get out of there. He knocked on the adjacent bedroom door before he entered. He was relieved that Tohma wasn't there. He walked around the room looking for his clothes.

Where are they?

A man entered the room and saw Shuichi crawling around on the floor. He cleared his throat to grab the boy's attention. Shuichi turned around flipping his hair. He saw a very tall blonde hair man. He was not Japanese because his eyes were crystal blue. Tohma was right you could not tell if Shu was a boy or a girl.

"Umm…Tohma thought you might be more comfortable in these." He handed Shu a pair of jeans and a shirt.

"There a bathroom right there…He said everything you'll need should be in there. Just give me a call when you're finished."

Shuichi stood there bewildered who was that? He headed to the bathroom and saw a note that was addressed to him.

Shuichi I'm so sorry about last night. I didn't mean to scare you like that. I really want to talk to you so please don't leave. I found a key to a motel room in your pocket so I had one of my men go there and collect your things, there in the living room. If you need anything…anything at all just tell K-san and he'll get it for you.

K-san who the hell is that?

Shu put his hand back against his forehead. This headache was going to last all day. He turned on the water and stepped into the bath. He needed to relax and mellow out and a nice hot bath would do the trick. He laid there and let the water relax him. Then he notices that there was a switch next to him.

What does this do?

He clicked the switch and jets pulsated the water.

Oh…My…God the jets hit spots Shu never thought he had.

XxX

Yuki lit up another cigarette. He hadn't seen Shuichi since he decided to report into the red headed useless fuck. He even went to the motel that he saw him go to only to find out that a tall blonde hair man came, collected his possessions and checked him out.

Yuki began to piece together what information he had. Maybe this was the blonde hair man he was with the other day.

Damn kid, where the hell are you?

XxX

"Hey in there, are you ok, it's been 45 minutes."

"I have a headache and I feel kind of sick."

"Mind is I come in?"

"Sure"

The man came in and went strait to the medicine cabinet. He pulled out a bottle of aspirin then headed over to the tub and turned off the jets.

"Hey!"

"Here take this for your headache and you should stop feeling sick pretty soon."

"K-san?"

"Yes?"

"Just want to make sure that was you name. So K, you're supposed to do what ever I ask."

"No"

"No? But I thought…"

"You thought wrong. True, I will do what you ask me if it's reasonable. So don't have me jump up and down and run around just for your amusement."

"I wouldn't do that! What do you think I am a child?"

K grabbed him by his chin and took a thorough look of his face.

"In fact, yes you do, very much so."

Shuichi pulled away and lay back in the tub.

"Can I ask you a question? Why does 'Tohma have me babysitting you?"

"I don't know. How about I leave."

"And lose my job I don't think so."

"Well, could you please leave so I can get dressed."

K headed out the bathroom and closed the door. He walked into the living room, grabbed the phone and dialed Tohma; it was time to get some answers.

"Hello Tohma…"

"K…what wrong? Did something happen to Shuichi?"

"What the hell is wrong with you? Who is this boy? What is he to you?"

"So Shuichi is fine. K don't scare me like that!"

"Scare you. All I did was call! Answer my questions! Why am I on babysitting duty?"

"K you are my most trustworthy man. I'll just placed my life in your hands."

"That doesn't answer anything."

"I'll explain it all later. Just take care of him."

Shuichi walked into the living room and took a seat next to K. He put his hair into a ponytail and sighed. How the hell did he get stuck in this situation?

"Are you hungry?" K was getting really annoyed and his conversation with Tohma didn't help the situation either.

"Kind of…I guess."

"What do you want?"

"Ohh Pizza, Pizza can we have Pizza." Shu crawled towards K. He had his hands on his lap and his face was right in front of K's.

"Please."

K was memorized by this boy, his eyes held something in them. They made you just want to. He placed his hand on the boy chin.

Wow

"Ok you could have pizza just give me my space. You see, not only do you look like a child you act like one too."

"Sorry for being enthusiastic." Shu said sarcastically.

"There a difference between enthusiastic and childish."

Shu sighed and took his seat again. This was going to be a long day.

XxX

Tohma sighed what was he going to say to Shuichi tonight. How was he going to explain his feeling towards him without scaring him again? Tohma stopped. Why was Shuichi scared in the first place? He didn't do anything that would harm him; he only wanted to tell him how he truly felt. Come to think of it Shuichi stopped him when he was about to tell him that he loved him. Maybe something happened to him that made him fearful of being loved. That when he came up with this brilliant idea.

"Hello, yes this is Tohma Seguchi. I'm in need of your assistance. I want you to give me all the information you can find on a certain young man named Shuichi."

"Shuichi what?" A rough voice projected through the phone.

Tohma blinked. He didn't even know his last name. "Hold on a second."

He called his penthouse suite and was greeted with a laughing K.

"What's so funny K-san?"

"Nothing, Nothing…so what's up?" Tohma felt a wave of anger wash over him.

"Let me talk to Shuichi!"

"Hey Shuichi, Tohma wants you."

"Hello" Shu voice came through the phone and Tohma anger seem to increase.

"Are you panting! Why are you panting? What have you've been doing?"

"Tohma calmed down. Me and K was playing hide and seek and tag. Your house is so big, so many hiding places and a lot of room to run." Tohma felt relieved.

"Sorry about that but Shuichi I did want to ask you something. What is your last name?"

"Shuichi you're it!" K yelled in the background

"No I'm not. It's Shindou. Tohma I got to go."

Tohma returned to his first call. "His name is Shuichi Shindou. I need every single ounce of information you can find. Can you give it to me by this evening?"

"Yeah sure."

Tohma smiled everything is falling into place. Tonight will be perfect.

XxX

Shuichi plopped down on the couch trying to catch his breath.

"You're more of a kid then I am!"

"Shut up, but this was…fun."

"See told you so."

K sat next to Shu and ran his hand through the boy's hair.

"You ever thought about cutting it, because it is really making you look like a girl."

Shu racked his hair. "Yeah, I thought about it but, I never got around to doing it. I'm really considering not to. I like my hair long like this."

"Why pink?"

"Personal reasons."

K nodded and continue running his fingers through the boy's hair.

"I think I know why Tohma had me baby sit."

"Why?"

"He always telling me that I need to loosing up, that I take my job to seriously and that I need to open up to people more. But I am open. I tell Tohma everything about me. If you ask me he's the one that need to warm up. He's so cold hearted…actually I never seen him so happy. You give off this positive aura, you must bring a lot of happiness to the people you meet."

In more ways then one. Shu thought.

"Yeah I live to make people happy."

"Then you are exactly what Tohma needs. Speaking of him…where is he? He said that he'll be here for dinner and its 15 after 8." K grabbed the phone and dialed Tohma number once again.

"Hello Tohma, where are you? You said that you'd be here for dinner its already past eight."

"I'm sorry K-san but something really important came up. Can you stay with Shuichi a little while longer?"

K looked down as a sleeping Shuichi. "Sure it would be my pleasure."

xXx

"So tell me what you've found out."

"Shuichi Shindou age 18. Have an older sister, mother decease and a father. Moved out at the age of 14. Lived with a boy named Kinimo Matsue, 15."

"Why did he move out?"

"Let's just say that his father didn't approve of his life style."

Tohma nodded. He knew haw disgraceful it was for a father to have a son in a homosexual relationship.

"His mother still kept in touched with him though. Gave his money, brought his clothes and food made sure that he was safe and taken care of. His father extremely disapproved of this, so out of concern, Matsue had Mrs. Shindou stop. He promised her that he will take good care of her son and she will have nothing to worry about. That same day she was killed in a car accident. One of my sources said that the father hires a hit man to take her out, but that's not certain. Shuichi wasn't allowed to attend the funeral under his father request. Well his boyfriend was there for him and took care of him just like he promised."

"Wait Kinimo…I've heard that name somewhere before."

"Yes he's the third son of the yukuza boss, not that important really. His father made it a priority that no one knows that he was his son, he was illegitimate. So he lived a pretty normal life. After his mother death Matsue and Hiro-who is a childhood friend became the people he relied on but after a while Hiro stopped coming around…I still don't know the reason for that and soon after that Matsue was gunned down. The south side boss had him killed off so that there was no one to take over."

"What about the other two sons?"

"One was shot and sent into hiding. The other went to America."

That still doesn't tell me what I need to know.

"Is there anything else?"

"Well yes… he tried going back home after the accident and of course wasn't welcomed. For about three months he disappeared and then lived with his friend Hiro for about two weeks. After that he left his friends house and started…how do I say this…"

"He became a prostitute."

"Yeah…that all I've got under such short notice. If you want I can have more for you tomorrow."

"Yes…please. Thank you and as for your payment." Tohma handed that man a check.

"See you tomorrow."

xXx

Shuichi sat up and stretch out his back.

"Had a good nap?"

"Yeah you're very comfortable."

K smiled. "You're like a cat, crawling all over me."

"If you can excuse me, I need to go get some air." Shuichi grabbed something from out of his bag and headed for the balcony.

He looked out across the skyline and enjoyed the view.

It been so long since I've had one of these.

Shu lit up a cigarette and took a long drag.

Uhhh I really needed that.

He blew away the smoke and sighed. He remembered the day he started smoking. It was the same day he tried to go back home.

Flashback

It was raining really hard and he stopped at a connivent store to dry off some. When he entered he noticed the clocked upon the wall.

"Excuse me, can I get a pack of cigarettes."

"I need to see an I.D."

Shu handed the man his I.D. and smiled a little.

"What kind do you want?"

"Umm…give me that one in the pink pack."

He handed Shuich the cigarettes and a book a matches. He took one a lit it up before he took his first pull he let out a weak "Happy birthday to me". He inhaled deeply coughing as his body took in a rush of nicotine.

"Hey not to hard on your first try just relax."

End of Flashback

"Just relax." Shuichi sucked his teeth and let the cigarette fall from his hand.

"You look very mature there."

"Really, you think so?" Shu turned to fully view K.

"You do know that smoking is really bad for you."

Shuichi licked his lips and brought his focus back on the skyline. K took a spot next to him. "Nice view."

"Yeah you could see the whole city." Little did Shuichi know that K wasn't looking at the city but at him. Shuichi licked his lips again and k fought the urge to kiss the boy.

"Are you ok?" Shuichi asked wondering about the dazed look on K's face.

"Yeah I'm fine I was just waiting for the perfect time to do this." K placed his hand on Shu's arm then ran inside. He yelled "You're it." Soon Shuichi was in full pursuit of K.

xXx

Tohma loosing up his tie and unbutton the top button of his shirt. He couldn't believe all the things that has happen to Shuichi in his life and he was only eighteen. He stepped off the elevator and immediately ran into K.

"I'm sorry K and please forgive me for keeping you so late." K placed his hand over Tohma mouth.

"Shhhh. I'm looking for Shuichi. He's somewhere in here." Tohma placed his hand on K's shoulder. He began to walk around his house to search every room. He came to his bedroom and notices a big lump under his covers. He slowly walked towards it and pulled them back.

"That's not a very good hiding place." Tohma smiled. "So how was your day?"

"It was fun. What happen to K?"

"He's by the elevator."

"Oh, I want to say bye before he leaves." Shuichi ran towards the elevator where he saw K just standing there.

"I can't believe you were just going to leave…without even saying goodbye.

"But I wasn't…"

"I mean after all the time we spent together…I even…I even shared my food with you I can't believe that you were just going to leave like that." Shu turned away pretending to cry.

K laughed, "You're such a dramatic kid. You know I wouldn't leave without saying goodbye."

Shuichi busted out in a fit of laughter he ran towards K and jumped up, flinging his arms around the older blonde. "Today was so much fun. I haven't played liked that since I was little." K said

"Me too. See I told you, you ARE more of a kid then me."

K let the boy down and ruffled his hair. "Hope we play again really soon. Bye Shuichi."

"Bye-Bye K"

K stepped onto the elevator and waved a final goodbye. When the door closed he sighed and ran a frustrated hand through his hair. He didn't want to let Shuichi go and he didn't understand why, all he knew was that when Shuichi was in his arms it felt unbelievably right. He wrapped his arms around himself and enjoyed the memory Shu just gave him.

xXx

Tohma wrapped his arms around Shuichi slowly bringing him back to reality. Playtime was over; it was fun while it lasted. Shuichi leaned against Tohma giving in to the embrace. He turned around in Tohma's arms and began to kiss him on his lips. Tohma reluctantly stopped him.

"Shuichi, aren't you hungry?"

"Yeah…for you." He attacked Tohma once again, licking at his lips and planting butterfly kisses on his neck. Tohma stopped Shuichi once again.

"Talk to me."

"What?"

"Talk to me Shuichi." Tohma eyes pleaded with him, hoping that Shu understood what he was saying.

"Tohma what's wrong? Did something happen today?"

"Talk to me about you! I want to know everything about you. Every single little detail."

Shuichi rolled his eyes. He was getting tired of this. He grabbed Tohma by his chin. "It's time to bring you back to reality." Shuichi stared directly into Tohma's eyes.

"I am a prostitute, you picked up off the street, to bring you pleasure, ecstasy, to fuck you. You are paying me to be your sex toy a fuck buddy. You don't need to know about me to fuck me in face you don't even need to know my name."

"But Shuichi I…"

"You love me right. That's what you wanted to tell me last night, you love me so much that you will do anything for me, treat me like I need…no…deserve to be treated. That there are so many things you could do for me. That you could change my life for the better, I wouldn't have to sell myself. Yeah sure I've heard it all before."

"But Shuichi I…"

"But you could really do all those things. That these aren't going to be unfulfilled promises, empty hopes. Like I've said I've heard all of this shit before. You want to know more about me. Ok, Fine. Only one person in my life loves me more than the worlds itself…more than his own life. He would've done anything I asked, no matter how serious or silly it was and you know what Tohma, no matter how hard you try, no matter how much effort you put into it , you will never in your life come even close to the love he had for me."

Shu was on the brink of tears. He hadn't talked about his past…ever. Tohma reached out, to offer some sort of comfort.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" Shuichi yelled but Tohma persisted.

"Stop it. STOP IT. Get away from me." He pushed Tohma away and ran towards the elevator. He couldn't take this anymore. As soon as the elevator came he got on and rode all the way down. He suppressed his cries and best he could, he didn't want to deal with this, and it hurts him too much. He ran out of the hotel and bumped into a dark hair man,

"Pink hair!" Shuichi quickly turned around and was attacked by a wet cloth.

"Muuki!"

Ok this is where it ends. Sorry it took so long to update but look you got a really long chapter. Please review and tell me if you like it (feedback keeps me going) this is my fav chappie so far and I wanted to know if you notice that I change my writing style up a bit it you don't like it tell me now so I can change it (even though the results won't be seen until chapter 10) Also tell me if you want me to update this story or unwanted attraction I leave it all up to you.

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